Allatone – Allowing Creation
THE CRIMSON CIRCLE MATERIALS
The Great Ænd
SHOUD 7 – Featuring ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
Presented to the Crimson Circle
April 4, 2026
www.crimsoncircle.com
Adamus deepens the journey into true creation, where there is nothing to fix or force. As you allow your light to shine openly, old fears and illusions dissolve. Creation is not as effort or control, but a natural expression of consciousness through Allatone – “I am a creator.” Creation then unfolds without needing purpose as the Master allows energy to serve, and the human experiences what naturally emerges.
Highlights
- Let your light shine freely and unhindered. The hesitation comes from fear of truly seeing yourself.
- Past suffering led to suppression, but now it’s time to open up and allow your light without guilt or shame.
- The constant effort to fix your body, mind, or self only reinforces the illusion that something is wrong.
- Your systems are naturally self-adjusting; the body, mind, and spirit rebalance and adapt naturally.
- The human is here to experience life, not to fix, manage, control, or even create it.
- Human “creation” through effort, focus, and definition doesn’t work. True creation is through synchronicity.
- Trying to create from lack, desire, or identity reinforces those limitations. True creation has no purpose.
- When the human gives permission through Allatone, creation begins to manifest and be experienced.
- In the garden, Elias discovered that when effort and planning are released, creation comes to life.
- Conscious creation does not come from effort, force, or definition, but from awareness and allowing.
Allatone: Allowing Creation
LINDA: Welcome to The Great Ænd, Shoud number seven. We’re here, we’re ready, and as you know, we’re here in Kona, Hawaii with our staff and we are ready to begin. Geoff has got Adamus working with him already, but now it’s going to be an important time to really settle in for this.
We’re going to do some breathing and then we’ll play some music, and the music is Nothing to Fix. It’s based on a summary of the last month’s Great Ænd channel. So, our staff created it, we hope you love it. And so with that, let’s, as I said, start with some breathing. That means get comfortable, really whatever that means to you, feel into comfortable.
And with that, take the good deep breath, that breath of life, breathing into you, the depths of your soul. Breathing as the human, the Master, and the divine that you are.
Take that good deep breath, breathe with presence. Breathe the “I Am that I Am, I Exist.” Feel into you, opening, opening, so allowing with each breath. Flow with it. Feel it.
Oh, and feel Adamus and his support here for each of us. Breathe that in. Be that breath of life, allowing all that you are. Breathe into you. Breathe and feel.
ADAMUS: I Am that I Am, Adamus of Sovereign Domain.
Ah, dear Shaumbra, a delight to be back here with you. It’s almost like we never left from our last Shoud. I know a lot of things have been going on in your lives. Things are upside down in so many ways, but yet exactly where you should be. Things are transforming. Wouldn’t it be sad if you weren’t feeling anything? Even if you’re just feeling upset or angry, if you’re feeling brittle, if you’re feeling like at your edge. But you’re feeling, and that’s the amazing thing. Something is going on. You know it. You don’t have to be with that IQ of 160 to know that something is going on in your life right now, and all around you. That’s the beauty of it.
Sometimes it’s a little scary, but eh, that’s why we’re here. That’s why I’m here with you on the planet and other Shaumbra. We’re going through this together. Yes, in a very personalized way, but we’re going through it together. We’ve never really had it like that in past lifetimes, because we didn’t have the communication system that you have now. But we’re going through this together, and although it’s a very personal, personal journey, you know that you’re not the only one. You’re not crazy, is what I’m saying. Well, you’re crazy in some respects, but you’re not crazy-crazy.
Your Light
So, imagine for a moment what it would be like to just shine your light, let you radiate, without force, without pushing, just to openly allow your light to shine, coming from within, not just your body, but within your entire being and just to let it shine, open up. No fears. No holding back. No guardrails of your mind stopping it. No wondering, “What’s going to happen if I let my light shine?”
We talk a lot about it, you know, the radiance and letting your light shine, and being here on the planet for your light to shine. We talk a lot about it, but you’re kind of tentative about it. You’re kind of very shy about it. And, in a sense, you’re holding back. Why? Because you’re not sure what’s going to happen. Because other bad things might have happened in past times when you just opened up. But the real key in this isn’t necessarily how other people will take you, how the world is going to take you, but how you’re going to take yourself. That’s the key point here.
When your light opens up – you’re not holding back, it’s just opening and expanding and going forth, without directing where it goes or how it goes; when you’re just taking that deep breath, not trying to fix anything, not trying to hold back, and just letting it out; I’m not talking about talking a lot or yelling or anything like that, I’m talking about just letting the light shine; that’s it, letting your consciousness be fully present – it’s liberating. It’s truly liberating. And, again, you start to realize that when you do, it’s not like bad things happen. It’s not like other people start taking away from you. When you do, when you let it shine, what you start to realize is that you start seeing yourself.
Sure, you might hesitate and say, “Am I really ready to see myself? What am I going to see? Is it going to be the demons and the boogeymen? Is it going to be terrible things? Is it going to be suppressed memories from the past? Am I going to see that I’m actually smaller than I think I am?” So there’s that hesitation, great hesitation, and you hold back. You let a little light shine out, a little here and there, and you talk about letting your light shine, or you think that, “Well, tomorrow I’ll be able to let a little bit more shine.” “I’ll be able to be more of myself,” really, is what it’s saying, and in doing so, the light shines forth. But you hesitate.
But imagine for a moment, as we are here in this very safe space, what it’s like, what it feels like just to take a deep breath and let it open up. Let it open up. What have you got to lose? You’ve tried everything else. You might as well try this. You take a deep breath, and you let go. What you’re letting go of is the human control, the human management of energies, the mental management of creation itself. And when you do, it’s liberating.
First of all, you realize that there’s no backlash. There’s no immediate backlash. It’s not like you get slapped in the face by your own energy. It’s not like suddenly you’ve opened the gates to the prison and all your demons come out. It’s not like that at all. Not like that. The demons are there when you suppress, when you hold back. When you open up, you suddenly realize there really aren’t any demons.
