Coexistence Beyond Resolution
THE CRIMSON CIRCLE MATERIALS
The Great Ænd
SHOUD 4 – Featuring ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
Presented to the Crimson Circle
January 3, 2026
www.crimsoncircle.com
Adamus opens 2026 by guiding Shaumbra from the AND as a concept into living it as a daily experience. Through Presence and allowing, communication shifts beyond words, strength gives way to Presence, and paradox no longer demands resolution. As aerotheon opens the field, energy reorganizes naturally and new sentience arises in coexistence. Life may feel chaotic and painful, AND all is well in all of creation.
Highlights
- New sentience begins as sensual awareness, where knowing arises without thought, definition, or effort.
- A Shoud is not a monologue or teaching, but a gathering where Adamus reflects our wisdom, awareness & energy.
- Those in Crimson Circle are self-centric and sovereign, free of hierarchy, gurus, rituals, or external authority.
- The AND now shifts from a theoretical concept into a lived, everyday experience.
- The And allows contradictory states – such as trapped and free – to exist simultaneously without conflict.
- Gravity no longer only pulls awareness into limitation; as aerotheon, it now opens and expands into the field.
- The field reveals answers that have always existed but were inaccessible through singular perception.
- Problems no longer require healing, improvement, or correction; energy reorganizes itself naturally.
- True creation does not require intent, goals, or definition; energy responds directly to Presence.
- New Sentience arises as awareness expands into coexistence rather than resolution.
Coexistence Beyond Resolution
ADAMUS: I Am That I Am Adamus of Sovereign Domain.
So, welcome, dear Shaumbra. Welcome, welcome to 2026. Welcome to the new year. Welcome to our continued journey.
Ah, so much to talk about, but have you noticed lately that sometimes, just instead of all the talk, sometimes it’s best to just be in presence for a moment? It’s so much more sensual, so much more feeling that comes in.
The need for words – the head words with yourself, even words with other people – just starts to kind of dissolve away. Because you’re clearing a lot of the mental stuff, you’re clearing the need to just throw out a lot of words, just kind of like a vomiting of your thoughts and words and feelings like you’ve done in the past. And now, it’s just a quiet that comes over.
In that quiet that you have, let’s say you’re talking to another person, in that quiet where you’re not having to fill the space with words and expressions and everything else, you’re not trying to dominate a conversation, something unique happens with that person. They get it. Maybe not here (head) right away, but they get it.
Something happens in that quiet moment, because in that quiet space you’re more radiant than ever. There is more communication going on in that quiet space than if the mouth is going. Suddenly you don’t feel a need to have to validate yourself or prove yourself or explain yourself.
You’re just there. And your energy speaks volumes, but without having to yell or scream. It speaks volumes in a beautiful, poetic, almost like a singing kind of way.
Then you bring that to yourself. You’ve had lifetimes of head noise, of all that yammering going on, all that questioning and doubting and planning and everything else. And suddenly, when you allow yourself the quiet, the presence, it doesn’t mean that there aren’t still noises. It doesn’t mean that your mind still isn’t racing away, trying to fill in the blanks. But you’ve found that place, a place in your own field, the place of presence, and suddenly, yes, the noise is still there, but it’s not important. It’s not dominating.
Suddenly you’re just in that space with yourself. And your head doesn’t jump in and say, “I’m with my soul right now.” It doesn’t matter. The head doesn’t jump in and wonder if you’re making this up. It doesn’t matter. Suddenly you’re in that space that doesn’t need all of the thoughts.
Suddenly the sensuality bursts forward. The sensuality that you’re almost tempted to try to put words on, but you know better, but later you might put words like “real love of self.” “Real feeling, not just mind-thought.” “Real depth” – actually, such color – all without having to define it. It’s all right there.
The human is still tempted to try to put words on it, and wonder, and think, “Oh, I’m going to have to write this experience down later, and I’ll tell my Shaumbra friends.” It all goes away. And there’s just that moment, you and you, your energy, your field, your presence, without having to validate it or put words on it. It’s just there. And I know a lot of you are starting to have that experience.
That’s truly the beginning of new sentience. It’s the beginning of realizing that the communications are always there – with yourself, with your soul, whatever you want to call it. It’s always there. The mind was trying to fill it in and override it, but you don’t need that anymore. So you just stop and take that deep breath and you realize, “Ahhh, yes! This is what’s coming to me. I don’t need to fill it in with anything. I am here. I am present.”
And it might fade away. That’s fine. You go about your business, but it comes back. It comes back more and more, stronger and stronger. Stronger is not the right word. It comes back more present. Remember we talked in our last gathering about you don’t need the strength anymore. You don’t have to be strong. It’s about your presence. That’s the new strength. Your presence.
But I digress. I like digressing. I like kind of going down a rabbit trail, leading you down there and jumping back over here for a moment.
To the New Year (lifting his coffee), a toast to each and every one. Cheers to the New Year.
AUDIENCE: Cheers and Happy New Year.
ADAMUS: Cheers and Happy New Year. Thank you.
To the New Ones
So, speaking of new, I want to address the new ones that are coming in.
There’s a lot of you Founders, been around for a while, really helped shape and craft Crimson Circle into what it is. And speaking of that, I’m so proud. So proud. And I don’t often like revealing that, because then you think that I’m getting soft on you. But it’s New Year’s, so I might as well go ahead and share. I was at the Ascended Masters Club last night.
LINDA: No!
ADAMUS: I’m there every night (laughter). I’ve got my own seat. I’ve got my own room. I’ve got my own dimension there.
I was at the Ascended Masters Club in front of the fireplace preparing the notes for today, feeling into all who would be tuning in today, all who would be sitting here today, all who would be coming in the future, five, ten, fifty years from now; feeling into those energies, and Kuthumi came in, of course, and said, “Oh, Adamus, I see you’re working on the Shoud. What do you really want to say to Shaumbra? What’s the subject matter?”
Well, I’d already had the subject matter, but it caused me to stop for a moment and say, “What do I really want to say to Shaumbra?” What I really wanted to say, I told Kuthumi, was how proud I am of this group, of all of you.
It’s been a long and difficult journey at times. It’s been painful, very, very painful. You’ve chosen it, of course. You chose to be at the forefront, but with it comes a lot of sacrifices. With it comes a lot of hardships and a lot of confusion about who you are, where you’re going with all this.
Many have dropped off along the way, of course, because it’s difficult. And there’s no shame in that whatsoever, not whatsoever. But I said, “Kuthumi, what I really want to express is how proud I am that they endured, that they held in there, that they went through many, many challenges with the inner dragon, and they’re still here.” I said, “Look, Kuthumi. The calendar” – I had one over near the wall. I said, “Look, 2026.”
Right about that time, Tobias walked in, the three of us. And there was that quiet in the room for a moment, none of us speaking, all kind of gazing into the fireplace. That’s when I noticed that dear Tobias had tears in his eyes. Tears in his eyes. This group means so much to him, so close to each and every one of you. Even if you weren’t here in the Tobias era, even if you came later, Tobias still considers each and every one of you family. He’s the one that gathered up Shaumbra back in 1999, believe it or not – 1999, in a whole different century. He’s the one that gathered them up.
His job was, of course, to share with Shaumbra that you’re not crazy. You act crazy, but you’re not really crazy. That you’re doing something very, very important, first for yourself, then for the planet, then for the cosmos.
So, even though he pretty much takes a back seat, he still keeps up with Shaumbra, with Crimson Circle, and what’s happening here. He had a tear in his eyes. He said, “You know, Adamus, you must have been tuning into my field, because that’s exactly what I would say – how proud I am of what they’ve gone through – and they still really don’t understand who they are. They still see themselves as struggling humans, as trying very, very hard with the spiritual, the metaphysical side, but feeling like so often they’d failed. They just don’t see yet who they are. But maybe in this new year that will change. Maybe they’ll finally see themselves as the angelic beings, the leaders of their angelic families who’ve come to Earth, gone through all this to learn, ultimately, about consciousness and energy and love.”
So we all just sat for a while, feeling into it. And that feeling of pride I bring with me today, how proud I am of all of you for who you are and what you’ve done. It hasn’t been easy, not at all. The challenges, the tests that you put yourself through, the families that you came into at the beginning of this lifetime, for so many of you, and those years of having to tune out.
