Let Everything Catch Up
THE CRIMSON CIRCLE MATERIALS
The Great Ænd
SHOUD 5 – Featuring ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe
Presented to the Crimson Circle
February 7, 2026
www.crimsoncircle.com
Addressing the deep fatigue and overwhelm many are feeling, Adamus explains that the nervous system is breaking down. The incoming light body, new sentience and even self-love are overstressing the old survival-based nervous system. Spiritual bypassing doesn’t work, fixing only adds pressure, so just stop. Through presence, comfort, and humor, the body, mind, and soul — everything — can finally catch up.
Highlights
- Many Shaumbra are withdrawing from people and groups due to heightened sensitivity.
- The nervous system is breaking down; it’s overwhelmed as the light body and new sentience emerge.
- Spiritual bypassing is using phrases and clichés like “It’s all good” to avoid acknowledging real pain.
- The nervous system is designed for safety and survival, not rapid change or sentience.
- Fatigue, digestive issues, emotional swings, and numbness stem from nervous system overload.
- Fight, flight, and freeze are natural reactions when the nervous system is overwhelmed.
- Comforting the self with warmth, music, rest, and humor is more effective than therapy or supplements.
- Self-love places extreme pressure on the nervous system because it challenges its core purpose.
- Stopping allows the nervous system, body, mind, and soul to catch up.
- Don’t try to fix, resolve, or change things. Presence and acknowledgment bring relief and coherence.
ADAMUS: I Am that I Am, Adamus of Sovereign Domain (audience claps). Thank you! Unexpected applause.
LINDA: You deserve one.
ADAMUS: Thank you, thank you for being here. Thank you everyone, Shaumbra from all around the world.
We have a very special day today. But before we go any further, first of all, Happy Valentine’s Month. This is truly a Shambra month, more than anything. I know Valentine’s is kind of – in the U.S. and here in North America – it’s kind of a Hallmark day. It was kind of marketed just to sell greeting cards, but we’ve gone beyond that. Valentine’s now means the month of love, and it should be more meaningful to Shambra than ever before. Not just about another person that you love, it’s also becoming about the love for yourself. So, do yourself a favor, send yourself a card.
And the other thing I wanted to mention as we get going is that love songs, like the one you just heard, start listening to love songs from the perspective that Linda mentioned. It’s the human singing to the soul, or vice versa. It creates a whole different dynamic. The song we’ll play at the end, what they call the credits video song, listen to it from the perspective of the human singing to the soul. It changes everything. It really changes all the dynamics, and that’s what’s happening right now. So much more about love and loving self. A complete change in the dynamics of love on this planet because you’re learning to love yourself, but in doing so you’re learning to love others, learning to love the loved ones, the important ones in your life, in a very, very different way. A lot of the old barriers are breaking down. A lot of the old concepts of what a relationship is are breaking down. It’s time for it.
This is the planet of love. This is where it was first experienced, anywhere, in all the cosmos. There are people that argue all the time, “Well, no, God is all love. God is the core of love.” Not at all. Not at all, unless you consider yourself that God. But love was first experienced here on this planet, and it has become known through all the cosmos as the planet of love. But the old template of love, it’s changing right now. The old concepts of marriage are changing. The old concepts of this whole thing, “Till death do we part,” and in some religions it’s like eternity. I mean, that’s a long time.
Yes, you can love somebody, but not in the old-bound ways of before. And Shaumbra in particular have learned a lot about love and relationships. You’ve broken through some of the old dynamics that says you’ve got to stay with somebody forever. Not at all, because you’re just trapped with them then. As you release them – let’s say you’re in a marriage that no longer is working, you release them – what you’re really doing is loving them in a whole new way, loving them in a beautiful way, to give them that freedom. And now you can both love each other. You kind of undo the knots and let each other go, and then you can come back in a whole new way of love that doesn’t have restrictions or limitations. It’s not corralled in now. It’s true, free love. And all the while, learning to love yourself – learning is not the right word here – allowing yourself to love yourself. You don’t learn it. You just allow it. That’s why I say that this month of February is noteworthy for Shaumbra. It will be, as long as there is Shaumbra on the planet. It’s the month of love and self-love and new love that’s occurring.
Love is one of those funny things. It’s very difficult to define. You could say it’s a feeling, but it’s much more than that. We’re going to talk about that specifically today, about the feeling of love, what it does to your body. But it’s all changing rapidly while you’re sitting right here. While you’re just sitting, doing nothing, it’s changing. And then you begin to experience it in beautiful new ways.
So, let’s take a deep breath with that. The month of love, the month for Shaumbra.