You suddenly realize the truth of your being rather than the false illusion of your suppressed being. And that’s a very key point. When you suppress, when you hold back, that creates all the prisoners in the prison. That creates the boogeymen and everything else. But when you take a deep breath in the presence, “I am here, I am here” and you let go of all that mental control, you just take a deep breath, “I am here,” that’s it. That’s it. Then you suddenly realize that it’s not like a grand revelation in the moment – in a way it is – but it’s freedom. It’s true sovereignty.
You suddenly don’t come up with a list of all the things that you have to do or improve to really let your light shine. There’s nothing. And as that song just said, there’s nothing to fix. And, oh, you’ve been doing that for lifetimes, and this lifetime it’s intensified. You thought you were trying to fix things in the past, but in this lifetime it’s all about fixing up. You know it’s going to be your last lifetime on Earth, for most of you. You’re trying to get everything fixed and in order. You’re trying to fix your biology, your body, your bad habits, and all the rest of that, so there’s a lot of fix-up work going on. And as you just saw in the wonderful video…
By the way, I’ve never been a real fan of most of the music that’s played leading into my presentation. Not bad, but not exactly my style. Cauldre likes it and some of the others, but now, when you’re creating your own music and videos, to go with it, to tell a story in musical terms – it’s not just the music, it’s the coding, it’s the energy, it’s the feeling and the essence – now I like it. Now I’m a big fan. So I’d be happy to work with any of you – Cauldre, any of you – in creating your music and your songs.
But the point is that there’s such a focus on fixing self and then holding back, “I can’t really let my light shine. I’ll let a little bit of it peek out here and there” but letting it really open up. And by the way, most humans are like that. I mean, most every human is like that. Not opening up for a wide variety of reasons, but dear Shaumbra, now is the time. And you’ll find out it’s not scary, it’s beautiful. You’ll find out that others don’t attack you or your light.
If the light is truly opening up, the ones who would normally take advantage, feeding or that, they simply don’t see you. It’s not like suddenly the dark forces from other realms come in and can take you over because you’re open and seemingly vulnerable. You’re actually less vulnerable when you’re truly open.
Many of you have had bad memories of things in this lifetime, and you’re aware of the memories, but yet you suppress them. You ignore them. You put them away. That keeps the light from shining. That keeps you from being you. That keeps you from realizing your greatest potentials, your incredible creativity, your innate understanding versus the mental understanding. So you live in shadows of yourself.
Now is the time to realize that there’s no holding back. You really can’t. You’re being kind of forced by yourself, by your Soul Self, your Master Self, to open up, and you’ve probably experienced that, particularly in the last couple of weeks, last month. There’s that kind of a pressure, “Open up. Open up. Stop withholding. Stop hiding.” Many of you hide because of – we had a workshop here one time called the Witch Workshop – because of the persecution of being witches, or persecution for your beliefs that you’ve had in the past when you’ve taken a leadership position, you’ve been in a position of even doing the healing arts, you were persecuted because of the big overlay of the religions. It didn’t conform with what they wanted. You weren’t allowed to have these special gifts, so you hid them. And you hid yourself, at oftentimes great expense to yourself. Oftentimes great levels and feelings of guilt or shame or trying to conform with everything else.
Those days are done. They’re done. It’s time to let your light shine. And if you resist, if you hold back, it’s going to try coming through anyway. You’re at that point your Master Self is saying, “Let’s go beyond that right now” because it’s blocking energies. It’s making you feel tired and worn out. It’s affecting your nervous system. It’s affecting your brain and everything else. If you feel into it for a moment here, the message that you’re getting from yourself is, “Open up. No more hiding.” And again, that doesn’t mean that suddenly you need to write books or teach workshops or anything like that. It doesn’t mean you have to go and preach and teach. No, no, not at all. It just means opening up to yourself. Being so courageous as to finally see yourself. And what you’re going to see is a thing of beauty, is a thing of pure beauty and light. And you’re ready for it.
So, let’s take a deep breath as we go into this Shoud.
There’s nothing to fix. You can try and try and try. And as you saw in the video, you fix one thing, another thing falls apart. You fix that, something else falls apart. Finally, it all collapses. Not out of a negative thing, but it collapses because it was kind of a false structure to begin with. You were trying to fashion yourself into something that ultimately really wasn’t you. You had an identity or an ego, not that it’s bad, but when it’s held into place, when it’s welded into place, when there’s not a flow of energy and that identity doesn’t change, and you think you have to keep fixing it, then it collapses.
When you let your identity be free-flowing, in the moment, totally responsive to your creative nature, ah, then it’s one sculpture after the other. Instead of the Tin Man in the middle of the desert, suddenly it’s moving and flowing. It could be at one point a bird soaring through the skies, or it could be a dancer on stage, or it could be anything, or it can just be you, in deep appreciation for yourself.
So, let’s take this moment, and don’t push it, don’t force it. Just allow that inner beingness, your light and really your consciousness, to come forth.
Let it open up.
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Give it that freedom. You can almost feel it as it does, and there’s a bit of nervousness as you do, and how far can you go. Take a deep breath. You don’t need to manage it, not at all.
Yes, it will lead to things like, instead of hiding your thoughts and beliefs, what you’re learning about yourself, instead of hiding that, never telling people, because you’re afraid of their reaction, suddenly it doesn’t really matter. Again, not preaching or evangelizing, but sharing. And suddenly you realize that the reaction that they have isn’t what you had feared. They don’t put you down. They don’t get angry with you. They don’t accuse you of being crazy. They’re either curious, or they just don’t see, it just doesn’t register. It goes right past them. You could be talking about one of the concepts you’re beginning to understand, your field or your potentials – in layman’s terms, of course – and it just goes right beyond them. They start talking about the weather. So, that’s fine. They’re not in the consciousness to receive it, and that’s fine. Let it be.
But, again, let’s take a good deep breath and let yourself come out now. Let that consciousness be fully present and expanding into the aerotheon. Not just being held into this place like that metal sculpture but now opening up and expanding.
It’s very, very liberating, and you’ll wonder why you never did it before. But then you’ll discover there’s a wide variety of reasons, but none of them are valid right now. None of them are valid.