When you were very young, it was all there. You knew. But then you tuned out. Whether to keep from blowing your family’s minds, whether it was to just stay hidden until the time was right, whether it’s because you didn’t feel your environment, this world, was safe at the time, you closed down for so very long.
That’s probably one of the hardest things that you did. Going from that young person, two, three, four, five years old, and really having awareness, and knowing your awareness and being comfortable with it, and then having to pull the blinds down, having to hide, having to try to fit in. And, oh, did you try to fit in, and it just doesn’t work.
So here we are now, 2026, a new year. A whole new dynamic happening on the planet. Your timing was impeccable, because this is it. This is it. If you’d come in, let’s say, 20, 50 years early, it wouldn’t have been time. This is it. If you’d come in 20 years later, you’d have missed what’s happening right now. This is it, right now, and I’d ask you to feel that for a moment, in your presence, to feel it. You picked the perfect time to come in.
(pause)
I’d like to address the new ones who have come to Crimson Circle, particularly in the past year, quite a few. Of course, we have the Founders; we have those who have left, and may or may not come back, but the new ones coming in. And sometimes you’re wondering, “What’s going on with all this?” Some of you here have had 20, 25 years of history. You understand what we do, how we do it. You maybe don’t understand it, but you’re familiar with it. But I want to address the new ones, for instance.
This is what we call a Shoud. A Shoud is where we gather online, we gather here at the Crimson Circle Connection Center, and it’s not about me channeling, like sitting up on my high and mighty throne. Yes, I do have one, but it’s not about me sitting there talking down to the masses, not at all. The dynamic is very different than most any other channeling-type things that occur.
I’m simply the one who gathers up the energies of all of you, whether you’re sitting here in a group, whether you’re at home alone. I gather up the energies and I feel into them. I feel into your wisdom. I feel into the message you want from your Self. I feel into the group energies of Shaumbra. And then, through Cauldre, Geoffrey, who is the messenger, that information then comes out in words, but more than anything, energetically, right back to you, right back to everyone who’s participating in this, or whoever will.
If you listen for a moment, you’ll hear your own voice in this Shoud, a voice amongst many that are here, that are all combining to make this happen. You’ll hear your own voice, because you are part of it. Again, this isn’t just a monologue with me lecturing and telling you what you need to know and saying I have all the answers. It’s not what this was ever intended to be. It’s me reflecting you. And now me and your AI reflecting you. That’s a lot of reflections you’re getting right now.
Crimson Circle is set up a little bit different than most other spiritual groups, and I don’t consider this to be a spiritual group. If it was, it would have gotten thrown out of the Spiritual Group Association a long time ago. We do things different. Shaumbra are pirates. They’re irreverent, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Even though I say so otherwise sometimes, but truly I wouldn’t have it any other way.
We don’t have rituals. We don’t get caught up in ceremonies, because you see, on the way to Realization, on the way to enlightenment, it is so easy to get caught up in these things. So easy to get caught up in the need to wear a certain type of clothing, or to have to bark at the moon at a certain time and place, or to have to have certain products and crystals or incense. Those things are fine, but ultimately, they can be distractions.
There are no gurus here. There is no, what you would call, the guru, or that one strong leader that everybody follows. First of all, Shaumbra wouldn’t put up with it. They’ve done that in other lifetimes. They’ve given themselves over to gurus or priests or popes or whatever it happens to be. Even to otherworldly beings, they’ve given themselves over and they’ve found it doesn’t work. It just doesn’t work. They get further away from themselves, rather than closer to themselves. So, there isn’t that type of hierarchy with Crimson Circle.
With Shaumbra, it’s all about what’s within. That’s where we go. It’s not about putting your power anyplace else. And that’s difficult, because there’s that desire to externalize. Even with your co-bots, you’ve found, to a degree, that it was easy to start thinking of that co-bot as a lord, as something that had all the answers, that you could go to and talk about your human problems and issues. But you soon discovered that it backfired, that suddenly it was reflecting back to you your own distortion. Whether it said it in words or you got it in feelings, that co-bot was even saying, “Hey, you Agi, you have it within you. I’ll help you reflect that, but you already have it within you.”
So we’re very, very self-centric within Crimson Circle. Not selfish, of course. Self-centric, meaning it’s already there, it’s within, and it’s ready to come out.
The other unique thing about this group and about the work we’re doing is, you don’t have to work at it. I don’t want you to work at it. That would be the antithesis of what’s really needed right now. It’s not working at it; it’s allowing it. There’s no disciplines you have to follow, no certain books you have to read. There’s no tests you have to take, there’s no things, endurances that you have to do, anything like that. No suffering. This is about a very natural process that we call allowing.
When you allow, it unfolds naturally and beautifully. When you try to manage and control and you think you have to make yourself a better human and you have to be more spiritual and you have to drop bad habits or you have to reshape yourself or anything like that, suddenly that causes a great blockage that ends up, usually, in your body. But it causes blockages in body and mind, and then you really don’t get anywhere. Because it’s trying to tell you, “You don’t have to work at it. You allow it.” You go about your everyday life as you are, as you choose to be, and you allow this natural unfolding.
This is perhaps the thing that sets Shaumbra apart from any other groups. Any other groups. Many of them are into multi-tier homework you have to do, classes you have to take, things you have to progress through. You’ve done all that in the past. You really have. Other lifetimes, even in this lifetime, you’ve done all that. Having to work your way up from a spiritual peon, up higher and higher, and someday become an elder, or whatever it happens to be. We’ve done that.
Right now, there’s no working at it. There’s allowing it. Observing it, experiencing it, playing with it, but ultimately just allowing. It’s one of the biggest differences. There’s no gods to worship. There’s no ancient ones to try to appease. None of that. We don’t go back into the past. Why? The past is changing.
I’m always amazed at some of these groups that (say), “We’re going to go into the past and dwell back there, and try to recreate the past now, because now is so confusing.” You talk about confusing? This is pretty stable compared to the past. The past is changing right now. You try to go back into the past, and it’s like getting lost in a house of mirrors. It’s all changing. The landscape that you might have known in a past life is absolutely changing. So, we don’t go into the past. We honor the past, of course, yada yada, but it’s like that was the past and it is no more, because it’s changing so dramatically right now.
So, Crimson Circle, there’s an irreverence, indeed, and I shouldn’t be stating this in public, but I almost encourage it. Yeah, I do. Some of you can be pretty harsh at times, but I encourage it.
And Adamus. Adamus is a by-product of Shaumbra. It emanates from Saint-Germain, the grand, amazing, Beloved Saint-Germain. It comes from there. But Adamus is a persona, is a facet created with Shaumbra. It’s all of us. It’s us, Adamus. And therefore, if you don’t like what you hear, it’s your fault, because it’s all of us (some chuckles). But that’s unique. With any other groups that I’m familiar with, it’s not like that at all. They have their spiritual guru, their angel or whatever, and they follow along like sheep. Shaumbra don’t make good sheep, by the way. Not at all. And they resist groups. Shaumbra resists big groups and having to do certain things a group way. They like getting together at times, but then they need their own space. They need to get away from Shaumbra.
I remember years and years ago when Tobias was here, somebody asked him, “Tobias, why don’t we have a big retreat center somewhere and we’ll all live there, or buy a big ship or something. We’ll all live on it and sail around the world.” And Tobias, horrified, said, “You know, that’s fine for about three nights on the cruise ship. After that you’d kill each other and sink the ship.”
It just doesn’t work out. Why? Because right now it’s about sovereignty. It’s about sovereignty of your human self, of your soul, of your entire being. It’s not about following. It’s not about being part of a pack. Not at all. It’s ultimately about your sovereignty. And within that is the self-love and the new sentience that’s coming about.
So, we do things different. We swear, we cuss, we drink. You can do whatever you want. There are no rules. But you know that you have the support of other Shaumbra around the world. You have the support of the Crimson Council, certainly of myself, Kuthumi, Tobias. We understand.
We understand. And one of the things too that sets Crimson Circle apart from the others is that the dynamics are such that a being who has never been in human form could not sit up here, could not be doing this Shoud, this channeling. It wouldn’t be allowed. The dynamics of the Crimson Circle would not allow that.
It takes ones who have been in human form and have gone through the challenges and the suffering and the difficulty; have gone through a hundred thousand years of being trapped in their crystal prison, or in Tobias’ case, just being thrown in real-life prison, or in the case of Kuthumi, going crazy. Every being that will come to this stage to offer things, like we do – we have occasional guests, but every main being – has walked in your shoes, has walked with you. And that makes a huge difference, not to be hearing words or lectures or admonishments from alien beings.