Adamus’ Question
And with that, Linda, on the microphone, please. We’re going to go into the audience. A very small audience today. What is with that? You’d think there’d be people lined up out the door, waiting to get in, paying off Linda, giving her an extra $20, $50, whatever, just to get in. So, what’s going on here? What’s going on? (Kerri says something.)
You’ve got to wait till you get the mic. So, Kerri, you’ve got the mic.
KERRI: You ran them off, it’s obvious.
ADAMUS: I ran them off. Okay. We’re going to vote on this later and see if anybody agrees with it. I ran them off. Why… eh, eh, Linda, miss Benyo, please.
LINDA: Oh, sorry, sorry (she was taking the mic to someone else).
ADAMUS: How could I possibly run them off? Because of my charm? My wit? My directness? How could I run them off?
KERRI: It was the AI, Adamus.
ADAMUS: AI ran them off?
KERRI: It was the AI. They said, “I can’t do the co-bot.
ADAMUS: But then, why are the AI classes filling up?
KERRI: Because they’re international. Americans don’t love you anymore (laughter). That’s the bottom line.
ADAMUS: Kerri, what kind of coffee are you drinking these days? There’s something…
KERRI: The same one I served you. It’s consciousness coffee.
ADAMUS: Consciousness coffee. Okay, thank you for your input (more laughter).
Okay. Next. Moving on. Anybody, yeah. Why the small [audience], last month, this month. The weather? The weather is beautiful. You can’t blame it on the weather. It’s, what, 64 degrees outside. What’s going on?
ALAYA: Do I dare say?
ADAMUS: Sure. We’re friends here. We love each other.
ALAYA: Yes, we do. From what I feel, a change of yours and Linda’s relationship.
ADAMUS: A change in Linda’s and my relationship. Why would that run people off?
ALAYA: Hearsay? I don’t know. I’m not… Oops. Bathroom (she chuckles at almost saying “I don’t know”). It shakes the roots of people in their own relationships.
ADAMUS: Oh, interesting. Interesting. So, Linda’s here. Obviously, Linda and Cauldre are getting along very well.
ALAYA: Yes. I see that.
ADAMUS: I mean, there’s no… Maybe better than ever, in my opinion. But why would that run people off? Are they afraid that… I don’t even want to say it. Why would that run them off?
ALAYA: As I said, it shakes people for their own relationships, and they start to take a look…
ADAMUS: So, maybe the stability that they brought falls apart?
ALAYA: They start to take a look at their own relationship and how they’re intertwined and how it can develop. And you guys are being a wonderful example and Standard of how you can still continue to work together and be together and shift and change through the constitutional establishment of marriage.
ADAMUS: But why would that run them off? You’d think they’d be flocking here.
ALAYA: Because it’s a fear factor of their own relationships.
ADAMUS: Interesting. And where does that hit them? Does it affect them mentally? Emotionally? Why the fear?
ALAYA: I would say on all different levels. Basically, like, how do I do this? How would I make the change?
ADAMUS: What’s your own thoughts, feeling about Cauldre’s and Linda’s relationship? And Linda, I hope you don’t mind we talk openly about this (she makes a face and shrugs). Not so much (some laughter). Okay. But to my question, what’s your own thought? What’d you think? Let’s just talk about the big red heart-shaped elephant in the room. So, they’ve been together for a lot of years, known each other since 4th grade, and all of a sudden, after 48 years, they’re divorced. So what was your thought on it?
ALAYA: As I wrote to both of them, is that I’m supportive of whatever they choose to do and applaud them in recognizing that there needed to be a shift and change because there are shifts and changes throughout everything, whether it be religion, government, education, and why not the institution of marriage.
ADAMUS: So is it a failure or is it – I don’t want to say heroic – but a failure or the next step? Or both?
ALAYA: I see it as honesty.
ADAMUS: Honesty.
ALAYA: Honesty. And very difficult. It’s like tough love.
ADAMUS: Yes, tough love, yeah.
ALAYA: Yeah, I’m here. I am here.
ADAMUS: So, whose side are you on, Cauldre’s or Linda’s? (some laughter)
ALAYA: There is no side. There is no side.
ADAMUS: I understand. I was saying that…
ALAYA: And I know how difficult it is to have those kinds of changes.
ADAMUS: Yeah, there are no sides.
ALAYA: No, there are no sides. It’s like the cornerstones.
ADAMUS: Absolutely. I appreciate your honesty. It was good to bring that out.
ALAYA: My heart is just going like this (pounding) because I just adore all three of you.
ADAMUS: Yeah, right (chuckling). Who do you adore the most?
ALAYA: You, Adamus, of course (chuckling).
ADAMUS: Of course. No, I think it’s very good to have that open discussion.
ALAYA: Absolutely.
