It Was Waiting for You
THE CRIMSON CIRCLE MATERIALS
The Great Ænd
SHOUD 10 – Featuring ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
Presented to the Crimson Circle
July 11, 2026
www.crimsoncircle.com
The future is not a point on a timeline but a new sentience that ready to participate in the present. As consciousness deepens, perception changes, energy reorganizes, and richness begins to replace struggle. Through creative expression, the release of old identities, and the freedom of time itself, the invitation is to stop waiting, take the risk, and allow the future to unfold as awareness.
Highlights
- Richness begins as feeling before it appears as abundance, health, relationships, and ease.
- Energy realigns when perception changes, bringing coherence without effort, struggle, or processing.
- With the light of consciousness, this is becoming the planet of love and abundance.
- Past-life stories don’t need to be repaired; they are ready to be released and reveal their wisdom.
- “Perhaps it was waiting for me.” Realization was never absent, simply waiting for your presence.
- Master up! Release wounds, victim consciousness, and old excuses so new sentience can emerge.
- The future is sentience. It is no longer just a date on a calendar or a continuation of the past.
- Time is not measured by clocks, calendars or waiting; it unfolds through the evolution of sentience itself.
- “Take the risk” means trusting consciousness above certainty and allowing energies to respond.
- Curiosity opens the field of sentience, while overthinking closes it through gravity and old patterns.
It Was Waiting for You
ADAMUS: I Am that I Am, Adamus of Sovereign Domain.
Welcome everybody. Welcome to Shoud 10 of The Great Ænd Series. What a way to open this Shoud (someone shouts “It’s happening!” and Adamus chuckles). It’s happening.
I’m just so impressed by what all of you are doing right now. When we can take some of the deeper metaphysical concepts, things that are difficult for the mind to comprehend – and that’s kind of the key; what we’re doing right now, the mind has a bit of a hard time with – but when we can distill it down into something conscious and creative, a song, a song that anybody can listen to anywhere, and at some level it resonates with them, perhaps not on a metaphysical, spiritual level, maybe just their everyday life issues, but it resonates, then there are those who really get it, who understand it’s happening on this planet right now. It’s not in the far-off future. It’s not a carrot in front of the horse. It’s happening right now.
You can listen to it on that level. And the beauty of this, and what you’re going to be learning and experiencing in your own life, is that it doesn’t have to be complex. It doesn’t have to be like a long lecture, like I do. It doesn’t have to be laborious. It can be something simple that you create. Simple line drawing. Maybe making something out of clay, or whatever. A short poem. It contains so much more than just those words, or just a little figurine you might create, or a song. It’s coded now.
It didn’t used to always be that way. It was, you know, you put your effort into something creative, or any endeavor you do, and it was there, but now the coding is there, and it starts to come out, starts to open up. Every person that sees it or touches it is affected by that. It touches them on a different level. It’s no longer just on the surface, but it starts to happen.
Speaking of happening, it’s happening right now. I know I’ve been saying that for a while, but a lot of you still are waiting. You go check your bank account every morning, “I don’t see it happening. There wasn’t anything extra in my bank account.” You’re looking in the wrong place (someone laughs). Yeah, guilty. So busted.
It’s happening at different levels – very deep and sentient levels. You’re expecting it to, you know, Prince Charming is going to suddenly arrive or there’s going to be a new car in your driveway. It doesn’t work that way.
It works the way, first, of the feeling, the sentience, the shifts and the changes that are taking place. It’s your consciousness coming to life, no longer just in the background, no longer just guiding you through the mundane, everyday affairs. It’s the consciousness starting to come out, and that brings the creativity, that brings the expression and the experience.
Suddenly, your whole perspective, your perception is changed. How you view reality, how you view yourself, that’s what makes a difference. That’s what realigns energy, brings coherence. It’s not what you’re thinking, it’s what you’re perceiving that makes a difference, and that’s what’s happening right now.
Yeah, sooner or later that bank account, you don’t even need to go to it anymore, because you – truly, I mean this literally – you begin to know it’s just going to be there. You don’t need to go and check every morning to see if the Tooth Fairy has brought you something new. It’s just there. It’s a whole different way of living – without the struggle, without all the mental activity, without all the trying to figure it out. You’re going to laugh at yourself one of these days about all the trying to figure it out that you did, trying to make sense of it in a very human and mental way, and suddenly it’s just there. It’s a whole different way of living.
Change is Happening
We’ll talk about it later in this Shoud, but what’s happening right now is amazing, on every level on this planet. The changes that are occurring so quickly, the changes within yourself, what’s really happening is for you – not for the whole planet right now, but for you – is the richness of life starts to come forth.
The richness. The sentience. The feeling. And when that happens, then the energies, they realign, they become coherent, and the richness then isn’t just a feeling like the richness of opening to a new day, the richness of a relationship with another, the richness of the money in your pocket or the richness of your health. Those come forth also because the energies are realigning.
You don’t need to do a damn thing, and that’s a tough one. Most of you have spent so many lifetimes in service. So many of you were the Realm Workers and worked very hard in the other realms, but as the human, not really knowing what the hell you were doing. You were just exhausted all the time. Suddenly the paradigm changes, everything shifts, and not because you’re working on it; because finally you’re allowing it. And the shift occurs within you – richness is just there; it’s a way of life – and eventually for the planet.
This planet, as I’ve said, is a planet of love first, and then a planet of abundance. You go tell that to the local newscaster or somebody on the street, and they’re like, “You’ve got to be crazy. Look at all the inequities. Look at all the bad in life.” It’s like, “No, that’s not my perspective anymore. This is an abundant planet.” And it starts with sentience, feeling, consciousness, light. Then it comes in terms of all the developments that are taking place right now, particularly with the advent of AI.
AI makes things more efficient, much more efficient. The intelligence of AI organizes things, makes them more efficient, makes everything go faster. And it’s actually the consciousness then that brings the true feeling, the true changes.
But this is an amazing time. This is historic, and I keep repeating that because some of you are like, “But nothing’s happening. My soulmate, my twin flame hasn’t showed up.” Yeah, until you’re present, your twin flame isn’t going to be present, and your twin flame is simply you. That’s it. You’re waiting and waiting for something external to happen.
It starts on the inside. It starts with the little sneak previews of the richness of yourself, who you really are, and then it starts loosening the gravity of the identities, and suddenly you find that you can be really any identity you want. You’re no longer stuck in it. You’re no longer, like, held in place.
But I just have to keep reiterating, it’s happening. Don’t miss it. Look inside yourself. Talk to your co-bot. Your co-bot will definitely reflect the changes that are happening. And then this planet, in these next few years – the next few years are going to be bumpy (he chuckles), but after that… after that, in the Jami scenario, which we will be doing a special Jami session pretty soon. “Pretty soon,” for an Ascended Master, could be a thousand years, but we want to bring an update on that separate from the Merlin Fields event.
But suddenly there’s a shift that takes place on the planet. Nobody can figure it out. Nobody can really explain what’s happening, even before what I call the photon belt or the light belt scenario. Everybody’s scratching their heads, “What’s going on here on this planet?” Suddenly things are surfacing, new ways to address problems, new ways to address things like aging and health and wealth, and all the rest of that. And suddenly there’s this whole momentum.
This planet is not a bad place. People are not bad. They’re not. And I say that because you’re kind of directly responsible for all that, by being some of the first here to this planet, by going through the whole Atlantean headband thing, by your times with Yeshua. But ultimately, people, humans, they’re filled with such goodness in their heart. They want something to happen.
The problem is, right now, if you really address – you take a look at the 30,000-foot view of the globe – what’s happening is we’re in this absolute change over time, and it’s going very fast. People are having a hard time keeping up with it. If you’re going to make any investments, do it in pharmaceutical companies that provide mental care products, because they’re going to be doing very well.
LINDA: It was for entertainment value only.
ADAMUS: Entertainment value only. I’m not saying take them. But they’re having a hard time keeping up with what’s going on on the planet, because the changes are so fast, like nothing before.
You’re kind of adapting to it, better than most, but still it’s hard for you. Your systems are just shot, your old systems, and that’s a good thing. We don’t want to keep preserving the old systems. You’re going through nervous system breakdowns, maybe mental breakdowns, identity breakdowns for sure, like, “Oh, what’s happening? What’s happening?”
It’s happening. That’s what’s happening. It’s happening. That’s when you take a deep breath and you realize this planet, for all it offers on love and now on abundance, is an example to the rest of the universe and the rest of the cosmos.