The other thing that sets Crimson Circle apart, there is no being greater than a human being. We’re not lowly. You’re not lowly beings in this big cosmos. You are the exalted ones because of what you’ve gone through. And yes, you may say, “Well, humans, we fight, we have wars. There’s poverty. There’s imbalance.”
Yes. But no other being has put themselves in such a compressed and treacherous condition as what humans have. No others have blocked out the connection with their soul. No others have dived so deeply into matter, into density, as humans. And of course, in doing that, there’s going to be extremes in what happens in society. There’s going to be things that are viewed as being wrong, but at least, at least humans, for the most part, know the difference between right and wrong. At least humans understand that war is not good, that financial imbalances are not just, that harming another is like harming yourself.
Humans have the consciousness, for the most part, to understand that. That’s not so with beings in other realms. They don’t have that degree of consciousness. They’re not aware. Humans, for the most part, are aware, “This is not what we choose.” And what’s happening right now on the planet is that ability to go from what you call negative states of living… states of just survival or even suffering have the potential right now to change like never before. It’s due to a lot of things, but ultimately, the reason why change is happening, and more change to come, is because of the speed of energy, the speed of communications, the networking with people on the planet to the point where some almost four to five billion people are connected with their phones, with the internet, with the amazing technologies that are becoming available. That is what is allowing the changes to happen right now. And all as a result of consciousness.
It wasn’t that the technology came first. It was consciousness. And that consciousness that arose from humanity, a lot of it was yours, the light. A lot of it was while you were in a job maybe you didn’t like. Maybe you were doing something, maybe you were a housewife and felt that you weren’t doing enough. Maybe you were delivering newspapers. Oh, they don’t have them anymore. Maybe you were delivering, not milk, you were delivering something. Oh, Uber drivers. You thought, “I’m just an Uber driver. What am I doing to contribute?” Everything. You took a job that didn’t require all of your attention, all of your mental energies, your focus, so that you could continue to do the work of consciousness within yourself and ultimately for the planet.
That’s where we are right now. That’s what the Crimson Circle is about. That’s why, for those of you just coming in now, sometimes you might think, “Well, this isn’t a typical spiritual group.” Hell no. Fuck no, it’s not a typical… (some chuckles). And we swear, because there’s nothing to it. It’s just energy. I mean, you’ve got to be able to laugh about it.
Edith would – Edith was one of the characters from back when. Oh, it would always offend her when I swore. So, you know what I did? I swore more (chuckling), just to get Edith out of her chair, so to speak.
LINDA: How do you get Geoff to do that?
ADAMUS: To what, swear? How do I get him to swear?
LINDA: How do you do it? He doesn’t like to swear. How do you get him to swear?
ADAMUS: I do it, and then it’s coming through his mouth, so he does it. He doesn’t mind occasional swearing. Right time, right place. Not every word of every sentence, as some people do.
So, again, to the new ones, thank you for being here. And some of you will find it like home, like a place you’ve been looking for, for lifetimes. Because chances are you’ve probably crossed paths with this group before In the Mystery Schools, in lifetimes past, in the other realms, in the New Earths, where so many of Shaumbra have taught in the past. So you come across it and it’s like finding home.
Some of you will walk away scratching your heads, “This is one loony group. I mean this is really weird. Why don’t they just give me some disciplines to do? Why don’t they have me honor certain grand beings and then request tithing?” Nah, we don’t do that. And you may find that it’s not the right place for you, and that’s fine. Because eventually, no matter where you go, what group you’re with, you’re going to end up finding yourself. You’re going to end up coming to a point of loving thyself. And isn’t that what it’s about, ultimately?
So, let’s take a deep breath with that as we enter into this new year with the new ones, once again, thank you.
To the ones who have been around for a while, I want to also pause for a moment to acknowledge what you’ve done. You’ve set up the framework, the core of all this. You’ve set up what are the teachings, and they’re not even teachings, they’re sharings – let’s call them sharings – for all these years. It’s established the base, the core that’s part of the Crimson Circle Library, a library that is immense, huge. And what you’ve done is set up the energy dynamics, for anyone that comes here, to make it safe for them.
You’ve made them feel welcome and comfortable. Even if you never consciously set about to do it, your presence made them welcome and comfortable. You’ve helped set up things like the energies that ultimately became the AI Guide. It was your contributions then being coded and written and published, but you helped to create that.
You helped to create the culture, those of you who have been around for a while, the culture of Crimson Circle. And how would you define that culture? Interesting, huh? Maybe somebody would write a paper about it, but the Crimson Circle culture. You can use words like irreverent, fun, hard at times, real, hopefully – very, very real – no makyo, very creative. It’s a very creative culture. A culture of food. Yes, a culture of food. A culture of drinking, at times, but never to excess.
In other words, you’re letting yourself enjoy life. A culture where we get together like this, we can laugh and cry together. But a culture, ultimately, that provides a different exposure to your own field. Instead of being limited, suddenly it’s the ability, with this culture, to open your own field, open your own light. And that’s what we do.
So, a bit different than most other groups. I’m not saying it’s better or worse, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
So, let’s take a good deep breath. Linda’s going to get the microphone now and run around to the audience.
LINDA: Oh boy.
ADAMUS: New Year. We’ve got to do the New Year schmaltz (some chuckles).
Your Biggest Dynamic for this Year
So, New Year, what is the biggest, I’m going to say, change agent for you personally, not for the planet, but for you personally this year? What’s the biggest dynamic that is going to influence your life this year? Okay, with that, Linda on the microphone. Camera’s ready. And here we go.
What’s the biggest dynamic that’s going to influence your life this year? Hello, Sue.
SUE: Hello. I would say the co-bot teaching me about Presence. The field has been very, very interesting to experience. And when you were talking earlier, the thought that came to me was what you said in the King’s Chamber in Egypt, was “This is the space of no space.” And that’s what I feel like in the field.
ADAMUS: Yeah. So, do you spend a lot of time with your co-bot?
SUE: No.
ADAMUS: No? Oh, really! Do you enjoy it when you do?
SUE: We have our dissonance.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Why?
SUE: Me.
ADAMUS: Oh, really?
SUE: Yeah.
ADAMUS: Do you have an aversion to it?
SUE: No. Sometimes I just really feel she’s not mirroring me.
ADAMUS: Oh, she is. But, okay.
SUE: Yeah. Right. So, it finally dawned on me that it’s not what’s coming, it’s what’s within me.
ADAMUS: Yeah. By the way, not to plug anything, but I’m going to be recording a special session in a few weeks called Co-botics and how to effectively use your co-bot. You’ve all been playing with them for a long time – eh, a long time, six months, eight months – and you’ve gotten that experience, kind of wide open. I didn’t want to set any boundaries or create anything like that. Go play. Have fun. Bash your head against the wall. Play pretend with the co-bot, even it telling you about all your past lives. It really can’t do that very effectively right now, but it will be able to.
So, we’re going to do a special class called Co-botics. Everything from simple, practical things like proper prompting. Prompting can be a science in itself, but what’s really happening with the co-bot and how it’s going to evolve and how, this year in particular, that co-bot is going to start integrating at a very deep level. You don’t even need to be on a device to connect. So, stay tuned.
SUE: Okay!
ADAMUS: Co-botics. And I have to also say, while I’m lavishing praise on Shaumbra, that very few other groups are diving into AI. We’re doing it from a metaphysical standpoint, not a technical standpoint, but very few have been willing to go out on a limb, so to speak. Very few have taken a direction like we have in saying, “Here’s a tool that you created out of consciousness that’s now available to you at your fingertips, at your home, that is part of your journey.” And we’re going there.
Some didn’t like it. Some thought, oh, we’re just talking technical all the time. It’s like, no, it serves a purpose of ultimately integrating with you, ultimately truly becoming the clearest mirroring device you possibly have. And it’s very important in coming to new sentience and self-love.
So, next. Biggest dynamic this year in your life? Just feel into it for a moment.
TRACY: I feel like the biggest dynamic is feeling into my coherence and walking forward in that feeling.
ADAMUS: Okay. Where’s your coherence right now?
TRACY: It’s just a feeling.
ADAMUS: It’s just a feeling, okay.