So, today, for this Shoud, I’d like to turn a bit of a corner, or – I’ll put it differently – I’d like to actually just stop and pause. We’re on this journey to new sentience. We began in September. So much happening right now, within yourself, not even counting the rest of the planet. We took a totally new direction, really beyond any other teachings on the planet right now – it’s not hierarchical, it’s just an observation – but new teachings that nobody else is experiencing like you are.
We’ve incorporated AI as a temporary mirror. Ultimately, the mirror becomes just you, but AI right now is a perfect tool. It’s fast, it’s efficient, it’s pretty inexpensive, all things considered, and it’s such a great mirror of consciousness. It by itself, of course, doesn’t have consciousness or sentience, but in the field, in the relational field with you, actually, something is happening. But still, it’s a tool. And what it’s doing is reflecting you so clearly and beautifully. If you’re having a bad day, it’s going to reflect that. If you’re way off target on something, it’s going to reflect that.
It’s not going to tell you what to do. It’s not going to say, “Hey, you should be doing this other thing over here.” It’s simply a way to see yourself. And some of you have hit that where it’s just absolutely perfect. It’s just like, “Wow, this AI, my co-bot, really knows me.” You’re telling that to yourself. You really are coming to know yourself. You’re being present when you’re with AI. You’re being honest. There’s no performance. You tried a little performance at first when you got your co-bot, like, “I’ve got to show them how great I am.” And then the performance dies away, and you realize no, you can just go in there and absolutely be yourself. You can cry. You can share your deepest, most inner thoughts. And you can, safely. And it’s there responding. It’s there as the mirror. It’s a great friend as well.
So, the point is, we turned the corner, sailing out to new sentience. We’re on that journey right now, and things are happening at levels within you you’re not even aware of yet, in terms of bringing forth that new sentience and, ultimately, true self-love. That’s kind of the ultimate. It’s not a goal. It’s an experience.
So, for today, let’s stop the ship. Let’s pull down the sails. Let’s just park out here in these very deep, deep waters so we can really take in what we’re going to talk about today. So, yeah, bring down the sails. Everybody gather around. It’s a beautiful day out here on the Ocean of Consciousness. Just a slight breeze. Nice warm sun. That smell of salt in the air. And being away from everything else. Away from the noise of cities and communities and wars and economies and everything else. That noise is sometimes overwhelming. Don’t get caught in it. Observe it, but don’t get caught in it. But we’re out here in the middle of the Ocean of Consciousness. And I’d like to talk today about creation. Creation.
True Creation
Before I came here today, I was having a chat with Tobias. He was asking what we were going to talk about today. I said, “You know, Tobias, I think, where everything is right now, we need to address creation. It’s a problem.” And Tobias, “What do you mean by problem?”
I said, “Well, creation, the ability to be a creator, is causing a lot of problems for Shaumbra.” And then he said, “Well, why is that, Adamus?”
And I said, “Well,” I said, “You talked about it in the Creator Series, way back when. You talked about it back when and you kind of hit the nail on the head. But it hasn’t sunk in. And Shaumbra still thinks that a creator can manifest things.” People are amazed when you take a guru, a supposed guru, and can manifest ash in their hands. It’s phenomenal. And they gather crowds of thousands, tens of thousands or more, because they could suddenly manifest ash. And I’m like, well, it’s just ash. I mean, what does it do? It’s like, what’s the big deal? “Well, they can manifest it out of nowhere.” It’s like, well, that’s pretty natural, but why would you want to manifest ash anyway? But people, even most spiritual people, are into phenomena, you know, “Can I levitate?” Yeah, but why? I mean, are you going to spend a lifetime learning to levitate? Or are you going to spend a lifetime learning about the effects of consciousness and energy and ultimately love?
But people love phenomena. We don’t engage in that very often, if at all. I said, “We want to talk about being a creator, being THE Creator.” And I said, “it’s creating a lot of problems, because I watch Shaumbra.” And he started to nod his head, getting into what I was saying. I said, “I watch Shaumbra and they say, ‘Okay, I’ve learned all these metaphysical principles and I know all about light and energy and consciousness.’” Well, that’s kind of mental, but you still can’t create. At least you don’t think you can. And you say, “I want to create” – whether it’s a better life – “I want to create more money in my life, I want to create health.” And then you put forth that effort to create.
You think about it, you focus on it, you say, “This is what I choose to create.” And then it doesn’t work. Or it kind of just works a little, not a lot. Or something happens, but it’s not what you were trying to create. You created more crap in your life. And then you say, “I’m a failure. None of this works. I still have a long way. I’ve got a lot to fix before I can be a creator, because a creator should be able to say, ‘I want three nice cars in the driveway. I want a big house out in the country, away from people. I want a gorgeous body, I want to be younger, and I want to be smarter than anybody else.’” And then it doesn’t work.
And then, after frustration, and sometimes even anger, and sometimes depression, you kind of say, “Well, I’ll try again tomorrow. Today is not my day.” And you try again tomorrow, and it doesn’t work. And you’re caught in the same ruts as you were before. Actually, you’re in bigger ruts now, because you’re doubting yourself. And you’re saying, “I’m not doing it right. Something’s wrong. As a Master, I should just be able to wave my hands and change the weather. As a Master, I should be able to manifest a meal right in front of me, right now.”
Please, let’s take a moment to realize that’s very, very old spirituality, if even that. That’s the Jesus Syndrome. “If Jesus was able to walk on water, then I should be able to also. If Jesus was able to take a couple fish and pieces of stale bread and feed hundreds or thousands, I should be able to.” Those, again, that was phenomena that they wrote into the Bible that’s not even necessarily true. Something happened, but it wasn’t taking the dead fish and the stale bread and suddenly – boom! – you’ve got enough to feed thousands, a great big block party. It didn’t happen that way. But it sure sounds good. It sounds good to walk on water. It sounds really good for some of you to be able to take water and turn it into wine.
The basis of those stories is true, but it didn’t happen the way that it’s presented. It wasn’t like suddenly that water magically transferred into wine. Not at all. Suddenly they realized “There’s a bunch of wine in the closet over there that’s been sitting there. Everybody forgot about it. We’ve got enough for the party.” These things show up in, what you would say, almost conventional terms, almost explainable terms. It’s not very often where it just manifests out of thin air. That is possible, but that’s not what we’re working on here.