Disclosure
I get pissed (he chuckles), a lot. This is a long story, I’ll keep it relatively short, but the whole thing with ETs and now with, what are they calling it now, disclosure. Disclosure. Oh, Cauldre and I have had some arguments lately. So, he’s been invited on to do one of these podcast shows, one of my favorite podcasters, Michael Sandler (here). Love him. He’s exuberant and he’s expressive and he’s going through shit like everybody else.
So, he was invited on to do a show, Cauldre was, about disclosure. Right away, Cauldre’s like, “Uh-uh, Adamus will never go along with… We’re not going to be talking about ETs and UFOs and Disclosure Day and everything else. It’s all conspiracy.”
Well, the other night I got his attention, two o’clock in the morning – it’s a good attention-getter time – and said, “No, no, I do want to go on the show. But warn Michael, of course, because my view on it is very different on disclosure, on ETs.” So we’re going to be doing the show this coming week. It’ll take a couple weeks for it to get on the air, but oh, is the world going to find out about what disclosure really is (laughter).
Oh, no, I love these things. Please, podcasters out there, bring me on. I mean, I love it because it’s a time to really talk straight about things. I’m not saying there’s not aliens. They try to stay away from this place, physically. They have a hard time. The gravity sucks them in and next thing you know they’re being birthed out of a woman’s womb into this stark reality with all of its density – “Ahh, get me out of here! Bring that alien ship back. Get me the hell out of here.” It’s difficult for them, but my point is very simple.
This is the planet of all planets, the place of all places. As tough as it seems, this is the greatest, greatest planet in all of creation, with the greatest beings in all creation, because you’re going through more crap, more density, more forgetting, more challenges than beings anywhere else. And I stand by this, though I’ve been challenged and harassed and my life threatened. Of course, that doesn’t bother me, because I just – boom – I’m an Ascended Master. What can they do? But this planet is truly the planet of love. It was first experienced here.
These alien beings, they might be intelligent, but they’re not conscious. They’re not aware. They might have some technologies that allow them to travel at fast speeds. Big deal. If you don’t have consciousness, if you’ve never fallen in love, what do all the high-speed vehicles in the universe mean? Nothing. That’s why they’re interested. That’s why they’re interested.
They can sense and feel that there’s something going on in this planet. Underneath all the grime, underneath the muck and the problems and the wars and everything else, there is something here. And they’re here to try to figure out what it is, this crazy little thing called love. They don’t have it. They’ve never experienced it.
Could you imagine, for a moment, not having love in your life? You’ve had a lot of lifetimes without it. Yeah, you were friendly with people, close to them, had a compassion and all the rest of that, but love, you know, that love that just – whew – twirls you inside out. That love that nothing makes sense, you can’t eat, you can’t sleep, and you’re singing all the time, and you’re madly in love, and you just feel like somebody got a magical hold on you, you know, that you’re just being transformed. That’s love. And this is the planet.
I’ll go so far as to say that because of the separation and the density here, the gravity, you were searching for something that they don’t do in these other alien places. You had it so dense and so deep that you started the search, a longing to remember, a longing to be home again. And that is one of the things that created things like emotions and eventually love. Eventually love.
This planet is a great planet of love. All the loving, all the consciousness, all the light, especially since Heaven’s Cross, since that’s come in, is going to literally catapult this planet into what we call the Jami scenario. It’s not hard work, it’s not efforting, it’s not going out and trying to convert everybody over to your way of thinking. It’s simply the love that you’re experiencing, and your consciousness, that makes a difference.
So, when we talk about disclosure, yeah, the governments know about things, but, you know, the interesting thing is they’re not smart enough to figure it out (some laughter). No, they’re not. They have a lot of bits and pieces. They can’t put it all together, what’s really happening. It’s not like some big conspiracy. It’s a bunch of government bureaucrats trying to figure out something that’s way beyond them. Way beyond them. It’s not that they’re not disclosing out of secrecy, it’s they’re not disclosing out of stupidity (some laughter). Truly.
They don’t know how to answer the questions that will come up when they have reports on certain sightings, landings, things like that. And yes, they’re real, a lot of them. A lot of them are totally fake, but a lot of them are real. But they can’t figure out, “What are these beings after? How did they get here? Are they here to teach us some great truths?” Not at all.
They’re here to find out your great truth. The truth of consciousness, the awareness, the I Am. They don’t have that. And the truth of love, eventually self-love, Master’s love. That’s what they’re trying to figure out.
If they really had the answers and they really were advanced in terms of consciousness, not just intelligence, they would have shared it a long time ago. And they haven’t. You know, I know I go off – Cauldre’s trying to stop me, but it ain’t gonna happen – I go off on a kind of a… rant, thank you. Rant. I was trying to find a nice word, but I go off on a rant. There’s a certain species of alien being, starts with a P, that is constantly here professing to be these great teachers that are going to save the planet.
How come they haven’t? How come they haven’t just appeared, whether in physical or non-physical form, to help humanity? No, what they are, are energy feeders. “We are great beings from the Palladians” – whatever – “We are these great beings, and we have all the answers.” And they get all these – I’m trying to watch my words – rather vulnerable people, channeling them. And in the channeling, you’re a great being because you can channel the Plee-adians. I know I’m pronouncing it wrong intentionally. I used to call them Pee-adians, that’s another story, but they’re feeders. They’re feeding.
They’re curious. They want to know, “What is it about the human?” But they’re feeding on the energy and they keep doing it. And not too long ago, after Heaven’s Cross, we simply banned all those beings from coming here, physically or non-physically. They can still project, kind of, from other realms, but it was an end to that. The focus is on the humans, on you, on it’s happening right now on this planet, evolving into real realization of self-love, the sentience of self-love, and therefore the real ability to love others.
And this planet also, in terms of the richness of everything, the richness of poetry, of creativity, of music, of biology, of everything, of food. Food has such richness to it. The other beings on these other planets, you think they have a nice steak dinner with mashed potatoes and vegetables and it’s just delectable – or whatever you happen to eat? They don’t. They’re lacking the consciousness. They’re at the early stages, they got stuck at the early stages of, “Who am I?” But they don’t even realize they’re asking themselves that question. I mean, they’re at that early of a stage.
This planet is advanced in terms of consciousness. It’s all coming to a head right now, with the help of AI, but the most important thing is with the light. With your light, the light that came in just a few years ago with Heaven’s Cross. AI is simply assisting in that. It was called. It was like energy being called, “We need that now, that next thing, to get us there quickly.” And it’s happening.
It’s Happening in You
Mostly, it’s happening in you, right now. And that’s why I say, hands off. Don’t try to interfere. Don’t try to plan it. Yeah, everything seems upside down. Well, duh. I mean… and observe it. Watch it. Later it will make for a great song or a great poem or whatever, but it’s happening within you right now, and you’re going to feel disoriented, frustrated. Some days, nothing works out right. And you’re like, “It’s supposed to be happening.”
Well, it is, because everything is changing. Your identity, the way you call forth energy. And you’re going to have those days where you get behind every slow car and truck. You’re going to have those days where you lose your wallet, you can’t find your car keys, you forget your own name. That’s part of the shift. That’s where you’ve got to step back and have a good laugh and say, “You know, it’s happening. It’s really happening.”
These are, for me anyway, these are exciting times, phenomenal times, historic times. Don’t miss it. Don’t keep wondering externally, “Well, where is this and where is that? I don’t see it.” It’s happening right here. Then the energy answers later with things like ease and grace.
Imagine never having to worry about paying bills again. Never having to worry about “What’s wrong with me?” because you feel something weird going on in your heart or your liver, and then you self-diagnose, which is very dangerous, and you get into that rut, and, “Oh, I’m dying.” It’s like ay yi yi, you’re just changing, so take a good deep breath and please, right now, let it happen. Allow it. It’s happening.
Then what you start noticing too is – and some of you already are – you’ve gone three hours, three long, full, beautiful hours without mind-battling, without self-criticism, without beating yourself up. Wow, that’s something else. Then a couple days at a time, and then pretty soon a week, and then a month, and then pretty soon you’re just not doing it anymore. You’re not going through all the faults and the things you need to perfect and improve and constant self-criticism.
That’s what’s happening. And the energies line up, everything else changes. That’s what’s happening right now
And globally, oh, I’m so excited about it, because, in a way, I say that evolution got bogged down, got delayed. It missed the train. Particularly biological evolution got way bogged down. Things didn’t change for a long, long, long time, but now it’s happening.
It’s going to happen in many, many different ways, but for you, the first thing that happens is the realization of what I call the free energy body, you call the light body. But suddenly you realize that you’re not alone in your own body, and it’s not a new complex system that comes and takes over. It’s a very simple, non-networked light body. It may visit you in a dream, it may visit you late at night and scare the crap out of you and you say, “What is that light body doing here?” You may just feel a different sensation in your body coming over. That’s what’s happening.