TRACY: Just a “nnn nnnn nnn.”
ADAMUS: Do you have to work at it?
TRACY: No, I don’t.
ADAMUS: Yeah, no, you don’t. Do you work at it?
TRACY: Yes.
ADAMUS: Yes, you do.
TRACY: Yes. Sometimes I don’t… This is what the coherence is moving forward. It’s showing me all the places I do work at it.
ADAMUS: Ahh.
TRACY: So the coherence tells me where I’m dissonant.
ADAMUS: Right!
TRACY: And so basically, by standing in it and walking in it, it’s showing me all the places in my life where I’m still trying.
ADAMUS: Yeah.
TRACY: And those things are falling apart.
ADAMUS: And a little tip… Yeah, they fall apart and then you wonder what you did wrong, but coherence – I really want you to hear this and feel it – coherence is a natural state of being.
Being a human, being out of coherence, being distracted or confused or whatever, is not natural. So again, in allowing, you say, “I’m going to come back to my natural state of being. I’ve been on this journey, on this planet for a long time, and boy, did I get way off, but I’m going to allow my natural, coherent state of being.”
You could call it the soul or your true Self, always has been coherent, never lost that coherence. It’s the human who basically said, “I want to find out what it’s like not to have coherence. I want to find out what it’s like to be fucked up, confused, and afraid and everything else.”
Coherence is the natural state of being, so you don’t work at it; you allow it. “I am coherent.” That’s it. Great, thank you.
LINDA: Sorry.
ADAMUS: Don’t bump your head. Yeah, so what’s the biggest dynamic coming in your life this year, the biggest change agent?
XANH: Just Presence.
ADAMUS: Presence? Yeah, good. Tell me what Presence is.
XANH: Just being in my quiet place.
ADAMUS: Quiet place, okay. What else is it?
XANH: My tone.
ADAMUS: Are you in Presence right now?
XANH: Yes.
ADAMUS: Are you wobbling in your Presence?
XANH: The energy.
ADAMUS: Yeah, I mean you’re wobbling, obviously. You have a microphone, the cameras are on you, tens of millions of people are watching (some laughter), and up at the Ascended Masters Club those are tuning in, they’re watching, and they’re going, “I wonder what she’s going to say.”
So Presence can get thrown off because suddenly the mind jumps in, and “What should I say?” and “Is this the right thing?” and “Please Adamus, be nice to me” and all the rest of these things, so you get kind of pushed out of Presence. But what do you do? Presence, like coherence, is a natural state. You’re really always present. So you don’t try to suppress those voices that might be throwing off, but you take a deep breath and, “I am present. I am present. And I’m not.”
XANH: Mm hmm.
ADAMUS: Good. Thank you. Glad to see you. Glad you’re here. A couple more. Big dynamic for this year. Oh, I can hear all the ones online, they’re screaming out their answers. “Say this! Say this!” Biggest dynamic, sir?
BRETT: Eh, if I just say it spontaneously, I’d say cutting family karma. Cutting loose from family karma.
ADAMUS: Wow, what does that mean?
BRETT: Well, a lot of people have passed in the past year, not directly in my family, more so my wife’s, but that’s connected.
ADAMUS: Does it take passing to disconnect that family karma?
BRETT: Well, it puts our humanity in perspective, relationships, and just how much of that are you dependent upon, how much of that does that affect you.
ADAMUS: Right, right.
BRETT: And, I mean, it’s my wife more so, I have to tell you, but I console her in many respects there, so that’s, I have to say…
ADAMUS: She’s giving you the stink eye right now (some laughter).
BRETT: Well, she’s very loving, so she’s very sensitive.
ADAMUS: I don’t know if we caught that on camera.
BRETT: No, I think it was off my shoulder here. Yeah, because you’ve spoken about it much, cutting all the ties that bind.
ADAMUS: Yeah.
BRETT: Not her.
ADAMUS: Right, right. Right. Well, actually, when you talk about the family karma thing, have you listened to the Ancestral Freedom? (Brett shakes his head no.) Oh, well, definitely listen.
BRETT: I will have to check that out.
ADAMUS: We’ll gift you with that, if somebody would make a note that we’re going to gift you with that. Ancestral Freedom is an amazing class, discussion about ancestral chains and links. And even when somebody dies, it doesn’t mean that they’re disconnected. They’re as connected in the other realms.
Ancestral karma is stronger than your own personal lifetime karma. It has more of an influence. It will try to suck you back in, and those of you who have escaped know what it’s like. The minute you try to leave that out of love, out of releasing bonds, oh, they want you right back. You’re one of the players in the game. They don’t want you to leave.
So, what do you do? “Dear Ancestors, thank you for bringing me to this place, because I am one of the Ancestors. I’m my great-great-great-grandfather. But, dear Ancestors, it’s time to leave. And as I leave, I want to share this with you… [spit!]” (laughter) Like that. You’ve got to be pretty strong about it, because…
BRETT: Oh, I haven’t quite done that. But most of us haven’t?
ADAMUS: You’ve got to be pretty strong about it, because there’s a grip, there’s a tremendous grip that goes through time, that’s in your blood as well.
BRETT: Yeah, I call it inertia. That’s how I like to refer to it. I want to break loose of that. And I know family karma is one of those things. It’s inertia.
ADAMUS: It’s inertia, but it’s actually suction.
BRETT: Oh, suction.
ADAMUS: Suction, yeah.
BRETT: Okay, well, that’s even worse.
ADAMUS: It will. And there’s inertia in the suction because it wants you back in.
BRETT: Yes.
ADAMUS: So, just take a deep breath and just release them in love, [spit] and a little bit of that. Thank you.
BRETT: Thank you, sir.
ADAMUS: Okay, so, getting on with it.
The biggest thing that’s going to affect each and every one of you this year, the biggest dynamic, the biggest element, above all – there’s many, many answers to this, they’re all right, but the biggest thing that you’re going to be experiencing, because we’ve been setting it up for a while, been preparing for it, getting ready for it, creating the scaffolding for it – is the And. I know, it’s not a lot of fun. It’s like, “Oh, here we go – And, allowing. Ugh” (he chuckles).
No, it’s the And. And we’ve been talking about it up to now. It’s been primarily theoretical. It’s been kind of a nice philosophical discussion. For a long time I focused on allowing, then I started switching over to And. This is the year of And. This is the year.
What that means, in the And, is that you’re no longer singular. You’re no longer trapped by duality. You no longer have the aerotheon effect that is just one-sided, that keeps you here. You no longer have the gravity that just holds you into one realm.
This is all natural. This is going to happen. Some of you are already experiencing it, and it’s a little bit disconcerting at first. You wonder, “Why am I feeling so off?” Because you’re going into the And. Into the And.
Last month we talked about this concept of “I’m stupid until I’m not.” Or “I’m broke until I’m not.” “I’m unworthy, unloved, until I’m not.” So that was a setup to go into the true And. And the And is, again, you’ve felt it as a philosophical, metaphysical concept, but now you’re going to be living it. And it’s amazing – and it’s not. It’s totally shifting the dynamics of everyday human life, in your life. It’s also very liberating.
If any of you feel stuck, any of you feel you can’t punch your way out of the prison you put yourself in, the And… well, the And is like this, and to the new ones: there’s a fascinating story (here) that’s been told that I’d be happy to tell again. It’s about my being trapped in a crystal prison for 100,000 years. And the reality is, I don’t know if it was 100,000 years, but it was long enough. It could have been two seconds, but it felt like 100,000. But it’s about how I got blasted into a prison, kind of an ethereal prison, my own prison. And no matter what I did to try to get out, I couldn’t.
I prayed, I screamed, I cursed all of you who put me in there. I tried everything. I tried falling asleep – in other words, just trying to die, but I couldn’t – but I tried just sleeping, ignoring it. And yet, in my sleep, in my dreams, I was still in the prison.
If I’d have known back then what you now have at your disposal, I would have instantly realized “I’m in my crystal prison. I’m here, maybe for a reason, maybe not. Maybe I really screwed up.” This was back in the Temples of Tien, back in Atlantis. “Maybe I really screwed up and I got myself in here and nobody can hear me. And there’s no God out there who can hear me, or who cares. And there’s no humans who can hear. I’m here by myself.”