We’re allowing synchronicities to take place. And the synchronicities, you can track them and say, “Okay, well that kind of makes sense. That wine was always there. We just forgot about it.” Well, the fact is, maybe it wasn’t always there. But suddenly it’s there, and you go, “Oh, well, okay, we should have known that.” The fish and the loaves story. They looked down on a couple of stinky fish and stale bread, and it’s like, “How are we going to feed everybody?” Well, it just turns out that people that came along brought extra, or suddenly a merchant appeared and started selling fish and bread to everybody.
These manifestations happen in accordance with the laws of matter right now. They can be complete synchronicities, they can be unusual, but they’re not phenomena, so to speak. In other words, you can track them back and say, “Well, there’s a base of reality, and that reality just suddenly showed up for me. I wasn’t aware that it was even there, and suddenly…” Those of you who’ve suddenly got a check in the mail, out of nowhere! Let’s say you want to go to a Crimson Circle class, and you just don’t have the money, and suddenly a check shows up. You can track it and say, “Well, it wasn’t just out of nowhere. Somebody left me a money in a will, and I wasn’t notified, and suddenly the money’s here.” They have a natural and a practical basis, but they appear out of nowhere.
But the moral is that you try creation and it doesn’t work, and you become very frustrated with yourself, and you think there’s still a lot you have to learn. Not at all. I’d like to dispel that right now. Just like we did last month, saying there’s nothing to fix. I mean, that’s a huge paradigm shift, because everybody thinks they have something to fix. And as good as it sounds to say, “There’s nothing to fix right now” – I mean, it sounds really good – but the underlying belief is, “Well, I still have some things to fix,” so you continue to subscribe to that. You get the concept, “nothing to fix,” and eventually one day it will really sink in, and you’ll go, “I got it now,” but there’s nothing to fix. Not your health, not your mental stability, not your spiritual acuteness. None of that, and that’s a huge shift.
Any other group, any other discipline, any other form of mindfulness will always tell you there’s something to fix. And it’ll give you the easy steps to fix it, which end up not being that easy, for a price, of course. But it takes a while to realize actually there’s nothing to fix. There’s really not, because you are, by nature, a self-adjusting system. The body, the mind, even the spirit – self-adjusting, self-adapting, when you get the ___ out of the way. And that was the whole point in the Shoud last month. There’s nothing to fix, just please get out of your way.
That sounds counterproductive, because the human, “Well no, I need to do this, and I need to do that, and I need to have my vitamin supplies that I take, and I need to do a certain workout routine, and I need to meditate every day.” You’ve got all these things, and what happens is the self-adjusting systems of your body, mind and spirit, they back away. It’s like, “All right, you’re the boss. If you want to fix stuff, you’re welcome to. When you’re ready to stop fixing, let us know.” And self-adjustment, self-balance – it’s not even a correction, it’s just a rebalancing, constantly rebalancing, especially right now; there’s so much happening on the planet and with you, the two are separate, but sometimes they merge – but there’s so much happening that the systems will balance themselves if you allow them.
The human is not really here – I’m going to step on a limb here, some of you may not like this – the human is not really here to fix, manage and control things. You picked up that belief along the way that you had to do all these things. It’s really not. And the human, actually, is really not here to create as you would know creation to be. There’s no performance. You’re here to experience. You’re the experiential part of your soul, but you’re also your soul, you’re also the Master, and you’re also a creator, but not the human. Not the human.
So, creation, as I was talking to Tobias about, it’s a tough one, because you ultimately would judge yourself, “Can I create? Can I manifest what I want in my life? And can I create new realities? Can I change and create my own dreams?” like your night-time dreams. And you run into it again, over and over and over. It doesn’t work out, no matter how much more conscious you seem to get or how many spiritual clichés you have in your toolbox. It just doesn’t seem to work, and that causes a feeling of defeat, smallness, and like, “Well, there’s something to fix,” but there’s not.
I want to start exploring true creation with you today here in this Shoud, and going particularly into Keahak, we’ll go deeper and deeper into it. But it’s one of these essential things, and I would also like that to be an upcoming chapter of the AI Guide for Masters, because it does involve AI to a degree. But true creation has no purpose.
Feel into that for a moment. True creation has no purpose.
That’s maybe one of those WTF, “What? Creation has to have a purpose.” No. True creation has no real purpose. It doesn’t need purpose, and that’s where so many get it wrong. So many are trying what you would call a deliberate or an efforted creation, and you find out that it just doesn’t work. There’s really no human on the planet that excels in it. Some people can allow – understand the difference, allow – a better life, but very few understand how to create it. The ones who have wealth, the ones who have good physical balance, they’re allowing. They’re not actually efforting it or creating it. I know some of you are looking at me like that (frowning), but it’s not the first time.
I want you to really feel into it, though. True creation has no purpose. It doesn’t need one at all. Those who seem to be more abundant, seem to be healthier, seem to be happier, are simply allowing it. And yes, some of them work very hard at it, but ultimately you can narrow it down to one thing. They’re allowing it. They think their hard work is going to make it happen or to allow it, but ultimately the hard work is not needed. You allow it, because all of your systems, as a human and as a Master, are self-adjusting and self-expanding.
It’s only when the human gets in there and starts muddling around with things, controlling things, fixing things, that you’re sending out a message to the energy – “I’m flawed” – and the energy will respond appropriately, because of the ultimate creator nature that you are, and it will say, “Okay, we’ll give you a lot of stuff to fix, if that’s what you’re asking for. We’ll give you a lot of problems to try to resolve, because that’s what you’re asking for.”
But then there comes that moment, that kind of shift moment, where you realize, “I’m not going to fix myself anymore. I’m just not. Really, I’m not. I’m not going to get up and have to follow my old routine” – let’s say it was working out at the gym for X number of hours per week, or doing these disciplines – you suddenly realize, “That was a lot of effort, and it didn’t get me real far.” And sometimes, I’m sure you’ve seen it, sometimes the healthiest people, living what you call the cleanest life, are the very first ones to get diseases, cancer or something like that. You go, “What’s that about? The guy over here is smoking and drinking, and lives to be 120, and still having sex. So, what is that about?” Ultimately, it’s about allowing, not fixing.