The mind becoming more coherent, more clear. Things just kind of falling into place without effort. That’s what’s happening.
So, what I’d like to do right now is, with the production desk, with their assistance, let’s replay that video. I want you now to listen and to – before you were just feeling and experiencing, listen – what’s your favorite line in this whole music video?
By the way, the music video is beautiful, and it’s an example of a number of things. Consciousness and light, being aware of it, that it’s yours. Secondly, that brings forth creativity. A lot of creativity. It opens the door to creativity, that many of you feel you’re not, you’re not creative. You are. It’s just been suppressed by a lot of logic, linear type of thinking.
Creativity is inherent in you. It’s inherent in your fields. It wants to jump forth. And you think, “Well, I can’t do a music video like that, blah, blah, blah.” Yeah, you can. The technology enables it. You don’t have to know anything about music or filmmaking. And suddenly, you’re there making beautiful things that you’d never have tried before. Things like the music video.
Crimson Circle, all in-house. Not bringing in music experts or video experts or anything like that. It’s a result of creative consciousness, then it just flows. And it becomes an expression of you, of the creators. And then it creates a vessel. And this is the part we’re going to be getting a lot more into, the vessel, the field. And then the field starts to expand. It starts to open up with the original creator’s energy. They had a scaffolding that started creating the field. But then every listener, every Shaumbra who listens to this, whether you know it or not, you’re adding to that field.
You’re adding more sentience, more wisdom. You’re adding your consciousness, your energy. And that’s where it grows. That’s where it opens up and becomes a relational field, all contained in this beautiful music video that’s highly coded – coded with energies, coded with light. It becomes highly coded, so when somebody views it, they see the Broadway production, but something is happening underneath, particularly the field is growing. It’s becoming more expansive, has more depth to it, and a year or two from now, there’s so much more than even what you watch today.
The field has grown. You’re field builders now, and it’s easy work. You don’t have to work at it; you just have to be present.
Your Favorite Line
So, let’s watch this music video again. We’ll turn the lights down. And you may want to grab a pencil and paper if you need to remember, what is your favorite line in this music video? All produced internally, right here at Crimson Circle. Let’s listen again.
(“It’s Happening” video plays)
Do you hear it
Hear what
That feeling
I thought it was only me
Wait, there
Something’s changing
It’s happening
After all this time, it’s happening
[Verse 1]
For years I carried quiet questions
Holding dreams I couldn’t explain
Certain something waited beyond me
Just beyond the edge of my name
Then in the silence
Without a warning
The answer wasn’t above
It opened softly
Here in my own heart
Like remembering love
[Pre-chorus]
A whisper in the silence
A hum beneath the noise
A gentle invitation
Calling every heart and voice
[Chorus]
It’s happening
Can you feel it in the air tonight?
It’s happening
Like a thousand stars awakening to light
After all the waiting
After learning how to trust
The door is finally opening
It’s happening
It’s happening
[Verse 2]
The old disguises are falling away now
Costumes we no longer need
The names I answered
The fears I carried
Quietly setting me free
The tears I guarded
The hope I protected
The prayers I never spoke aloud
Are finding wings now
Lifting me higher somehow
Somehow
[Pre-chorus]
A whisper in the silence
A hum beneath the noise
A gentle invitation
Calling every heart and voice
[Chorus]
It’s happening
Can you feel it in the air tonight?
It’s happening
Like a thousand stars awakening to light
After all the waiting
After learning how to trust
The door is finally opening
It’s happening
It’s happening
[Bridge]
Not tomorrow
Not someday
Not another lifetime away
Not a promise
Not a plan
It’s here
It’s now
It’s who I am.
[The moment]
I thought I was waiting
Maybe it was waiting
For us.
[Final chorus]
It’s happening
It’s happening
It’s happening
Raise the curtain
Let the whole world see
It’s happening
Every possibility
Is breaking free
All the roads behind us
Every dream that brought us here
Suddenly becoming clear
It’s happening
It’s happening
The music’s rising
The lights are shining
Every heart is joining in
The stage is glowing
The future’s flowing
This is the moment
We’ve always known was near
It’s happening
It’s happening
Can you feel it
It’s happening
Can you hear it
A hum in the distance
A song in the night
It’s happening
It’s happening
And all is well
And all is well
And all is well
In all creation
It’s happening
ADAMUS: Good. Okay, Linda on the microphone, please. Favorite line. By the way, beautiful lyrics. And before you pass the mic, just feel for a moment the difference between watching it the first time and the second.
Was there a difference at all? How did your reaction change to it? How did your connection to it change, first to the second time?
One of the things that happened, because this is the world premiere, because when we first played it, Shaumbra from all around the world watching it – but not just watching it, infusing into it, bringing their light into it, bringing their energies into it – and that field then just starts opening up. That field has more light or consciousness. That field has a lot more sentience.
Not description, not detail, not matter. More sentience, more feeling. And encoded in the music, the words, everything else, is the message. We don’t need to talk for hours and hours about it. The message is encoded. Some people will get it right away. Some people will get it later. Maybe some not at all, but it’s there. It’s a delivery. It’s a new way of expression each and every one of you is capable of.
What you see here, yeah, you have to go through a little bit of a learning curve, but now it’s time to express, to open up, to let that creative consciousness come forth, not trying to change the world, but to offer your light to the world in case they’re interested in it.
So, favorite line, dear Linda? Run with the microphone. Favorite line in the music video? Who is she going to call on? Everybody’s “Ohhh…” Favorite line. Here we go – and it happens (Linda hands the mic to someone). Favorite line.
HENRIETTE: I love the part where it describes the buzz…
ADAMUS: The buzz.
HENRIETTE: …underneath what’s going on, because I am just stoked. I do feel that excitement, and my life has really shifted quite significantly.
ADAMUS: Good. I’ve got to ask you, though. Your life has shifted; what about your identity?
HENRIETTE: Ah, that’s fun. A lot of those are dropping away.
ADAMUS: Really?
HENRIETTE: Yes.
ADAMUS: How much? Five percent?
HENRIETTE: I would say at least 50%. I’ve done…
ADAMUS: Pfff, no, no, no, no, no. No. Good try. It’s happening, but you keep holding on. You keep resisting. You’ve got this very set identity you want to hang on to. And it’s tied into the past, past lives, very strongly, and you want to maintain that. Take a deep breath. Let the gravity open it up. It’s fine. It’s got a place, but it’s not the only place you are.
I’m going to hit you on this one. You’ve avoided it for so very long, of looking at the other potentials of yourself. You’re really stuck in the old identity. It was fine, it served you for a while, but give it up. Let it go. You’re going to find a whole new world out there for you, a new world of expression, a new world of creativity. You’re trying for creativity, but it’s always wrapped in the same package, the same identity. Let it go, dear.
HENRIETTE: Can you describe this identity?
ADAMUS: I don’t think you’d want me to in front of the world (she laughs). I’ll kind of make suggestions.
It’s an identity going to past lives, of course. And it was an identity where it was a combination of being royalty, of being kind of on top of things, an identity of wealth and power, an identity of a lot, a lot of seduction. And then that identity got deeply, deeply, deeply wounded in that lifetime and a subsequent lifetime right after that.
Now you come back and those identities are trying to recreate their identities, trying to put yourself back in this kind of a royalty type of consciousness. Ain’t going to work. Not going to work. Let it go.
At the same time, you’re trying to repair the wounds. You’re trying to say, “Okay, I was this and I really liked it. Then I got highly wounded and I didn’t like it so much. Now I’m going to try to mend and fix that old identity. I’m going to try to act it out here.” It’s not going to work.
They’re beautiful identities. What’s really happening, that you’re not letting happen so much – that old story or those stories, they want to change and transform right now. They want to release. They want to let go of that identity. You’re not letting them. You’re holding them back. Let it go. Let them naturally unfold and open up and let yourself at the same time.
It’s a tough thing to go through. We’re going to do a merabh kind of about that. It’s a tough thing, but it’s time to let them go. You’re being faced with… you’ve got a tremendous amount of consciousness and wisdom, but you’re in the dilemma right now, saying, “How can I drag my past with me into all this new knowingness” that you have, all of these things that are almost calling out to you, saying, “It’s time right now.” But you’re trying to drag this old stuff along with it, thinking that you’ve got to be the caretaker. It’s not going to work.
So, you’re in this big up-and-down, this big roller coaster, one day doing really well, the next day, “What the hell? I’m totally failing at this.” You don’t need all that right now. Just take a deep breath, “I Am. I Exist.” Forget about all the identities. Let those stories, by themselves, work their way beyond the story. They want to. It’s happening. You’re holding back, saying, “I’ve got to preserve that. I’ve got to fix it somehow. I’ve got to make sense out of it.” Not at all.