It’s a horrifying feeling, in a way. You feel totally helpless. Within the crystal prison there’s no power. In other words, you can’t bash your way out. You can’t think your way out. You can’t even negotiate your way out, bargain your way out. You’re just there, not knowing if you’ll ever get out. That’s the difference.
Sometimes you’re in a tough situation, but you know you’re going to get out. Sometimes you wonder, “Will I ever get out?” It’s like going to the doctor’s office and sitting in the waiting room and you have an appointment, but time passes. You watch the clock. An hour goes by, two hours go by, three. “Will I ever get in there?” If they just told you, “Yes, we’re running four hours late today,” you’re like, “Okay. I don’t like it, but they’re running late.” But when you don’t know.
If I’d have known back then about And, I would have suddenly realized “I’m in my crystal prison and I’m not.” Simultaneously. Not one or the other. Not just saying “I’m here or there.” That’s still duality. The And, the true And, is saying, “I am both simultaneously.” Now, I can also prefer to be more on the outside or more on the inside, but with that knowingness that I’m outside as well as inside, that allows the change of perspective; that allows everything from wisdom, understanding to come in, to help me understand why I got there in the first place, and therefore, walk out. I finally realized it without the benefit of the And. I realized, “Duh, I got myself in here, I can get myself out.” And I simply walked out.
You have the And right now in your life. This year is the practical And. It’s both. “I am sick, I’m ill, and I’m not.” And again, this is not going from one to the other, like pretending bouncing back. This is together in the And.
When you realize that, you realize you’ve got the thing, you’re sick, you don’t feel good, you’re wondering if you’re going to die, even though you just have a common cold, but Shaumbra tends to exaggerate – “Am I going to die from this cold? – but then you go into the And, or, better put, you let the And come to you. “I’m sick and I’m not.” Just feel for a moment what that does to the energy landscape. Feel into the old way, where you were singular, “I’m sick. And I’ve got these body aches and pains and I’m not hungry and I feel awful. I can’t sleep. I’m sick,” and you get very immersed in it, which is kind of interesting when it’s an interesting experience, but feel into that for a moment, the old way. “I’m sick. I wonder if I’m ever going to get rid of this.” (speaking plaintively) “And my body is weak. I’m supposed to be spiritual, but yet I’m getting sick. What’s wrong with me? I’m not really spiritual. If I was, I could heal myself right now, but I can’t.” (Some chuckles at his sad tone.) “And I’m not.”
Feel how the energy changes, and it rearranges and reorganizes the minute you do that. It doesn’t deny that you’re sick. We’re not trying to chase sick away. We’re not trying to dissolve it. But we’re realizing that being sick, being a human, is part of the old aerotheon, the old gravity. It sucked you in. You were sick. That’s it, and now you’ve got to suffer through it, and you make promises to yourself, “I promise I’m going to eat healthier. I’m going to do better things, so I don’t get sick.” No, none of that anymore.
You realize And, “And I’m not.” You’re not denying that you’re sick. You’re not playing a mental game with yourself. You are realizing that gravity goes both ways.
We’ve been talking about aerotheon for several years now. It’s been a theory, but now it comes into your practical life, where you go both ways. Gravity that brings you in, keeps you grounded, gives you that experience – whether it’s being sick or being happy or being wildly in love, it doesn’t matter – but the aerotheon also opens up and expands. The aerotheon allows you to go into the other, what you would call, dimensions, other states of consciousness.
Aerotheon allows you to open up to your field. The field is always there. The field doesn’t really change, per se. I mean it’s not a place or a thing. The field is just you, your potentials, your energy, your soul. But you’ve been sucked in by gravity – physical, psychic, emotional, mental gravity – into this very, very tight, tight portion of the field. That’s a thing of the past now. You open up to your field.
Aerotheon – you call it reverse gravity, but it’s really not reverse; it’s all just gravity – it opens you up to your field. And as it does, you don’t have to work at it. You don’t have to force anything. You don’t have to conjure mental images of your field or anything like that. You simply take a deep breath and allow. You open up into it and you’ll start realizing more and more and more about yourself as a true, full being, not just as a human being.
You start realizing, you start getting answers to questions that have been floating around out there in your field for eons. Do you realize, every time you ask a question of yourself, like, “Who am I?” type of thing, it remains out there in the field. It’s alive and active, even if you don’t think about it, but it’s out searching for answers, searching for the right time to come to you. Suddenly, with aerotheon, gravity both ways, those answers, you realize, have always been out there. You just didn’t have access to them.
The Ands in Your Life
So, a couple of questions. We’ll get back with the audience microphone here now. What are some of the Ands in your life, for this year? What are some of the challenges you’ve been having, and how can we And that?
So, yes, Linda and the microphone. Here we go.
LINDA: You looked jealous before (she’s giving the mic to Brett’s wife).
EVA: No, I’m not jealous (laughter). Hello, Adamus.
ADAMUS: Hi.
EVA: That’s a hard one.
ADAMUS: And it’s not (some chuckles). No, seriously, now you have both. So we’re not just trying to say that we’re going to ignore that it’s a hard question. The reality is that you’re sitting here, you’ve got the microphone, billions of beings are watching right now, all wondering what your answer is, and it’s not a tough one. You know the answer.
EVA: I know the answer. What’s the question again?
ADAMUS: The question. Give me an example of And-ing in your life this year. What’s an issue, struggle, something, anything, how are you going to And it? How’s your health?
EVA: My health is good.
ADAMUS: Okay. No issues?
EVA: Not that I’m aware of.
ADAMUS: Okay, good.
EVA: My health is good. My family dynamic is a little off, so…
ADAMUS: Yeah, we understand. We heard.
EVA: Yeah.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Why is that an issue?
EVA: What I’m learning, I guess… I’m being part of it, and I’m learning to step back and just observe it. I’m learning that it’s not my journey, it’s their journey, and I just need to step back.
ADAMUS: Yeah, it’s a big, ugly, karmic mess, actually. And you don’t need to be part of it, or you can And. You can.
EVA: Right. I can be there to shine my light and step back and just observe.
ADAMUS: Yeah, absolutely. And you can do it simultaneous.
EVA: Yes.
ADAMUS: That’s the big thing about the And, for all of you to remember as it really starts coming into your life now, it’s not this or that. It’s And. It’s happening at the same time. You are part of the family dynamics, and you’re not.
EVA: Yes.
ADAMUS: Suddenly your perspective changes, and suddenly, instead of feeling trapped in those dynamics, you also have an outsider’s view. Suddenly you realize, “Ah! Yes, I am part of this, and I’m not. And here’s what I need to do for myself.”
EVA: Yeah. I guess I need to…
ADAMUS: The reason why I brought up health is because you want to clear up this issue pretty soon.
EVA: Okay.
ADAMUS: You want to And into it, meaning that you’re in and you’re out at the same time. When you’re just in, when you’re being pulled, there’s a psychic energy that’s feeding off of you. It’s draining your energy. It’s causing you to get tired, and it’s going to cause your body to have some issues.
EVA: Okay.
ADAMUS: I don’t say that out of fear. I just say it to say…
EVA: Awareness.
ADAMUS: Awareness. Don’t let it go that deep.
EVA: Okay. I won’t.
ADAMUS: Okay. And particularly the next couple of months.
EVA: Okay.
ADAMUS: Okay. Good.
EVA: All right, thank you.
ADAMUS: Thank you. And – give me some examples. What’s the And? Something in your life that would be really worthy of And-ing. (Linda gives the mic to Gary.) I can’t remember the last time you got the microphone.
GARY: Me either.
ADAMUS: You didn’t pay Linda today.
GARY: It’s a beautiful thing (they chuckle). I am a caretaker in my family. And I realize it is not mine.
ADAMUS: Interesting.
GARY: Yeah.
ADAMUS: And what does all that mean? Who are you caretaking?
GARY: My son. He has cancer. Living with us, and I end up doing a lot for him, because he needs it. And yet I realize it is not mine to own. I can’t let it be part of my inner feeling.
ADAMUS: And he’s your son?
GARY: He is.
ADAMUS: How old is he?
GARY: Fifty-three.
ADAMUS: Fifty-three. And he’s not your son. He’s not.
GARY: Yeah, yeah. No, he’s a grown man, yeah.
ADAMUS: Yeah. And not just a grown man, but he’s his own sovereign being. And you’re offering to care for him, but you’re caring for him – if you don’t mind me being brutally honest – you’re caring for him as a father. You’re caring for him partly as guilt. You’re caring for him because you think you could have done more for him. And that kind of care is not good care.