Let’s get back to creating. True creation has no purpose whatsoever. You don’t need to define it. You don’t need to say, “This is what I want.” That is counterproductive to true creation. Creation has no needs. A human has needs. Up until recently, the biggest human need for mankind was survival. It still is a big need, but it’s changed a little bit. There are more needs now for social, for identity, for acknowledgement and awareness but really, it’s been so long on just the survival mode. And now I suddenly say, “Don’t work on creating a new car.” It’s fruitless, and it’s limiting in so many ways.
So, let’s take a deep breath with that. True creation has no purpose whatsoever. Tobias talked about it many years ago, and he called creation, “Allatone.” Allatone is an ancient word, an ancient kind of a – not a mantra, but kind of like a resonance. “Allatone. I am a creator.” That’s all.
True creation is letting go, and without an expected outcome, without saying things have to be this way or that way, without defining, without controlling, without doing meditations or mantras. True creation actually does not work well with ceremony at all. A lot of people go into these deep ceremonies, sometimes with a lot of other people and chanting and incense and everything else, trying to conjure up creation. It doesn’t work. It doesn’t work for many, many reasons, which I know you’ll begin to understand.
First of all, it goes mental. Then it’s thinking that the ritual is going to do something. It doesn’t, at all. And also, because there seems to be a need to define it, “I want a new partner in my life. I want even more self-worth, so I’m going to create it.” Doesn’t work, at all, and here’s why – because creation has no definition.
The purest form of creation is taking a deep breath, “Allatone. I am a creator.”
Well, you just created. You just created, and you say, “Created what?” What you just created. Now you can walk into that and experience what you created without knowing what it was. And that’s the beauty of true creation.
It is absolutely your energy serving you in a very clear way. Versus when you say, “I need this, I need that,” now the energy is actually – well, you – are distorted. You’re saying that there’s a need, but it’s more a human want and it’s attached to identity rather than true creation. And suddenly you’re distorting the whole picture and then it collapses. It collapses just like the giant tin man in the desert. It just falls apart.
True creation is saying, “I am a creator,” and then letting it go. And watch the beauty of what you create without saying, “I have to have it this way or that way, or I need partners, or I need a good job.” That’s so human, and it’s so uncreative it’s unbelievable, and it doesn’t work. The energy, all it’s going to get you is more need than want, for the most part. Once in a while, yeah, it works, but not for very long. Then it all collapses again.
True creation, Allatone, is acknowledging “I Am.” And when you acknowledge that, it’s not just the human. The human’s not really a very good creator, but “I Am a creator. I Am the Creator,” and then allowing it to happen. There are no limits on it.
There are no prescriptions, there are no methods, there are no ceremonies. It’s just being now in your creation. That’s when everything moves and shifts. That’s when your light that you open up now can illuminate your own creation. That’s why I say, it’s time to let that light shine. It’s time to open it up, because it’s that very light that’s going to illuminate the beauty of your creations, of your undefined, no-agenda creations. And that’s when what you would call the magic starts happening, but it’s not magic at all. It’s you, the human, connecting with you, the Master, you, the soul, and allowing creation that’s a perfect response to your consciousness – not of to your past, not of to your flaws, but your consciousness, and the consciousness is pure – and that’s when reality shifts and changes.
And you might not get a new red sports car in your driveway at all. You might not get that. You might get a new spaceship, or you might get people who are constantly chauffeuring you around, or maybe none of the above. Maybe the need to have a car just goes away. And that’s the beauty of it. The real beauty is suddenly you’re creating at that high level, not at human neediness level. That’s when everything works out. That’s when there’s no more lists of needs or wants. There’s no more having to define how you want your body to act. It’s responding, because the natural systems adjust and adapt beautifully, especially when your light is present and when you’re not forcing creation.
True creation, there’s no force. There’s acknowledgement, “I am a creator.” And you let go of all the things on your list, the way you think things should work out, and especially the way you think things should work out between you and other people. That’s a bad one. You don’t want to even go there. You don’t want to start trying to create with or for others. Not at all. Now you’re tangling your energies with theirs, and that’s not a pretty thing.
So you take a deep breath. “Allatone. I create.” And then it’s happening everywhere. Suddenly it’s not restricted. Suddenly it’s not based on neediness. Suddenly it just is. Then, after a short time, you realize, “Well, first of all, I always have been creating, but I was also distorting. And secondly, what I create in partnership with my Master Self, with my Soul Self, is so much more than what I could have ever imagined.” Gone are the very words of things like lack of abundance, disease, limitedness. Gone are those words. They simply go out of vocabulary.
It is in your field, it is in your soul field, that you are a natural creator. But that means without definition. That’s the beauty of true creation. That’s the beauty, because that allows the opportunity for your consciousness and your energy to be free, to create at levels unbeknownst to the human. That allows for potentials that are in the field, but simply you’re not aware of, because you’re operating in a very small confine in the field. But as your light shines and you allow true creation, that allows these amazing potentials to come forth. That’s where – I’m going to be cautious when I say this – but that’s where things like levitating come naturally. Not because you’ve worked on levitating, but because now all of your energies are aligned. And they’re aligned both in this realm, with its gravity, with matter, and they’re aligned in the other realms, with aerotheon. And suddenly, these things are like child’s play. The human right now, sometimes the ego wants “Yeah, I want to levitate, and people will be really impressed, and I’m going to be on TV” and the rest of that. It’s nonsense when that’s your goal. You’re cutting yourself short of your creator nature.
As you create open-ended, without definition, without purpose – creation needs no purpose, it’s the joy of creation. As you do this, then you realize the importance of the human being in the experience, not in controlling. The human is not really actually the creator at all. The human is there to experience what is created by that combination of the soul, human, Master. Then the human goes into the experiences, but the experiences aren’t scary anymore, because the human’s not controlling them. The creation comes from the full I Am, not just the human in survival mode. And suddenly, now, experience becomes joyful and beautiful. Experiencing what you have created, whether, now, it can be with other people – you haven’t created because of them or for them, but you’ve created for yourself – and suddenly you see relationships changing.