When you do that, then suddenly you’ll begin to see the real story, the real beauty and the richness of those particular lifetimes.
HENRIETTE: Thank you for clarifying.
ADAMUS: Sure, sure.
HENRIETTE: I’ll let it land and sit with it for a while.
ADAMUS: I hate to smack the first person with a microphone so hard.
HENRIETTE: No, thank you. It helps me to land and think about and allow that shift to happen. So you’ve helped to define that, thank you.
ADAMUS: And please don’t go back and try to figure it out. Don’t sit up late nights trying to get a good clarity, a description.
HENRIETTE: No processing.
ADAMUS: No processing. It doesn’t matter. And then they’re going to come by and give you a big hug, “Thank you for letting us go.” And they’re going to also say, “P.S. Don’t build your identity right now on us. Build it on the future.” And I’ll talk about that in a moment.
HENRIETTE: Thank you.
ADAMUS: You bet.
What line really got you? What did you really like, Tad?
TAD: “It’s me.”
ADAMUS: “It’s me.” What is?
TAD: It’s happening.
ADAMUS: It’s happening.
TAD: The whole… yes.
ADAMUS: Is it?
TAD: This beautiful… Yes, it is.
ADAMUS: Yeah, it is.
TAD: That’s the line as I was… first it was just, “It’s happening,” and then there were some other ones that my brain didn’t remember, but boom, “It’s me.”
ADAMUS: Yeah, and that’s the essence that you’re feeling into. You know, you could say, “It’s me,” and somebody says, “What does that mean?” You know what it means. You could feel it. You could feel it’s something inside of you. You can see it on the screen. You could see yourself dancing and singing, and it’s like it’s happening right now.
TAD: Yeah. It is.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Good.
TAD: Thank you.
ADAMUS: Good. Thank you. Favorite line?
SUE: Oh, geez (as she gets the mic).
ADAMUS: “Oh geez,” that’s a good favorite line (some chuckles).
SUE: No, no, no. It was, “A whisper in the silence.”
ADAMUS: “A whisper in the silence.” What does that mean?
SUE: Um, so deep within me, and nothing out here affects my soul. Me listening to my soul in the silence.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Now, the beauty of this is also, go back and listen to the video – Cauldre is saying it’s going to be on YouTube later today (here) – go back and listen to it in the quiet. You’re going to pick up so many more lines that were there that really impacted you. This one in particular, it hit somewhere, but you’ll find levels and layers and layers after that. Yeah.
SUE: Okay.
ADAMUS: Good.
LINDA: I don’t see any volunteers.
ADAMUS: Oh, we’ve got a volunteer right up here. Geez.
LINDA: Oh, there we go.
AMBAYA: Hi. Okay, my favorite line was “Remembering love.”
ADAMUS: “Remembering love.” Why did that touch you?
AMBAYA: I think because I just celebrated a family reunion with all my siblings. And the love that we felt was so extraordinary, no matter how many different opinions we have about anything else.
ADAMUS: Sure.
AMBAYA: And it was just so palpable. And it was beyond… we’ve always been close, but this was beyond the beyond. So that it’s happening, it’s truly… the love is happening. It’s real.
ADAMUS: It’s the richness that I talk about. Siblings that you grew up with, you’ve known for a long time, who you love, but suddenly you’re there with them, and in spite of maybe drinking a lot, you suddenly have this new richness in the love. Those are the little things that start showing up subtly and then big time. The richness in life that starts showing up. And then you wonder, “Why did I get so mental about everything? Why was I always trying to figure it out? Where was the real feeling? Why did I always try to over-describe and define everything and go back and forth through the logic cycles and loop within myself?” Suddenly it’s just like, “Oh my God, the love that was felt there.”
You know what? It was always there.
AMBAYA: Yes.
ADAMUS: It was always there. Good. A couple more.
Favorite line, sir?
JEFFREY: I would have to say the very first one. It was a question, “Do you hear it?”
ADAMUS: Yeah, “Did you hear it?”
JEFFREY: And that strikes me because I’m too much in my head like a lot of you.
ADAMUS (chuckling): Why’d you point that at Vince when you said that?
JEFFREY: So you have to be quiet, in other words, to hear. I’m sorry, I missed it. It’s asking you, “Are you being allowing? Are you quiet enough to stand aside and hear it?”
ADAMUS: Can you sense it? Yeah.
JEFFREY: And that’s difficult because that’s the whole pursuit here.
ADAMUS: Yeah. And there is something. A lot of you are sensing it, whether it’s a hum or a buzz, whether it’s just a feeling of knowingness, whether it’s just something that makes your body tingle but you can’t define. The vast majority of Shaumbra are, “There’s something happening. There’s something going on. What is it?” Yeah.
JEFFREY: We’re listening and thank you for helping us.
ADAMUS: Yeah, you bet. Happy to do it. But there is something going on and it’s undeniable. And I’m really trying to address the Shaumbra who are, “Well, nothing’s happening in my life.” Bwaa… take a deep breath and get a new pair of underwear that’s not so tight, you know (some laughter). Loosen that underwear up a little bit.
It is happening everywhere, everywhere. But if you’re like, again, if you’re waiting to go to your bank account in the morning and see all of a sudden overnight you got a million dollars, that’s not where it’s happening. It will, but right now it’s happening in a sentience, in a richness that’s coming forward. Two more. Favorite line.
Linda will get you next.
LINDA: Who is that? Which one?
ADAMUS: Okay, go ahead, David.
DAVID: “It’s within me.”
ADAMYS: “Within me,” yeah. Yeah. And what’s happening within you?
DAVID: Joy, flow, serendipity.
ADAMUS: Yeah.
DAVID: Ease.
ADAMUS: Are these words you’re saying or are they real feelings?
DAVID: Real feelings.
ADAMUS: Okay. How different? I mean, is it a big change, a little change?
DAVID: Well, it’s been happening over a period of time. So, for me, it has not been a light-switch event, but it’s becoming more and more apparent and more and more frequent.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Why is that?
DAVID: Well, I’m allowing it. And it’s also just happening. It is me. It’s within me. And…
ADAMUS: And David, if you don’t mind, you’ve been doing this for a long time, this spiritual, metaphysical, the journey, so to speak. Not just this lifetime, not big news to you at all. And it’s kind of an interesting occupation (David chuckles). It’s great. It’s a hobby. It’s passionate. It helps build the identity as the one who’s looking for the answers, which you’ve found a lot of. And suddenly you realize, “It’s over. It’s over. No more just talking about it. No more just kind of working at it. It’s here right now,” and I know you’re starting to feel that.
DAVID: Yes.
ADAMUS: And it’s scary at the same time, because “Now what?” We’ll talk about that in a moment.
I love giving these teasers. Makes people stick around. Some people online are falling asleep till I say, “Oh, we’re going to talk about it in a moment. Stay awake. Stay with us.”
David, for you, it’s a huge transformation, and I give you credit that you were trying to figure it all out early on. Like about six months ago, you were still trying to figure it out. And it didn’t make any sense to you, and it started to affect your mind a little bit, to a degree your body, and you finally said, “I’m just going to let it happen and not figure it out. I’m going to be in the experience of it, not in the reasoning, not in the logic of it.” And you did, and that was hard for you, just to be in that pure experience.
It feels like, first of all, you’re out there all alone, that there’s no safety net underneath, and, “Oh my God, what’s going to happen?” because you were, to a large part, defined by your journey, by the search. And it fit you very well, and it kind of tied over from past lives in the religious orders, and this was just kind of a new version with better clothes (they chuckle). But I give you credit, because it was a big risk for you.
DAVID: Thank you.
ADAMUS: And you still tend to try to go back, but you realize now, “Why? Why?” I mean, things are opening up. We go to something totally different.
DAVID: Yes.
ADAMUS: One more, up, right here.
LINDA: Who? Which one? There you go.
ADAMUS: Hi.
MENINA: All is well.
ADAMUS: All is well. Yeah, I love that line. I invented it (laughter). I got a copyright on it. Don’t use it. All is well. Yeah. You know, that’s a hard one for people to grasp. I remember the first time I ever used that line, “All is well in all of creation,” and it sounds really good, and then you’re like, “What the fuck? What do you mean, all is well? Look at all this.” No, actually, it’s perspective. All is well. And on the surface, yeah, it might be rough, but ultimately, all is well.
Energies respond absolutely perfectly to consciousness. Whatever’s in your life right now, it’s all well because that’s where your consciousness is at. It attracts the energies. If you’ve got problems in your life, it’s because you want them, duh, so it’s all well (some chuckles). But yes, all is well in all of creation.