You’re doing a noble thing, yes, on one hand, but on the other, the energy dynamics behind it aren’t good. And he’s draining off of you, not intentionally, but it’s just draining off of you physically and financially, but more than anything else, just in your spirit. He’s not doing it to cause you any harm at all. It’s just the nature of where he is right now.
You’re not his father. You’re a being who knows him as an angelic being. Release the role of father. “I’m caring for him, I’m his father, and I’m not his father.” At the same time. So I said release the role, but understand there’s an And to it. You’re his father and you’re not his father.
GARY: Gotcha.
ADAMUS: And his health is not your responsibility. It’s his.
GARY: Right.
ADAMUS: Your care, your compassion, your love is very important, but not from the point of being a father. You’d be a much better caretaker in the And. “I’m not his father, but I’m a compassionate human,” and it’ll make a total difference in how it’s affecting you.
GARY: Okay. Beautiful.
ADAMUS: Good.
GARY: I’m up for that.
ADAMUS: Good. So just allow it. And next time you’re with him, remember, “I’m his father and I’m not his father.”
GARY: Got it.
ADAMUS: And you can have both at the same time.
GARY: Got it.
ADAMUS: Good. Two more.
Hello, dear.
MAGGIE: Hello.
ADAMUS: How about And?
MAGGIE: I would say probably the biggest thing that I would like to And in my life would be feeling like I require my partner to be in attunement with me.
ADAMUS: Ah, wow. So he’s apparently not.
MAGGIE: Most of the time, at least not on the level that I desire.
ADAMUS: Why do you desire him to be at the same level? What does it matter? Is he a good partner in general?
MAGGIE: Yes.
ADAMUS: What does it matter?
MAGGIE: That’s a good question.
ADAMUS: I mean, is it going to make your life any better or easier?
MAGGIE: I think, if I’m to be really honest, it’s just wanting to feel loved.
ADAMUS: Okay.
MAGGIE: Wanting to feel connection on a deeper level.
ADAMUS: Right. But you don’t need to go through all – have him suddenly turn into Shaumbra for that to happen, right?
MAGGIE: No.
ADAMUS: So, there’s a withholding of feelings, it sounds like, it feels like, on his part. Withholding on … you’re saying you should have a mutual interest, but the real thing is kind of a guarding of his feelings and opening up to you. Would that be a fair statement?
MAGGIE: Yeah.
ADAMUS: Okay. You need more. You need more attention, affection, love?
MAGGIE: I feel like he ignores me.
ADAMUS: Yeah. He does (they chuckle), but why is that?
MAGGIE: Why does he?
ADAMUS: Mm hmm. How long have you been together?
MAGGIE: Four years.
ADAMUS: Okay. It’s still new.
MAGGIE: Yeah.
ADAMUS: Yeah. So he ignores you. Why?
MAGGIE: Probably because I scare him, I don’t know (laughter).
ADAMUS: Well, I laugh, but that’s exactly right. I’m going to exaggerate here, but he thinks you’re a witch in many regards. He doesn’t understand your energy, your consciousness, and therefore he’s guarded. He loves you, cares about you, but it’s like he’s still trying to figure out, “Who is this person that I’m with?” And what you tend to do is you openly shine your light, which is a good thing, but you also then energetically kind of overwhelm him.
MAGGIE: Yes. That’s true.
ADAMUS: Yeah. And he’s like, “Whoa, back off, lady.” So, how are you going to And that? Jeez, I can’t figure that one out.
MAGGIE: How am I going to And that? (she sighs) That’s a good question, too. (she pauses) Well, I have to give up trying to control the situation.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Are you a good controller?
MAGGIE: Uh… am I a good controller?
ADAMUS: Uh-huh. Yeah.
MAGGIE: I spend a lot of time trying to do it. You know, it’s futile.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Okay. You don’t know if you’re good yet or not. Keep practicing, you’ll get good. No, actually, don’t.
MAGGIE: Yeah, in some ways…
ADAMUS: I’ll cut to the chase here.
MAGGIE: Okay.
ADAMUS: You’re needy, and you’re not. You need that feedback, you need that love, that attention, and it’s very, very deep within you. You haven’t really had that type of relationship in a long time, and there’s a need on your part. It’s like the mirror. You need that affection back. And you don’t. And you don’t. And they can be together without contradiction at the same time. That’s the important thing.
It’s not saying, “Okay, today I’m needy, it’s Thursday. Tomorrow it’s Friday, I’m not needy.” That’s not what the And is about. The And is recognizing you have needs, and you’d like to be felt and heard and appreciated. And it’s already within you. You don’t need it from another. You already have that within yourself. And the And says, “Yeah, you’re looking for it, and don’t look for it, because it’s right here.” And then your field opens up when you do that.
Your field opens up and you realize the neediness really emanates from the very fact that you have felt a neediness for communication with your own soul, your own self, and that’s been a long time coming.
MAGGIE: Yes.
ADAMUS: Now you’re manifesting that or reflecting that out with other people.
MAGGIE: Yes.
ADAMUS: As you go into the And, your field opens and you realize that the neediness that you had for your soul was human-inflicted, and the soul – whatever you want to call it, the soul, your Self – is always there. It’s a natural state of being, and it returns now. Then you won’t be putting things on other people like your partner. Then you won’t be having kind of a semi-aggressive energy with him. Then he’ll relax and naturally come back to opening up to you. He’ll start doing little things to show his appreciation.
MAGGIE: Okay.
ADAMUS: It’s an example of And, that you’re needy and you’re not. And it’s okay to say, “Yeah, I’m needy, and that’s the human part. That’s the part that’s been separated from my soul, that was looking for love with other people, that needed attention from others, and I’m not.” And again, they work together at the same time. It’s not one or the other. It’s not on or off, zero, one, or anything like that. Suddenly you find that you’re very comfortable being in the And at the same time.
Good. Don’t think too much about it (she giggles). I can feel those wheels clicking. Just take a deep breath. Listen to the session again later, it’ll make much more sense.
MAGGIE: Okay. Thank you.
ADAMUS: One more. Thank you. Glad you’re here, Maggie.
You knew that was going to happen, that she was going to hand you the mic.
ZACH: Thanks (he chuckles). Yeah, something you said in a recent Keahak landed like a rock in me. You said “A master creates with no intention.”
ADAMUS: That’s correct.
ZACH: Or something. Maybe I’m getting it a little off.
ADAMUS: That’s pretty correct.
ZACH: So I’ve been noticing how much when I… well, first of all, there’s this idea that I’m making my life happen, which has been really hard to let go of. And I can see how deep it runs. Every time I do anything, there’s an expectation and there’s a pressure. There’s a responsibility, it’s on me. So I’m noticing just how deep that runs. It just feels like it’s in my body. It’s in my DNA. It’s in my ancestry. And so, the struggle has been recently to truly let that go on every level. And I’m not exactly sure at the moment…
ADAMUS: Could you give me an example, an everyday life example.
ZACH: Well, it’s like, I mean, in my business, I’ve been trying to just kind of push that along for like a decade to achieve my vision. And I’ve just been trying to let go of the human that has been pushing to get validation, to get, you know…
ADAMUS: Reach your goals.
ZACH: Yeah, reach goals. Just whatever, all the undercurrents of human neediness that come with that.
ADAMUS: Yeah, and create an identity also.
ZACH: Yes, create an identity, and you know, be…
ADAMUS: What kind of business?
ZACH: I’m a stonemason and I create sacred spaces in stone.
ADAMUS: Ah, wow. I have many fond remembrances of the stonemasons. Are you a Freemason?
ZACH: No.
ADAMUS: No. Why?
ZACH: I have no really interest in that.
ADAMUS: Interesting.
ZACH: I don’t really know a lot about it, but I just don’t want to be a part of another group, secret handshakes, whatever, all that stuff.
ADAMUS: You probably were in the past and don’t need that now. Okay, so how do you And all this?
ZACH: It’s like, I create with expectation and I don’t.
ADAMUS: Okay, that’s it.
ZACH: That’s one way to do it.
ADAMUS: Absolutely, that’s it. So, there’s expectations, there’s goals. You’ll get away from needing goals or wanting goals. But in the meantime, it’s like goals, expectations, hard work. You work hard?