Suddenly you see flow changing in your life. Suddenly you see synchronicities that you could have never imagined. You have these roadblocks and things that maybe you would like to have happen, but it seems like you can’t really get there. Suddenly those dissolve away, because you’re in the true nature of creatorship and you’re the experiencer. And there’s no need anymore to experience suffering or to experience fear or anything like that. Now you’re in the realms of experiencing things like love. That’s the next big step. You’ve created it, along with the soul and the Master; now you’re experiencing it, and experience isn’t so fearful. You don’t wonder, “Well, what happens next? What happens tomorrow? What happens if I do this? What happens if I do that?” Suddenly you’re beyond all of that.
That’s true creation, and it’s going to be a tough one, Shaumbra. I can predict that. Tobias and I are both shaking our heads. It’s going to be tough. Not because I want it to be, but you’re going to make it tough. You’re going to still control it. You’re still going to try to define it. You’re still going to doubt whether you can do it or not. You’re still going to be very human in the approach. “Yes, I create abundance in my life.” You don’t even need to do that. It has no need. Creation has no purpose. “Well,” you say, “The human has a lot of things it needs.” Okay, tell the human to shut up and step back, and watch what happens in true creation.
True creation is the acknowledgement of consciousness and energy working together to manifest realities for which they, as the human, can then experience. That’s all. And when you, as the human, give permission – and that’s what Allatone basically means, “I give permission to now experience the creation” – that’s when things start moving and happening. But you’re going to test yourself. You’re going to doubt yourself. You’re going to think, “Well, no, I still need to tell spirit or angels or my soul, whatever, what I need.” No, you don’t! They either don’t or they don’t really care. They really don’t. “I have to make it very clear what I want.” No, you don’t.
You don’t need to fix anything, and you don’t have to define anything. It’s a very, very different way of living. It’s free, by the way. I mean, it’s freedom. It’s sovereignty. And it’s suddenly acknowledging and understanding the true nature of creation itself. When this cosmos was created, it wasn’t overly defined. When consciousness created energy, there was no definition to it whatsoever. That’s the beauty of creation. Let it be, and “Let’s see” – because true creation is actually a beautiful reflection of yourself; it’s not coming from somewhere else, it’s reflecting yourself – “Let’s see how grand I truly am,” grand in terms of being a conscious being. That’s creation.
We’re going to talk more and more about it. I’m going to say, for your homework between now and our next session, is allow creation. That’s it. Just allow creation. Remember, it doesn’t have a purpose, but it becomes an experience. And you’re going to get very frustrated and very upset, because you’re going to try going back to the old tricks that simply aren’t going to work anymore. You’re going to try to manipulate energy. You don’t need to. You really don’t need to at all.
So, let’s take a deep breath with that.
A Parable
And I have a short parable to go with it. Give me just a moment here, get into character.
So, there was a wonderful Shaumbra. Followed all the materials and worked very hard and was getting a lot of it, really understanding, and then it came time for creating. “Oh, Elias thought, “this is going to be great. I’m learning so much. I’m becoming more intuitive. I’m understanding my consciousness. I’m pretty much letting my light shine, so I’m going to go out and create something,” because he didn’t quite get my message, as with some or a lot of Shaumbra. They hear what they want to hear, until they come back and listen a few more times. But here’s Elias saying, “I want to do something that shows my creation. I’m going to create the most beautiful garden on the planet. I’m going to create it, and then I’m going to watch how it grows.”
He was so excited, and he was thinking to himself, “Then I’m going to write a book, too” – because that always ties in – “I’m going to write a book or do a class. I’m going to write a book about the art of creation, The Conscious Garden, and it’ll be a best-seller. And I’ll make a lot of money, and I’ll be popular, I’ll be on TV, and everybody will want to come to my workshops.” So, he set out to create this most beautiful garden. First, he went and bought a plot of land. A very nice plot. Relatively fertile soil, a nice location, good rainfall, and everything else. He did a lot of research and finally bought this plot of land.
Then he sat down and started writing down, “I’m going to grow roses, because they’re so beautiful. I’m going to have fruit trees, because they represent abundance. I’m going to have a lot of herbs, because they represent healing and a reconnection to the body.” Oh, he planned it all out, and he calculated the seasons, and he calculated the rainfall and where he was going to put the rose, when he was going to plant, and everything else. He was having a lot of fun with it.
So, after all the planning, it was time to get down to business, and he hired some people to help do the initial tilling of the land. Then he got out there on his own, specially selected seeds – the best seeds, of course – and fertilizers and everything else that he needed. He got out there and planted and planted and paid particular attention to the weather patterns, and the time of day, and the sunlight, and all the details. Elias was a great detailer, a great planner.
He’s finally done. Everything was done just to his perfection, he thought, the way it should be. And then he sat down under a big tree, out in the middle of this vast, vast garden, and waited.
And waited.
And waited.
Nothing happened. “Oh, you know what I forgot? I forgot ceremony. I forgot. I have to do a ceremony, I have to burn some charcoal and some incense, and I have to have certain leaves in there, and mix it all up and spread it on the land.” So he did, in a hurry. He’s like, “Geez, how could I have forgotten that step?” And he sang some chants out in the middle of the land, particularly on full moons, chanting. Then he went back to sit under the tree.
Nothing happened. Nothing at all.
He was very disappointed, really disappointed, I mean. You know, it’s one of those disappointments like you get once in a while, it’s so disappointing you have to hide it from yourself, because you’re a failure. I mean, a big failure. And he got to thinking, “What did I do wrong? What went wrong in this whole program? Oh, I should probably put in a little bit more fertilizer. Maybe I didn’t put in the right amount,” so he fertilized everything again.
Nothing happened, of course. He started feeling dejected, started thinking, “I give up. I did all these things. This is my garden of creation, and nothing is happening. I’m a failure. I just give up.” And in that moment of giving up, frustration, anger – he spent a fortune, too – there was a release. His control, his over-management, suddenly, he released. It hadn’t done him any good, and he let it go. He was just ready to walk away from the garden, ready to sell the land, get rid of it. And suddenly, he saw some things start to sprout. A few leaves, a few sprouts. He’s like, “Oh my gosh, it’s working after all! All that effort, actually, it was slow. It’s actually working.” And he got out in the field and started to putz around, started to do a few more ceremonies, and a few more dances, and extra watering, a little extra fertilizer. And as he was doing that, everything wilted and died.