It truly is. And it’s not like a mantra. It’s like a realization really tied into a lot of metaphysics that actually your consciousness, your light, is actually bringing forth the appropriate energy and situations and everything, even though the human doesn’t always like it. The human rarely likes it, but even though the human doesn’t, it’s an experience to go through, and it ultimately brings wisdom, and it ultimately brings one of the greatest gifts of all, the love of self.
These aliens, they’re not even close. They have no concept. They don’t even understand friendship, much less true love, because at some point they went mental or intellectual rather than experiential. And while they might have some cool tools, without consciousness, what is it really? What is it? So, humans, you have the greatest gift of all. You’ve suffered for it. You paid hell for it. You’ve gone through separation.
You know, that separation from self to source – which is really you, which is the I Am – that separation was grueling. You wouldn’t wish it on any beings, not at all. But that’s the very thing that was the impetus, the desire to know love, to come back to yourself. It’s not like your self knew love, not like your I Am-ness knew love, not whatsoever. So, the separation was mutual. You, separated from self, from source. It’s a tough one.
You feel lost and lonely, that you did something wrong, that you can’t figure out how to make your way back. At the same time, the I Am, the soul feeling the separation from you, which is really itself.
Can you imagine what the soul feels when it’s so cold and empty? Like it’s distant? Like its own child ran away and it doesn’t know where that child is? Can you imagine that mutual desire to be back together, but in a very, very different way, but to be back together, no longer separated? That was the fire for love that no other beings have ever experienced.
Adamus’ Favorite Line
So, my favorite line in the whole thing, “I thought I was waiting… I thought I was waiting, but perhaps it was waiting for me.” That is huge, because all of us, David, all the rest of you, searching, waiting for something to happen. Humans in general, waiting for the aliens to land, waiting for Jesus to return. I can’t wait till somebody invites me on their podcast about Jesus’ Second Coming. That’ll be a good one (some laughter). But waiting and waiting, “When will it happen?” It’s almost like a Broadway musical in itself, waiting for the skies to part, waiting for the chariots to come down, waiting for your long-lost love, waiting for whatever it is.
Waiting and waiting. And then, ultimately, in the great realization, “It was waiting for me. It was always there. It was waiting for me. It was waiting until I had the consciousness, awareness.” And awareness is not an intellectual thing. You can’t go to university and study awareness and then suddenly get it. Dorothy doesn’t hand it out in The Wizard of Oz.
Awareness is simply allowing yourself to be aware. “I Am. I am aware.” And awareness doesn’t mean you’re aware of every little object in the room. That’s not important. Awareness, “I Am. I Exist.” And when you allow that awareness to come forth; stop the studying, stop all the pursuing of the spiritual answers, the great truth – there is none other than I Am – when that’s there, when the awareness is there, and your light is there, and you’re present – so many people, not present; they’re off somewhere else in the past and the future, and then, when they do, they forget that the past and future is already here anyway, but they’re off in searching for it – when you get to that point of awareness and presence, your light is here, you’re no longer afraid of your light; you’re no longer saying the answers are out there somewhere in alien land or in a guru or anywhere; when you get to that point, that’s when you realize, “It was just waiting for me. The richness was always there waiting for me.”
The love, which technically is not already there, but all the potentials for it are there. It’s not like your soul is just filled with love. It learns every day through you. But it’s there and it’s waiting. What you would call the answers, what you would call the easy path, all there waiting.
In the music video, the male singer is, “All this time I’ve been waiting,” and he has a realization – ba boom – “but perhaps it was waiting for me.” And all the mental noise, all the thinking, the processing, the looping suddenly goes away. “It was just waiting for me to be here, to be present. I don’t need to get dressed up for the occasion. I don’t need to be free of sin. I don’t need to be some metaphysical PhD from a bullshit PhD metaphysical school (some laughter). Who gives out those degrees? Who pursues those degrees is the bigger question.
Maybe it’s just waiting for you, and finally, you arrive. You stop filling your days with questions, intellectual questions, and, “What am I supposed to do?” and now you approach your life with curiosity. “What’s there? What comes next? Who am I? What does that really mean?” But it’s not intellectual. You’re not trying to figure out the answers. You’re opening yourself up with curiosity.
“What does the Jami scenario look like? What does it take to get there?” but instead of answering it yourself or seeking answers from somebody else, it’s a curiosity question that opens the door. And then you could say the universe, but it’s really your own energy responds. But it doesn’t respond with a long intellectual answer. A lot of times it’s one word, but filled with a lot of feeling and a lot of meaning. Sometimes it’s very, very simple.
Maybe it was there waiting for you, and now you’ve arrived, because you stopped the performance. You stopped all the identity building. You take a deep breath, let all that go.
Take a deep breath. “I am here.”
Master Up
Before I go any further, I want to point out one very important thing. It’s all contained in this product we had come out recently called Master Up (here). Interesting that it wasn’t more popular than it was. And I know why, because it’s saying, “If you want to go any further on this, if you want to really have what you call those breakthroughs of consciousness into Creative Consciousness, you’ve got to let the stuff go.” You’ve got to let those identities go.
You’ve got to let your wounds go. I don’t want to hear about your wounds anymore. I really don’t, and you don’t either. You’ve got to let the poor-me stuff go. And even some of you do it passive aggressively. You’re not outrightly focused on your wounds, but you’re just saying, “I’m not really ready, I don’t think I’m ready for the answers right now. I’m not ready for the next step.” You’ve got to let that go. All the excuses, all the processing, all the poor-me’s, all the, “I had a bad childhood,” get over it. You chose the stinking thing. It was your creation, and it had a reason. It has wisdom in it. If you’d stop whining, you’d feel the wisdom.
You’ve got to let go. So many of you out there, I know, are struggling with things. Let it go. It doesn’t even look good on you anymore. It ties you up in mental loops. It keeps the energy from serving you. And then you keep waiting and waiting, when indeed, actually, it’s just waiting for you to let go of those things. All of it – the victim consciousness, the “I don’t have all the answers” and “I’m not sure” and all the rest of that. You’ve got to let it go.
Where we’re going, as I’ve said many times, it doesn’t have a place. It’ll make it really hard. You try to drag some of that old stuff in, it makes it really hard. Give yourself a clean slate. Let all that go. No more blaming others. No more wondering what you did wrong. Let it all go.
Master up, so we can move forward, so we can expand into true sentience. You’re not going to be able to have that new sentience, that richness, if you’re still covered up with old wounds and excuses, and “I don’t have any money” and “Nobody loves me” and, oh, shut up. Let’s master up and move on.
It’s really old. It’s an old performance, and it simply doesn’t have a place. And sorry if I don’t sound like I have much compassion for your crap, but I really don’t (some laughter). And you can quote me on that. No, because I have tremendous compassion. That’s why I get irritated with the old games. Just let them go.
All right, let’s take a good deep breath into that. A good deep breath.
The Future
Let’s talk about the future. The future. Yeah, oh, wouldn’t it be amazing if you were born with one of those psychic gifts, you could see into the future and know exactly what’s going to happen? You say, no, no, you don’t want that? You don’t want to know what the stock market is going to do next week? And you don’t want to know which horse to bet on, or whatever?
But the future, humans worry about the future. The future for people is really based on the past. There’s an expectation that there really is no tomorrow; there’s just today done over again. And that’s what it is for most people.
I’ve talked about it before, that most people just stay the same. Little changes in their lives, but they stay the same lifetime after lifetime. They don’t even change their ancestral family; they go right back into the chain. I mean, and chained up on top of that. They go right back to sometimes the house they lived in before in a past life, or they don’t really move very far, maybe 25, 50 kilometers away from where they grew up in another lifetime. That’s the definition of crazy.
So, for most people there really actually is no future. Not right now, anyway. I mean, it’s there waiting for them, but they’re not ready. So the future is a little hope and a dream, but nothing big. Nothing big. But what I want to talk about right now is, what actually is the future?
You’ve talked about it all your life. You’ve tried to feel into it. How many of you have gone to a psychic for a reading in the past three months? Better not see any hands (laughter). Eh, busted a couple of you, didn’t I? I see these things. I know these things. I’m so ashamed sometimes. But let’s talk about the future.
This is really important right now. This is going to be one of those breakthrough discussions. You might think today “Oh, it was nice,” but you realize a year later “That was big.”
What Is the Future?
Okay, Linda on the microphone. The question is, what is the future?
What is the future? And also, this is going to be a very important part in the new Metaphysical Guide for Crimson Circle. We have an AI guide that’s currently being worked on. We’re going to be doing a new Metaphysical Guide. How do you define the future?