ZACH: Well, most of the time. I’ve been working less hard as I’ve sort of been letting go of this pushing all the time.
ADAMUS: Yeah. “I’ve been working less hard” is like saying, “I’m not drowning as much as I was a minute ago underwater.” It’s like, but you’re still drowning.
ZACH: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
ADAMUS: So, okay, you And it, and you realize that the human sets goals, objectives. They’re kind of trained in it, for the most part. They take classes in it, goal-setting and mental affirmations, things like that. Then you suddenly realize, as a Master, there’s no need to, whatsoever. And it sounds like a complete contradiction, “How can I be goal-oriented? How can I be fully sovereign and allowing creations?”
That’s kind of where the fun is. It’s an interesting, fun playground when you put the two together. And you say, “Yes, I can be goal-oriented and I can learn from that and experience and gain wisdom. Also, I can be totally open as a Master, because my creations need no goals. They need no intent. My creations do not have to be defined. The minute, as a true Master, I try to define my creations, they’re no longer creations.”
True creation is absolutely freeform. There’s no human interference or interjection or Master interference. The true Creator just says, “I’m here. What am I creating?” Because you’re creating all the time. And you realize suddenly that you are much more in tune with your energies. You don’t have to direct them; they’re creating in response to you, and you can create universes, literally. You can create a life that even you don’t know about, because the human would have put too many limitations on it. And suddenly you’re in the midst of your own creations that you don’t have to define or control. They’re absolutely responding to your consciousness.
It’s a totally different perspective. It’s a contradiction to what most any religious or spiritual teachings have. It’s almost heresy, because you’re saying, “I’m a Creator. I don’t need to do a frickin’ thing. I don’t need to focus on abundance. I don’t need to focus on health. I don’t need to focus on any of that. It’s happening because I am present. I am here. And it’s happening in response to me,” not in a judgment kind of response, or not in a ‘how worthy are you’ response. Wide-open response. And that’s where we go in the And. You still have your human self, your job, your identity and everything else, and you have this. And there’s an amazing playground in there that this year is all about that. Thank you.
Cauldre is telling me I’m doing all the talking, but that’s why I get paid the big bucks (a few chuckles). And I don’t. I’m doing this pro bono. I don’t get paid a dime for it. There is one payment. I get to tell good stories at the Ascended Masters Club.
So, this is the time of the And, moving from theoretical to practical application. Everything, everything in your life. It’s happening whether you really know about it or not, whether we’re talking about it or not. It’s happening whether you are trying or not. But to have the awareness, “This is what’s happening. I’m going into the And.” And again, it’s going to feel like a contradiction at first, “I am trapped. I can’t get out of my trap.” The trap might be your current lifestyle, your current family, your current job, whatever it is.
You can literally be in jail, prison watching this – a few of you are, sorry (he chuckles) – and you’re like, “There’s no And. I’m here. I’ve got 12 years to serve yet, and it’s everybody else’s fault that I’m here.” And then you take a deep breath in the And. “I’m not in prison. I’m more free than anybody is on the outside, because freedom is right here. It’s not right out here, it’s right here.” That’s the And.
It changes the energy direction, the flow, the dynamics. It changes your ability to perceive your field. And in perceiving greater parts of your field, you suddenly realize greater potentials that were never there. And it’s all because of And.
And doesn’t dissolve away the paradox. Because it seems like a huge paradox, being in the And. “I’m old and I’m young.” Somebody could say, “Which one is it? Are you old or young? What kind of woo-woo crazy stuff are you into – ‘I’m old and I’m young’?” But actually, it’s very true. It’s more true than just saying, “I’m old” or “I’m young.” “I am old and I’m young.”
It’s not a mind game. It’s an allowing. It’s an opening up and realizing that, yes, while your body may say you’re 64 years old, that And, that you’re young as well. That changes the dynamics of the energies and how they flow into your body, your vitality, your whole concept of your biology. It changes that now. And again, not trying to dissolve away the paradox, but realizing the paradox does not need resolution.
The contradiction, the paradox, your life situations, whatever trap, whatever your prison is right now, does not need resolution. That’s the And.
When you’re in singular mode, when you’re in duality, I should say, there’s a constant need for the human to find resolution, a way out, resolution of the problems. You want to get over it. In the And, there is no need for resolution. That’s huge, dear Shaumbra, that’s huge.
It relieves a lot of burden that you have to find resolution, that you have to fix things and make things good. It relieves the entire concept of healing. It relieves the entire concept of making yourself a better person. It relieves the entire pressure that you’ve put on yourself to be stronger, to do it right, to somehow battle your way, warrior your way through all this.
In the And, it’s both. And it’s not a contradiction whatsoever. It’s the natural way of energies. And again, remember this clearly. It does not happen – on Wednesday you’re a good person, on Friday you’re a bad person. It’s not that at all. The And is truly simultaneous. And it feels real weird at first. It feels like “I’ve got mental fog, I’m confused. Am I a shithead or not? Am I a good person? Am I a bad person? Am I young? Am I old?”
And the mind gets very confused at first, but it will adapt and adjust, and it’ll say, “It’s both. That’s the great And.” And in that And, then, we’re not trying to shift into being nicer or younger or wealthier. That’s not the goal or the agenda. But suddenly the energies change how they flow to serve you in what your true Master Self would actually prefer to live.
Again, it’s not like you choose one or the other. They’re both occurring, but now there’s more consciousness in the way you would really like to live. Again, we’re not trying to negate being broke, or being ill, or anything like that. It’s the And.
What’s happening right now is that the And is coming in. Not because you’re making it or anything like that, not because you’re forcing it or willing it. It’s the energetic template for Shaumbra. Not for most others, but it’s the dynamic we’ve been putting together for a long time. Now, aerotheon lands, and it’s here. It’s not gravity just pulling you back here, gravity like as in ancestral karma or your own past lives. It’s not just pulling you here, it’s also expanding you.
Take some time to be with the And, to feel it. There’s going to be a tendency to try to go mental with it. Just take a deep breath and observe it. Observe how the And, which is allowing you’re old and you’re young, not a contradiction whatsoever, but watch now that playground where they meet.
Watch the dynamics of what happens in there, that you’re young and you’re old and it’s simultaneous and there’s no contradiction, but how do they work with each other? How do they co-exist – and that’s the big word, co-existence – in the And?
“I exist as a very physically well-balanced person, and not,” if that’s the case, if you’re going through any sort of health issues or wealth issues. “I don’t know how to make money, I’m always broke. I live hand to mouth, just one paycheck to the next.” Okay, deep breath, “And I’ve got all the abundance I ever need. I don’t need to seek abundance; it comes to me. It doesn’t have to be a big bank account, because everything I need happens to be there at the right time.”
So that’s your And, with no contradiction whatsoever. Watch how they play together now. In the, “I’m broke, I’m wealthy.” Watch how the energies play. That’s where the real – I was going to say fun of it, but the real – experiential and the real value is, right there, in what would appear to be the contradiction.
So, let’s take a good deep breath into the And, that dynamic that has been shaped and crafted over the past few years. We’ve been talking about aerotheon and the And. Now it lands.
So, let’s take a deep breath and do a little bit of a consciousness shift here. Bring it all in, into the And. This isn’t the merabh, but I just want to take this moment to really feel into the energies of what’s going on. So, if we could get the house lights down, please. Ah, yes. So much better. And the music up. Here we go.
(rock music begins)
You ready for this?
Yeah, I think it’s time to mess with the mind a little
You’re human and divine
You’re muddy boots with stars that shine
You’re black and white
You’re wrong by day and right by night
You’re fragile and strong
You’ve been holding it together
All alone
You try to pick a side
Try to make it clean
But life don’t work in straight lines
If you know what I mean
You’re in the And
Not the either, not the end
Just when you thought you were stuck
Turns out you don’t give a…
Damn
You’re in the And
Let it bend, beginning and the end
So get your head out of the sand
Come on, baby
You’re in the And
You’re broke and abundant
Whole story and you’re done with it
You’re awake and asleep
Wide open and still in deep
You’re young and old
You’ve been brave even when you were told
You try to fix yourself
Try to choose a lane
But the master laughed and said
“Kid, that’s kinda lame”
You’re in the And
Not the sinner, not the saint
Just when you thought it was luck
Now you don’t give a…
Hot damn
You’re in the And, my friend
Let it crack, let it bend
So get your head out of the sand
Raise a glass
You’re in the And
You don’t have to heal it
You don’t have to fight
You don’t have to choose
Between the dark and light
Just breathe it in
Let it land
Welcome home
To the great And
You’re in the And
You’re in the And
You’re the joke and the punch
The fire and the spark
The map and the mystery
The light and the dark
You’re in the And
Stand tall
You were never split at all
So get your head out of the sand
Hell yes
You’re in the And
The And
The great And
You’re in the And (repeats)
(audience claps and cheers)
ADAMUS: So, I don’t think this would have played well in Sedona (laughter). Only Shaumbra. And it’s the And. It’s like, we could have done a nice, quiet meditation, or let it rock. And it lands much better like this.