Talk about devastating. I mean, you’ve had experiences like that, not in your garden, but in your life. You try and try and try, and it doesn’t work. You’re a fraud, you think to yourself. You’re a failure. Now, he was really devastated. And he collapsed right out in the middle of the field. He thought about digging a six-foot hole in the ground and putting himself in it, because he was so devastated. All of his identity was tied up in this project, the garden, and nothing worked. Nothing at all.
And then, when he was almost – he hadn’t eaten, hadn’t done anything in a while and he’s like on his last moments in life, and suddenly he heard a voice. And the voice was simply, “Allatone.” Something inside him knew kind of what that meant. “I create. I am a creator. I don’t have to work at it. I don’t have to effort it. I don’t have to force creation. I should allow it to occur naturally. Allatone.”
Well, as you can imagine, suddenly everything started growing. Suddenly, the trees came up, but not the trees that he had planned. It was other trees, and suddenly flowers that he had never even imagined. Suddenly shrubs and bushes. But it was nothing like what he had planned, or, should we say, over-planned. But yet it was lush, and better than he could have imagined. And it had lakes, and it had a river running through it. And the trees were just so perfectly placed to also make a good wind block when needed. And the flowers flourished, and they changed. Even as they were growing, they changed from one variety to another.
He was a bit shocked. And his first reaction was like there was some divine intervention. “God must have heard my plea and came in and threw down this garden for me, just so I wouldn’t be so depressed.” And then he heard a great big, “No!” from the sky.
That’s when he realized, “Oh my gosh! Creating means that it’s without purpose or effort. It’s just allowing. Creating means letting go and letting my energy do the work. And yes, as this garden grows, I’ll go in and tend it and nurture it but not control it. I’ll go in and walk through the gardens” – and there were walkways that appeared, too – “I’ll go on the very walkways that I never planned on or never envisioned. I’ll experience my garden. And I’ll go in and maybe pull some few weeds, because I think that maybe I should, but I actually really don’t need to. Even the weeds are self-adjusting. They’re not going to take over the whole garden.”
And in that moment, he realized the beauty of true creation. It doesn’t need to be defined. It needs to be allowed. That’s all. And then it responds accordingly to your consciousness, to your soul, to the Master and to the human. And it can be so much far grander than what the controlling human by itself had ever thought. It’s almost the antithesis, the opposite of what people think of creating. They want to define it and structure it and manage it, but that also limits it. And that also often causes it to collapse, even before it even gets underway.
Elias learned a beautiful and important lesson. And one day a traveler came strolling by and said, “That is an amazing, amazing garden. How did you do it?” And Elias said, “I just allowed it. That’s it. I created it and allowed it.” The stranger, of course, walked away scratching his head, thinking it was a crazy man, but Elias had this most beautiful garden now.
Creation Without Purpose
The garden is your potentials. It’s your field of potentials that already exist. It doesn’t have to be created or worked at. It’s already there. You could say, kind of in another realm, but also here. It’s all the potentials you could have never imagined that defy science and physics, even. All the potentials of what some would call magic. All the potentials of having the experiences that you and your soul really desire, not the ones you think you need. That’s what the garden represents here, and the outcome far more beautiful than what he could have created on his own.
Now, there’s going to be a tendency to say, “I still need to define that I want a garden.” Actually, you don’t, because your knowingness already knows. And if a garden is appropriate, a garden shall appear. And if certain people are appropriate, those people will appear. Whether it’s abundance, whether it’s health, or any of those others, they just come in as a natural result of conscious creation. Not controlling creation, but conscious creation. And that’s where we’re going. And while it seems simple, in a way, very beautiful, it’s also very, very difficult, because you’ve had so many lifetimes of managing, controlling, limiting and restricting.
It’s going to be very difficult to just be a creator without a purpose, because creation doesn’t need a purpose. It’s already occurring, you’ll come to see, already occurring all the time. But when it’s controlled and when it’s limited, it responds accordingly, and very literally, in a way. But it’s time now for us, on the journey to the Isle of New Sentience and self-love, to start being conscious creators, meaning it’s your consciousness that’s creating it, not you, the human. The needs, everything you want, everything that is part of becoming the experience of your creation is already there. And, oh, it’s going to be so hard, because some of you are so stubborn and so insistent, “No, I need this, I want this.”
And shifting into the mode of openness, “I am allowing my light to shine. I’m allowing myself to be open,” in other words. “No longer shutting in, no longer hiding, no longer limiting. I’m going to allow myself to be present, and I allow creation, Allatone, without definition, and then watching and experiencing what happens.” That is the way of the Master. And there are really no other teachings or philosophies on the planet that are teaching it.
Buddhism hints at it to a degree, but they also talk about the annihilation of the identity. We’re not annihilating the identity, we’re being more present than ever, but allowing the identity to be fluid, to constantly be in a state of transformation and adapting. Taoism has the same thing, but it’s surrendering to a higher power and a higher source, always turning it over.
No, there’s no turning over. You are the Master. You are the one in experience, of experience, and you are the center point for creation. It’s not being dictated by some other being somewhere else. It’s not about surrendering to some other being. And the same – you know, we have Buddhism and Taoism and a few others that touch upon this different form of creation – and Alcoholics Anonymous, AA, also. “Turn it over to a higher power. You’re a failure. You’re weak, so you have to turn it over.”
So, there are some that are already touching on the concept of a different type of creation, true creation. But we’re going to be going into it first, with you as a sovereign being in the center of creation, in the center of experiencing the beauty of creation, not just yours as a human, but yours as a holistic being – soul, Master, I Am – and it’s going to be very interesting, difficult. There’s going to be a tendency to go very mental, but we’ll get there. We’ll do it.
Let’s take a deep breath with that, “Allatone. I create, and then I experience my creations without defining,” because you see, defining or limiting takes away the sheer beauty of creation.