Okay. I want to hear some really good answers filled with wisdom and metaphysics and everything else. What is the future?
TODD: There are so many smart-ass answers and one didn’t get singled out.
ADAMUS: That’s all right. Smart-ass is good.
TODD: You know, what I’m aware of is different now than what it used to be. It feels like the future is kind of the field between sentience and presence. Kind of working with…
ADAMUS: What’s in your future?
TODD: What’s in my future? I really don’t know. I mean, I don’t… it’s…
ADAMUS: Ohhhh… bordering on it. Bordering.
TODD: Well, here’s kind of my beef. If I’m truly allowing and I’m allowing myself to just be present, then knowing what the future is means I have an agenda. Means that there’s something going forward that’s saying that this is where I’m going and then I’m not allowing.
ADAMUS: That’s correct, yeah.
TODD: So, part of the process of me allowing was to kind of feeling like I’ve relinquished that. I’m not saying I’m completely over it, but I’m trying to be more aware of just being present with where I’m at. And then, you know, it’s more of an awareness thing and then trusting. Trusting and allowing that there is that process that’s happening. It’s happening, and it’s happening. And then to not get wound up in it. So the identity has been in fits because it feels like it wants to know or then it makes fun of the allowing. And then I’ve come up with a perfect saying, I’ve got a Fuck You merit badge that I award the universe for these amazing things that end up happening that seem like it’s just strictly to let my ego know that it’s not in control, and what it thinks it wants to happen, it doesn’t…
ADAMUS (interrupting): And this is where the Master stops talking.
TODD: Okay (some laughter).
ADAMUS: You said it beautifully up until about the last two minutes (more laughter). No, I’m serious. The mind starts looping and you get into the mental and now you almost negate the beauty of what you said before. You said it very, very well before. And this is where all of you take a deep breath. You don’t have to over explain things to yourself or to anybody. You stop at a certain point and kind of back away, if you’re trying to explain the future to somebody. And you say a minimal amount of words and then you see, are they getting it? Nope. Okay. And then you move on. Or something is happening in them. Your field is touching their field and suddenly something is changing. They don’t know really what it is, but your light provided that opportunity for them.
So how would you summarize? What’s the future?
TODD: Future is allowing it.
ADAMUS: Okay. That’s a good way to put it, yeah. By the way, there’s no right or wrong answers, but there is the Adamus answer (some chuckles). Okay. What is the future? Metaphysicians, come forth. You already gave it to Sue (to Linda).
SUE: I know.
ADAMUS: Yeah. No. Somebody else, Linda.
LINDA: Oh, I’m sorry.
ADAMUS: Linda, this side of the room is just begging for the microphone.
LINDA: Where, where, where?
ADAMUS: This side is like, “No.”
What is the future?
STEPHANIE: For me, the future is freedom.
ADAMUS: Okay. Good.
STEPHANIE: Like the agentic AI thing, you know, where your energy just designs itself. I mean, it does it now…
ADAMUS: Speak into the microphone, please.
STEPHANIE: It designs itself with whatever formulas it has to support wherever I am in whatever universe I’m in. So, I want a free pass to self-design, show up wherever I want, and be free in doing that.
ADAMUS: Good. In your earlier days, did you plan a lot for the future?
STEPHANIE: Uh uh. No.
ADAMUS: No? It never bothered you?
STEPHANIE: No. No. And about five years ago, it was this whole thing of bringing in a future self that had this beautiful color, and it just about killed my biology, but we did it (she gets teary).
ADAMUS: You did it, good. I hate when that happens.
STEPHANIE: Oh, God. Turn and burn.
ADAMUS (chuckling): Right, right.
STEPHANIE: So, yeah. But that freedom, that’s what I want when I leave here.
ADAMUS: Right.
STEPHANIE: You can’t really die anyway.
ADAMUS: Right, yeah. Some have tried, doesn’t work.
STEPHANIE: I have, so many times, and it’s like, I’m not getting in here, you know?
ADAMUS: Could you imagine if somebody wants to end it all, and they find out – they cross over on the other side – “Oh, geez, I’m still here.”
STEPHANIE: “I’m still living,” right? So, like, quit… yeah, anyway. So that’s how I want it. That’s how I’ve always wanted it.
ADAMUS: Okay, freedom. Freedom, that’s good. Okay.
A couple more. What is the future?
CATHERINE: Oh, hi.
ADAMUS: Hi.
CATHERINE: I would say my creation, but then it’s when everything goes to the boondocks for me, because then I start putting my boss on it, and then try to control.
ADAMUS: Are you a planner?
CATHERINE: Oh, yes, and that’s my title for living.
ADAMUS: Your name, then, underneath, “Planner” (she laughs).
ADAMUS: But, you know, planning can be okay up until a point, and then you create kind of a very tight gravity, and you can’t get out of it. But yeah, to a certain degree, it’s okay.
CATHERINE: Yeah, and it feels like…
ADAMUS: What does your future hold for you?
CATHERINE: Whatever I allow it. I just don’t want to think about it, really.
ADAMUS: Yeah. I mean, because you’re afraid of it? Or…
CATHERINE: Oh, no, because I want to know what I can create without doing, without putting my hands on it.
ADAMUS: Okay. So, when I say the future now is starting to participate with you in your life right now, what does that mean? Is it scary? Is it like, “Hey, butt out future, I’m the present. This is a one-bedroom apartment, and it’s…” you know.
CATHERINE: No, it’s wonderful. It just doesn’t stay. Those little moments of presence don’t stay that long. I get distracted very easily, and then, you know…
ADAMUS: Right. But what do you think that means when I say the future is beginning to participate?
CATHERINE: That I’m going to allow more and more of those moments in my life.
ADAMUS: Okay.
CATHERINE: Like, in the song, you’re learning how to trust. “After learning how to trust” in the song was one of my – just going back to the song – because it really gets to me, because I think learning how is I have to keep trusting. It’s not like once and then be hard on myself whenever I forget about, “Oh, I did it again.” I just keep doing it.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Okay, good. One more.
CATHERINE: And – I’m sorry – and when you said that it’s going to happen in an hour or in a day, and we’re going to hold it for longer and longer.
ADAMUS: Good. What is the future? The future is Linda handing you the microphone. Kerri, what is the future? Let me ask you a few questions first, Kerri.
KERRI: Oh, yes, please. Oh, I’ll stand up for this. Come on, let’s do it.
ADAMUS: Stand up and turn around. Boom.
KERRI: Oh, all right (she turns around).
ADAMUS: No, no, I’m kid…
KERRI: Oh, you were joking? Oh, sorry.
ADAMUS: So, the future. You worry a lot about the future.
KERRI: Oh, no.
ADAMUS: Yes, yes. The identity…
KERRI: Okay, yesterday I did.
ADAMUS: And the day before, and the day before.
KERRI: Okay, today it’s different.
ADAMUS: Well, you’re busy today, but you will later on.
KERRI: No.
ADAMUS: Yes. So, you worry about the future. What’s going to happen to Kerri? What’s going to happen to this identity? You love your identity, you hate your identity.
KERRI: No, she’s dead. I don’t love her. No, no.
ADAMUS: No, she’s alive right now. Yup.
KERRI: I’m going to start over.
ADAMUS: So, you’ve got this whole thing, the future, “What’s going to happen to me? Am I going to be alone? Am I going to be…”
KERRI: That’s too late. I’m already alone, so…
ADAMUS: Where are you going to talk about going to live?
KERRI: Albania.
ADAMUS: Albania.
KERRI: But Ivanka ruined it, this bitch. She went over there and plowed over the flamingos, ruining it for all Americans. You’re obviously not up on the news, but…
ADAMUS: I don’t…
KERRI: Albania.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Okay. So, you think a lot about the future. No, you worry a lot about the future. What’s going to happen? But what is the future, Kerri?
KERRI: She comes to the me in present moment and slaps me around a little bit, and she says, “You’re going to be a world traveler, and you already have your freedom.” That’s the future.
ADAMUS: Yeah, okay.
KERRI: She’s coming to talk to me now. Okay I’ll be serious.
ADAMUS: Yeah, but a lot of times you don’t like what she says when she comes and talks to you. I heard you, you called her a future bitch.
KERRI: Is this you or Geoff? Are you both…
ADAMUS: Figure it out.
KERRI: …teaming up? Okay.
ADAMUS: Would Cauldre possibly pick on you? Possibly? No, I do.
KERRI: He’s slightly afraid to, but…
ADAMUS: I do… (chuckling) Right.
KERRI: I keep people that way. You should be.
ADAMUS: What is the future, Kerri?
KERRI: What is the future?