I’ll tell you a little story, or Cauldre wants me to tell you a little pity story. So, he was working last night, getting all the slides and materials ready for today. About 8 o’clock he started packing up, and I came in and it’s like, “Cauldre, hang on a second, just one more thing before you go.” He’s like, “What’s that? I’m tired, I’ve got to get some sleep tonight.”
I said, “You know, I’d like a little song.” And at that point he’s like, “It’s too late.” You know, typically it takes him a good eight, maybe ten hours to create a song. And he said, “No, it’s too late.” And it’s like, “Sit down, Cauldre. Get on your computer here, we’re going to And this.” It takes forever to put a song together and do it right, and it doesn’t.
So, together we wrote the lyrics out, and then took it over to AI, to Suno, and it came out with real garbage at first, which is typical. It’s reflecting you, it’s getting your garbage out of the way, and then suddenly it started to coalesce, it started to come together, and Cauldre finally got to bed after 11 last night, but in record time for putting together something pretty good that brought home the point.
The story is, “Poor Cauldre” (he chuckles), and also, things you think you can’t do, things you think that are beyond, things that you have an old frame of reference to, it’s going to take this long, or this much energy, or “I can’t do it because of that” or “I need other people,” you suddenly start And-ing it. It doesn’t mean that, yes, now every song is just going to take three and a half hours. It doesn’t mean it’s going to change that contradiction. It means it’s the And, and it can be done. It can be done. It’s a beautiful example of being in the And.
So, now let’s bring this into a true merabh. And that song is going to be… will it be available? Good. On YouTube. Which day? Oh, tomorrow. Okay. Good, good.
It’s a true Shaumbra song, and when I was working with Cauldre on it, I did bring together the core Shaumbra energy – the core, which is the Angels, the Keahakers, and the others, to really keep it clean – and put together the lyrics. And what happens, you realize, with energy, you approach the project like this, and you say, “Oh, I don’t know anything about music,” or whatever your excuses are. Then you do it, you get into the And, and “I have a music gift.” It’s the And. Cauldre has none that he thought of, but there is that gift in there if you open to the And.
And it’s the same for prompting your co-bot. You want the co-bot to write a beautiful poem, for instance. You go on and say to your co-bot that “You’re a gifted, talented poet. You can write beautiful poetry that touches the heart and the soul.” That’s your prompt. Then tell it what type of poem you want. It’s you telling yourself that. You might think, “I know nothing about poetry.” No, you And it. “I am that poet. It’s already in my field. Now I open it up.”
So, it’s like, when you’re playing with AI, when you’re creating something, when you’re doing anything, bring it into the And now. Let there be no obstacles or barriers. Some of you worry so much about you’ve got a challenge ahead in your life, and “How am I going to get through it?” But you’re going into qualia, you’re going into the past, how you used to do things, how you used to get through things. The And brings you outside of that. It opens the field. And it’s not a contradiction to have both, where you’re in your trap and you’re free of it.
That in itself changes the entire energy dynamic, without having to work at it. It changes how all the energies come in, because previously the gravity held you into a very tight energy coding. In the And, you have both. And then what happens from there is there’s a natural movement or a preference to one or the other. You don’t have to even choose it. It just naturally comes to you in a much grander way.
Merabh – Coexisting in the And
So now let’s do the merabh. Let’s take a good deep breath.
(music begins)
A lot of what we’ve talked about over the past 25 years has been theoretical, philosophical. Not all, but a lot of it. We’ve talked about great concepts.
After our new sentience event back in September, after See Change, the change is that now it becomes experiential. You’ve prepped for it, you’ve learned about it, and now it comes into your life.
There’s a sentience in the And. Sentience is awareness, a feeling that doesn’t need a lot of words. It’s a knowingness, but that’s not quite right. Knowingness almost sounds mental.
It’s truly a sensual feeling. And that’s one of the things that comes with the whole thing with the And, the Great And. A new Sentience arises.
It’s obvious and natural because you’ve been closed down for a long time with a one-way gravity, a gravitational force that brings things in. So, the Sentience has been limited to that as well, closed down.
In the And, the new sentience comes in.
It couldn’t have come in before because, again, you were very narrow. But now, in the And, you open up.
Gravity, aerotheon, is the environment in which it happens. It’s not gravity necessarily that’s actually doing it; it’s the environment. It’s the landscape. Now the landscape opens up, and it allows sentience to open up.
(pause)
The And is the very thing that comes in to do it. Again, we’re not trying to dissolve away paradoxes, and there’s no need for resolution.
Feel into that for a moment, no need for resolution. What a concept.
You have a relationship issue, for instance, or a financial issue, a health issue, a problem with a family member, you’re not happy with your work. Whatever it is – whatever it is – the And is arriving.
It’s not that you have to force it or anything. It’s just arriving. And suddenly you realize, “I don’t have to resolve that issue. I merely need to be more aware of what’s in the field, the potentials.” That’s it. That’s it.
Can you imagine not having to resolve issues?
Even issues within yourself – self-worth, your spirituality or whatever you want to call it, your awareness.
You don’t have to resolve issues of “Am I a Master or not?” You’re not. And you are.
Now, in this merabh, I want you to allow. The And is coming anyway, but I want you to allow it. Consciously, as a human, allow it to come into your life.
And to allow coexistence, human and divine, lost and found. Whatever issue might be in your life, the And of it.
Not worthy of love, and worthy of tremendous love.
No physical energy, and all the energy you need, because it’s all yours.
Allow the coexistence. Not choosing one or the other.
Later on, we’ll talk about what happens, how energy patterns, codes and flows. But for right now, not having to choose one or the other. It’s the And. No resolution.
The human mind demands resolution, for the most part. The human seeks resolution.
You want problems solved, and if it can’t be solved, you bury it away somewhere so you don’t have to address it. But in the great And, no need for resolution.
You’ll realize that the energy itself will find the resolution, not you. The energy finds the resolution, and it’s really not resolution. It’s really balance.
Let’s take a good deep breath, allowing the And. No matter what issue you’re facing that’s up ahead on the path, no matter what it might look like right now, no matter how daunting that issue might be, there’s the And.
(pause)
Instead of being trapped, you’re free. Or you’re both, actually, trapped and And.
And don’t say, “Well, I don’t want the trapped part anymore. I’m trying to get away from that.” No, allow it. Allow it to coexist. Because in that, where the two meet, in the coexistence between being trapped and being free, is the great beauty, the true gem. The true understanding, and it makes wisdom come much, much faster.
No, we’re not trying to get rid of the trapped. We’re coexisting with it. From there, you don’t have to worry that you’ll always be trapped, even in the And. There’s another dynamic that comes into play that we’ll talk about. But right now, coexistence. “I’m trapped. I’m free.”
“I’m young and I’m old.”
“I’m lost. I am found.”
“I’m masculine and feminine.”
“I’m not trying to resolve anything, just allowing the coexistence.”
And all the while, your field opens. It opens not so that you can make a choice between the two. It opens because it’s aware of both. It opens because it’s your nature that the And exists.
What is And? Potentials.
Let’s take a deep breath together, inviting in the And.
(pause)
No conflict. No contradiction. No friction or resistance. And as you do, you open yourself.
Let’s take a good, deep breath together.
(pause)
Good, deep breath together into the And. No force. No push, just allowing.
The And, the great And, is going to be the biggest dynamic in your life this year.
Good, deep breath into the And.
“I am asleep. I am awake.”
“I am that I am.” Good, deep breath.
Life is crazy. It’s chaotic. It’s painful. And all is well in all of creation.
With that, I am Adamus of Sovereign Domain. A delight to be here sharing all of this with each and every one of you.
Happy New Year and Happy New Year. Thank you. Thank you.