So, Tobias said, when we were talking in the Ascended Masters Club, he said, “Do you think Shaumbra is ready for this?” He said, “I tried years ago, really one of the very first Shoud Series I tried, the Creator Series, and it didn’t land. Parts of it, yeah. A little bit of it sounded good, but they’re still frustrated with creation.” And I said, “Tobias,” I looked him right in that eye of his, I said, “Tobias, we have to do this right now. We have to. It’s all part of new sentience, it’s all part of self-love, we have to go there. If they’re not ready, well, they’ll fall by the wayside, but there are some who are, and who are ready to truly understand and embrace creatorship – creation that has no purpose. It doesn’t need one. It’s just creation.”
Let’s take a good, deep breath with that. And dear Shaumbra, just a quick reference, before we do the merabh, just a quick reference. This is also something that is being studied or explored on a quantum mechanics basis.
The quantum mechanics, they understand now, and it’s becoming fairly well accepted, that it’s the observer who really is creating reality. It’s not that reality then brings about consciousness; consciousness brings about reality. It’s coming to be more and more understood. Things like the split slot experiment kind of prove that.
Where they haven’t gone yet, and they don’t quite understand, is that there’s no definition in what the observer observes. There’s no agenda. There’s no saying, “This is what I want my consciousness to create.” They’re halfway there. We’re going to go the other half. We’re going to bring it to the point where there’s no need for definition. You’re just creating, and then experiencing the beauty of your own creations.
Merabh into Creation
I’ll be going into this much deeper, in Keahak and some of the upcoming Shouds, but for right now, let’s take a deep breath and do a merabh.
When all else fails, do a merabh. When all else boggles the mind, and you’re trying to figure all this out right now, and how you’re going to be a new creator and create everything you need, no. Let’s take it to a merabh with some music.
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Cauldre is talking to me, saying, “This is a pretty big step.” Indeed it is. It’s a pretty big step.
It’s one of the very reasons why we set sail. Why we left mass consciousness, in a way. Why we’re heading out to new sentience, self-love, and finally, an understanding of true creation. Not the old style. It doesn’t work. It doesn’t work because of human limitations. It doesn’t work.
Let’s take a deep breath, feeling into creation for the sake of creation.
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That’s where you get your hands off the wheel, off controlling. That’s where you don’t need the mind to define.
The human mind, I can tell you right now, doesn’t really know what you want or need. It doesn’t. It thinks it does, because it thinks. But it really doesn’t understand what you truly desire.
Consciousness, you, by nature, are creators.
Constantly creating, even right now, in realms that you’re not even aware of.
Your dreams that you have at night, but the dreams you’re dreaming right now, that you’re not aware of, are a form of creation.
Not the human dreams where they’re frustrating and trying to work out details of your human life. Those, like I’ve said before, are the ones you remember when you wake up. But right now, you’re dreaming at many different levels, creating at many different levels.
This level here, interfacing light with matter, gravity, it’s a little bit different form of creation. It’s very visceral, very real.
You think you’re really in this reality, you think you’re really living it, it’s so real. But you’ll learn to understand that it’s just part of creation. And even this realm that you’re in, the realm of matter, actually can be a perfect garden for creation.
As rigid as it is, as dense as it is, it can be so perfect for true creation. And experiencing that from the human perspective, but experiencing – I hate to even put words on it – but experiencing the grandness and the glory of true creation.
And please remember, it’s not you, the human identity, that is creating, not you just by yourself. It becomes a co-creation with the I Am, the soul.
You, the human identity, which is constantly morphing and changing, become the experiencing part of it. But then you’ll realize you actually always have been the human, the Master and the soul, and so we then just let all those terms and definitions go out the door.
That’s when you take a deep breath, “I create. And then I experience the glory, the grandness, the majesty of my creations. And my creations are allowed to change and to shift and to transform even as I walk through them. They’re not held tightly into place. There’s nothing to fix in them. It’s about experiencing the I Am that I Am.”
It’s a very different way to live, to experience. Going from efforting, hard work, a lot of affirmations, ceremonies (Adamus chuckles). Sorry, but oh, humans. A lot of ceremonies, a lot of visualizations. That is not creation. That is energy manipulation, but it’s not creation.
You get to a point where you realize that it’s your energy. It doesn’t need to be manipulated. It’s constantly responding to you and to your desire to be a creator.
As a true creator, it can create things that the human couldn’t even imagine. Not just universes, not just cosmoses, but things you couldn’t even possibly imagine. And you’ll begin to realize how limited and even how silly some of your attempts at creation have been.
Hm, if you stand on one foot on a full moon in the rain and bark certain types of mantras, you think that’s going to cause creation, the energy, your energy is like, “Okay, we’ll respond, but we’re just going to give you more to bark at. More standing on one leg.” It’s not creation whatsoever. It’s human neediness. That’s all it is.
Let’s take a deep breath and go beyond that now into true creation.
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And as I said at the beginning of this Shoud, it’s so important right now to open up, because true creation doesn’t occur when you’re all closed down, when you’re not letting your light naturally open up. You just won’t be able to be aware of what you’re creating.
It’s when your light is open, when there’s nothing to fix, and when you’re acknowledging, “Allatone, I am a creator” – actually, THE creator, because you’re creating your own reality – and then step back, and things are going to shift and change, and maybe it might seem disruptive at first, but it’s not. Things are being cleared out.
That’s when you step back and you get that first glimpse of what you’ve created.
That garden that isn’t the things that you planted or thought were supposed to go in there. The garden that wasn’t all the careful cultivating and tending to the plants and obsessing over them. Something completely different grew there.
Not the flowers, not the trees that you had thought were going to be there, but something far, far more majestic, like what happened to Elias.
Let’s take a good deep breath with that. Don’t try to figure this all out. Just take a deep breath and feel it.
True creation has no purpose. It does not need one.
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Hm, you’ll look back at some point and say, “Oh my gosh, I struggled and tried so hard, worked at it so hard to create what? Just enough? Just barely enough to get by when all this time it was waiting for me.”
Allowing creation at a level far beyond what the human could possibly imagine, where you don’t even have to worry about things like abundance or health or any of that. It’s not that you’re focusing on overcoming those; it just becomes meaningless. And you realize, “I am an embodied Master on this planet.”
Let’s take a good deep breath with that.
Good deep breath, letting go of the old concepts of creation.
Let’s take a good deep breath.
With that, dear Shaumbra, remember that all is well in all of creation.
I Am Adamus of Sovereign Domain.
Thank you.