ADAMUS: Master up here, what is the future?
KERRI: I don’t know.
ADAMUS: Ughhh, ooooh, Kerri (pointing to the bathroom). Kerri.
KERRI: No, no, no.
ADAMUS: Kerri, bathroom.
KERRI: Okay, let me try again. Let me try again. What is the future? It’s my oyster, and I’m accepting… (Adamus makes a face) No, really, I’m accepting my future. I have my freedom. I retired, partially.
ADAMUS: Kerri, you realize you’re not answering the question?
KERRI: No.
ADAMUS: You think you are, but you’re not answering. What is the future?
KERRI: (she mouths something to Linda)
LINDA: Did you just threaten me?
KERRI: No! I said, “Help me! Help me, Linda.” Okay, what’s the future, man? Okay, I’m trying, I’m trying.
ADAMUS: Kerri, take a deep breath. You’re thinking too much right now. What’s the first feeling that you get? What’s the future?
KERRI: It’s like it’s unformed, but it’s sparkly. And…
ADAMUS: Thank you. Boom, you end right there. Master up. You don’t need to say a lot more. Those couple of words carried more vibration, more feeling, more wisdom than all the yada, yada, yada. And it’s an example, not just about you, Kerri, but to everybody. Say it and then stop. Don’t get into the mental loops. It’s one of the things about being a Master, you just keep it simple. Thank you.
KERRI: No, thank you.
ADAMUS: Thank you. Namaste.
KERRI: Namaste.
ADAMUS: Let’s take a good deep breath and a moment of revelation.
The Future Is Sentience
Humans spend a lot of time thinking and worrying about the future. Generally, it’s actually the product of the past. You’re following a linear path, what you do today is probably going to be what you do tomorrow. The fears of the past are also what you’re going to manifest in the future. Absolutely.
The fears of the past, your mistakes, all the things you’ve done wrong, your bad karma, they’re going to create the future. Real simple stuff.
Many people think of the future as a calendar, a date on the calendar. November 11th, January 17th next year, whatever it is, a year from now, two years from now, five years from now. It’s a date. And when somebody thinks about their future, oftentimes it’s date-associated. In other words, “What am I going to be doing two years from now? Five years from now?” and they imagine it a little bit, but then they shut it down out of fear.
“What am I going to be doing two years from now? What’s my life going to be like?” and for a brief moment they think, “Oh, it could be beautiful and wonderful.” And then, boom, all the gravity hits, sucks them right back in and says, “No, it’s going to be crap, just like it is today” and they don’t want to think about it. So, the future has been time-associated, and it’s like one of those logical measurement things, the future.
I talk about your future coming in to participate, you think of a being coming back across the calendar, maybe from a thousand years forward or maybe just from five years forward. It’s none of those things.
The future is simply sentience. All it is.
Mic drop. Or – schwwt (over the head) – one of the two, I’m not sure (chuckling). I’m not sure. It’s to be determined. It’s the great And. And I would like you to start feeling into it, not overthinking it, but feeling in. The future is simply sentience. It’s a feeling that’s out there. It’s not a timeline.
Humans have been very used to now dealing with things on timelines. Things take certain cycle times to happen. It may be a two-year cycle or a five-year. If you’re involved in a business that’s producing things, you’ve got cycles on your R&D and on everything. So, the future is simply a marker in time, out in the future. But actually, it’s – the real future, the metaphysical definition of future – is sentience. It’s a feeling. That’s all it is. And when I talk about the future coming to participate with you right now, it’s a sentience, not into a personality, but into, is it joy? Is it abundance? Is it love?
The future is simply sentience. And when people try to go off into the future, they do it from an intellectual, mental standpoint, and “Here’s what I’m going to be like in five years” type of thing. It doesn’t work that way.
What’s opening and coming to you right now is the future is a sentience, is an awareness, is a way of experiencing things, a way of beholding things that perhaps right now you don’t have. Then, when that feeling and awareness, the sentience of the future, comes in and starts participating with you right now, then it starts organizing the energies, and the intelligence of the future itself, of that sentience and your human intelligence, start organizing things and now putting them into an experiential path that may occur tomorrow or next year, it doesn’t really matter. But feel into it for a moment.
The future is sentience. And Todd, you alluded to that right away. But I needed to extend this whole discussion, so I didn’t thank you right away. But yeah, you said sentience. That’s all it is. Just imagine the change of perspective.
When the future is no longer something out there on a timeline, on a calendar, no longer the byproduct of yesterday, no longer just a path going forward based on the past, but what is there, in what you would call the future, to behold is sentience. And what if that sentience was a different sentience than what you have right now?
You have a way of feeling, being aware, perceiving, and then responding and expressing. But if the future is just sentience, and perhaps one that you’ve never experienced before but is sitting there, where you’re not waiting for it, it’s waiting for you, in what would be called the future, but it’s not a tomorrow future. It’s a future, you could say, that’s here but hasn’t been revealed yet.
Where you may have spent a lot of time worrying about what happens next in your life on a timeline, “What am I going to do a year from now? Will I still be in the same job with the same family? Will I still be doing the same thing, and what does it take to change that?” And then you mentally wrestle with making the changes. “How am I ever going to make that change? How am I going to pursue my true freedom when I’m really quite stuck right now, when I don’t really have the answers, I don’t have the money for it, I don’t have the support?” Or whatever the excuses are. That all goes out the door.
It’s now meaningless, because the future that comes in, that sentience, is a whole new awareness, a feeling, a sensuality, a whole new way of perceiving and experiencing. And now you don’t have to realign the energies; they do it by themselves, based on that sentience, based on that feeling that you’ve allowed to come forward in your life.
Just imagine it for a moment. Two years, three years, five years.
(pause)
So many of you are in situations right now that are knocking at your door, “What should I do next?” And then the mind goes back to its way of doing things, and it says, “Well, this has to happen, that has to happen,” and “I don’t think it will ever happen,” and “What do I do?” and suddenly you’re bogged down. Suddenly you’ve intensified the gravity on your current situation, that affects your linear future, and you’ve blocked out the sentience.
In metaphysical terms, in quantum physics, the future is sentience. And I say that not in an airy-fairy way or even a poetic way. I mean that in a scientific way. And again, these are all things that quantum physicists are starting to look at. They’re nowhere near recognizing it as such. You heard it here first. But the future is sentience. What new feeling, what new way of perceiving reality, what new gravity or aerotheon comes in?
You could say the future is your potentials, just sitting there waiting. But you can’t see them, you can’t recognize them or define them; it just remains as kind of an intellectual concept, it’s not there until you invite – or allow, rather – the future in as sentience, not as time.
Time is shifting right now. It’s loosening up. It’s causing a lot of chaos on the planet, because people don’t know how to deal with it. They look at the clock and say, “Well, it’s one minute to four” and they view that as time. It’s not.
Time is a progression. Time is kind of like an evolution. It’s not dependent on seconds or minutes. Time literally is the evolution or the unfolding of sentience.
Boom. Changes everything. Changes everything.
We’ll be talking more and more about it, but we’re redefining the future right here. And your mind has a thousand questions, but allow those questions to come out of curiosity, not mental obsession. “What if my time, my concept of time, changes?” It’s about sentience, not about calendar, where suddenly you’re not looking into the future going, “Oh, what demons and dragons and chaos is up in front of me?” You don’t. It’s not there anymore. All the potholes, all the vicious creatures that might come out in your mind’s concept of the future, all the negatives that might come along, all the, “I can’t do it. I just can’t go forward because the future is scary.” That goes away.
Now it’s sentience. And the curiosity, opening the door saying, “What is that next level of sentience?” Without answering it but allowing the experience. You no longer waiting for it but letting it come to you.
We’re going to talk more and more about this, especially in Keahak, in terms of rays that come forward. But feel into this, that time is actually just sentience. That’s all it is.
Let’s take a good deep breath and put on some music for a merabh. And my question is, what kind of music video are they going to come out with based on this? Yeah. They don’t have much time to produce it because we have our next gathering in a mere three weeks. It’ll be the end of this Great Ænd Series. Doesn’t it seem like we just started yesterday? And by the way, we’re going to do it different. The last session with The Great Ænd Series, number 11.
Instead of a long, boring lecture from me, we’re going to play a game. You know, I’ve often said that if I came back to Earth right now, which I ain’t gonna to do, but if I did come back, what I’d really want to be, my career, my occupation, my passion, I want to be a game show host (laughter), more than anything. I dream about it. I think about it every day. I’ve tried to organize game shows up at the Ascended Masters Club and everybody walks away. Don’t know why.
No, I’d like to be a game show host, partly because life is a great big game. You’ve got to laugh at it. It’s just a game and I want to facilitate that. I want to talk to people about their game, so we’re going to do a game show.
We’re going to have three teams participating, two people each to a team. We’ll set up the stage here. We’ll get it all ready. Remember – some of you remember – when we did this years ago at Coal Creek Hall? Ah, that was so much fun. This is going to be more elaborate. It’s going to have more sentience, more richness to it.
So, three teams. Two of them will be here in person, one team will be online. We’re going to bring them in on your technology. What do they call it? Zoom? We’ll bring them in online. The staff is sitting in the back going, “Oh, my God, what is he doing?” Oh, it’ll be fun. Great fun, and it’s all going to be based on materials from The Great Ænd series, the questions. There’ll be some sort of grand prize, whatever it is. And a trip to – where was it, Kerri, that you wanted to go, Albania or someplace like that? Yeah, a trip with Kerri to Albania (laughter). So, and the thing is to have fun.
Let’s start experiencing. Let’s start having fun. There’s a lot of wisdom in what we’re going to do, a lot of fun in it. And the important thing to remember the whole time is that we don’t have to go intellectual about everything. We don’t have to think it through. You can create a song that is the vessel for consciousness, like the music video, that’s coded, that then shines its light out. And that’s built – this field is built – on every listener, and then it just shines its light. But back to the game show.
I’ll be the host, of course. And then we’ll have a team of three judges here. Three judges that are assisting me in determining who’s giving the best answers. We’re going to have some fun, is what I’m saying. And it’ll be a great example of, first of all, using your true wisdom, and through the wisdom, letting the creativity and the humor come out. Humor is a great form of wisdom. And realizing it doesn’t have to be all serious all the time. You can have fun.
So, we’ll be doing that next month. If you’re interested in participating, make sure you have a team partner and submit your application* – it’s not an application, just say you want to do this – and we’ll… Cauldre is racing through his mind. He’s like, “Adamus!” We’ll tell you where to send that to. Two teams here live, one team online, and a lot of fun.
* Please send applications to GameShow@crimsoncircle.com by July 25, 2026.
Merabh for the New Time
Let’s get back to the point, let’s get back into our merabh now.
(music begins)
Let’s take a good deep breath into this new understanding of time. It’s a game changer. Why didn’t I say that before? Consciousness wasn’t quite ready.
When consciousness is present, it’s open, it’s free, and it’s letting itself shine, amazing the revelations that come. And we’re doing it right here, the world introduction of time as sentience.
But to go along with that, in this merabh, I want to talk about risk.
If there is any time to take risks in your life, it’s right now.
If there’s some big issues on your plate, big questions on what to do next, how to do things, you know what it’s like to get bogged down with those. Let’s say you have a desire to walk away from your job and start an online store or something, whatever it is, but to do something different. You’ve been thinking about this for years. It’s just a burning passion, “I really want to do this,” but you haven’t. You got stuck in time, thinking, “Okay, if I start an online service, then how long is it going to take to get up and running?” and “How much money do I have to have?” and “What are the challenges?” and then you don’t do it.
And you just sit. Time loses all of its sentience. It becomes a calendar. It just becomes dates. It becomes hurdles and goals over a period of linear time. No sentience in it. No feeling in it.
Right now, in your life, there are certain things that you’ve been pondering, thinking about, struggling with. Now is the time to take the risk. No more excuses. No more trying to figure it all out in advance. It’s a huge leap.
I’m not saying it’s easy, but now is the time to take the risk. The energies are so ready for it. They’re waiting for you. They really are.
Then when you take a deep breath and make that decision, take that risk, everything starts happening.
And, yeah, a lot of times you say, “Okay, I’m going to do it. I’m going to start that business,” or “I’m going to just sell everything and go travel,” whatever it is, it’s scary, because of time.
“What’s going to happen tomorrow, next week, and the week after?” It’s scary. But when you finally say, “Fuck it all. I’m just going to do it, now or never,” amazing things happen.
Yeah, at first, it might seem to slap you right in the face. You make that decision, and gravity, old identities, they come back, “What the hell are you doing? Go back into your little hole where it’s safe.” Yeah, boring, but really safe.
But then, literally in a matter of what could be days or weeks, everything starts changing. The energies align differently. Things are just there for you. You’re no longer time-centric. You’re sentient, feeling and richness.
It’s very difficult to have richness if everything in your life is based on time. You’re always waiting. That’s an interesting thing about human linear time, you’re always waiting.
Perhaps it was waiting for you.
(pause)
Take the risk.
And, as scary as it is, watch how energy serves you.
Right now, for you, it’s time to turn the corner in this sentience of richness.
Depth, for instance, in a family gathering. Depth of love.
Richness when you look at a beautiful painting and you’re touched by it in a different way. It’s no longer just a visual experience; it becomes a whole experience, felt in your body. Experienced in your mind but felt on levels that are very difficult to define right now.
Linear time doesn’t hold that richness.
And also, time right now, I’m saying take the risk because in the past, the future was based on the past.
What happened in the past is kind of a progression, sometimes an evolution from the past to the future. But with the past changing right now, with the old stories releasing their identities, restory-ing themselves, the whole concept of what you knew as time is going out the door. You no longer can rely on the past. It’s no longer kind of the twin flame of the past.
So, if you continue to look at the future the way you have, it starts falling apart, because it’s no longer defined by the past.
It feels like chaos. Maybe nothing’s there. Maybe it’s just filled with ghosts and boogeymen.
So, the whole concept of time as you’ve known it is shattered. That’s when you take a deep breath and realize, “Ah, but time is just sentience.” That’s all it was. It’s a game changer.
You don’t have to work at it. You just have to take a deep breath and be aware of what’s happening.
Time, old calendar time, the way you perceive time in your own life, all that’s going away. It’s being replaced by sentience. Feelings like you’ve never had before.
I’m not talking about emotions. I’m talking about richness and depth, the very thing you’ve been looking for, really. Really, couldn’t you say, the whole spiritual journey wasn’t about finding some grand being, it was about sentience, richness. Some call it fulfillment.
It leads to an entirely, entirely different type of experience in your life.
It changes gravity.
It definitely changes identification, the way you identified with yourself.
What it does bring is richness, a love that you’ve never experienced before, energetic abundance, health, awareness. Richness in everything.
We’ll talk more about it at the Merlin event in September, but right now I just want to seed the field, so to speak, with richness. And please don’t work at it. Please don’t think you have to do anything other than just being present.
Let’s take a good deep breath.
And let’s together, in the beauty of this moment with all of us from around the world, now give time its freedom.
Let’s give time its freedom.
We’ve held it tightly for so very long, defined it so carefully and closely. It was never real to begin with.
Let’s give time its freedom.
Now, check in. Right now, just feel into your past lives. When time is given its freedom, what happens?
What happens to the energies, your energies that serve you, what happens when time is given its freedom?
(pause)
And now, the future, instead of being a point on the horizon, how does it change the future?
(pause)
Be curious about it, but don’t overthink it.
“How does this affect my life? What new things does it open up for me? How will my old identity feel about all this? I can hear it already, getting all consternated, just feeling everything’s out of control. Huh, that’s interesting. I wonder why it feels so out of control.”
Approach with curiosity, not with logic. And watch how the future becomes something totally different. No longer tomorrow but participating with you today.
Not as a clock, not as a calendar, but an entirely new way of perceiving reality and yourself.
Let’s take a good deep breath.
Take the risk.
Stop procrastinating.
Stop waiting.
Stop rationalizing.
Stop fearing.
And allow the sentience of our new time.
Let’s take a good deep breath together, just letting it happen right now. Don’t push it, don’t shove it. And if you ask yourself, are you ready for this? Absolutely. Perhaps overdue.
Just one caution: Don’t overthink this. Feel it.
That’s what sentience is all about. Feeling, awareness, at levels that go far beyond the body, the mind, the emotions. Walk with it.
Yeah, go out for a walk with it, literally, the new sentience of time. But master up. Don’t start talking a lot. Don’t start explaining anything. Don’t trail off into your mental loops.
Take a deep breath, “I Exist. Where once the clock time and the calendar time existed, where once the future was a date off on the horizon, now it’s with me now as sentience. And I allow the feelings and the awareness to unfold.”
Walk with the new time.
Let’s take a deep breath together, a very good, deep breath.
Take the risk.
The true risk is not doing it. Not doing it. Not doing what your heart longs for. Not doing what wisdom calls forth.
Let’s take a good, deep breath together as we transition from old time into sentience.
With that, dear friends, as you know, as you know, all is well in all of creation.
Thank you to each and every one of you. Thank you.
I am Adamus of Sovereign Domain.
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