ADAMUS: And I haven’t said anything about it because it’s their personal life, it’s up to them. But now that you brought it up in front of everybody, it’s good because the love endures. The love carries on. Old institutions fall apart. They break down because they’re no longer appropriate. And if Cauldre and Linda don’t mind me saying a few words about it, is that they hit a ceiling.
ALAYA: Yeah.
ADAMUS: In their own personal expansion and their consciousness, they hit a ceiling. And it wasn’t necessarily bad for them, but it wasn’t good either. They released each other in love and without battling, without anything else. That allows them now both to come to even more of their realization, more of their truth.
I’ll go so far as to say – and Cauldre, I apologize – but neither one of them could have come to understand self-love if they were still in the confines or the restrictions of their old relationships. This frees them to have their self-love and to love each other in a new and different way. And it’s not easy, and Linda can attest to that. So can Cauldre. It’s not easy, particularly when you’re in front of people like they are, when your personal life really isn’t personal, and when you know you’re being scrutinized.
What do you think the general response was from Shaumbra around the world when they sent their letter out?
ALAYA: I don’t care. It doesn’t matter to me what their responses are. I know what mine is. That’s all that matters.
ADAMUS: It was surprisingly, amazingly positive, with less than a handful of exceptions. But Shaumbra really understood, and they had empathy. And yes, it was a change. Mom and Dad are taking a different direction. It was a huge change, and for some it was unsettling. Suddenly the foundation, the cornerstone was gone, and for so long people looked at them as, “Look, they’ve been married forever. And unlike most people, they’d had this long-term relationship. What in the world is going on?” But Shaumbra really understood it. And while some had a difficult time saying, you know, “I’m not sure what’s going on. Are they falling apart? Is Crimson Circle going to fall apart because they’re not married?” If Crimson Circle had that weak of a foundation that it required the marriage, well, then Shaumbra wasn’t doing something right. It was based on a lot of other elements.
ALAYA: And I understand, too, that it has been and still continues to evolve. It would be a very difficult process for them, but they’re human also. And so they have their own situations and evolvement, too. And I really want them to know how much support that they receive from all of us, because you, all three of you, have supported us in so much. So very much. I wouldn’t be where I am now.
ADAMUS: Thank you. And quite frankly, they’re going to become a Standard in a different way now.
ALAYA: Exactly.
ADAMUS: Because they are free to love themselves now, and then free to love each other in a totally different way. And it was a big leap, but they become Standards.
ALAYA: Yeah, and it doesn’t mean everybody has to go out and get divorced.
ADAMUS: No, no, no.
ALAYA: But it’s an example and a strength that they’re showing for the world. So, thank you for this opportunity.
ADAMUS: Thank you for bringing it up.
ALAYA: I could not have not brought it up, so thank you.
ADAMUS: Thanks. The question is, small turnout, why? I mean, we’ve got all these empty chairs. We’re going to bring in mannequins next time and set them up. What’s going on? And with that good addition there. Anybody else? Hand the mic.
Hello, dear.
PATRICIA: Hello.
ADAMUS: What’s going on? How come the hall is not filled?
PATRICIA: Well, the only thought I had was that people are watching from home and kind of taking on their own life without the group.
ADAMUS: Maybe Crimson Circle has conditioned them, because a lot of times they’re off in Kona doing it without an audience, and people here are just like, “Eh, I’ll watch it from home.”
PATRICIA: Well, there’s a shift, I think, in how we relate to groups, perhaps.
ADAMUS: That is the answer.
PATRICIA: Yeah.
ADAMUS: That is the answer. There’s a huge shift. And what’s happening right now in particular is that Shaumbra don’t like being in groups. They don’t like going to the store. Sometimes they say they don’t like people. They are isolating right now. They’re hibernating. And why get up and have to take a shower and get dressed when you can watch at home? But the underlying real reason for it is Shaumbra is getting more… They’re getting quieter, more isolated right now, and that’s not a bad thing. But yourselves, who are here, was there at all the, “Oh, jeez, I’ve got to go be with people today” (some chuckles).
And that’s what’s happening, which is fine, because Crimson Circle is very well set up to connect over the internet, like we do. And there are times when you may want to get together with others, times when you just have a drink, have something to eat and just chat, not going into deep metaphysical stuff at all, when you don’t even want to talk about that anymore. You don’t want to think about it anymore. And one of the reasons why you stay away from other Shaumbra is because you don’t want somebody starting to talk about, “Well, how’s your coherence today?” It’s like (he makes a rude gesture), “Cohere this,” you know (laughter).
No, they really are becoming very, very isolated, and I want to point out that’s not a bad thing. You’re going through huge, huge changes, which we’re going to talk about today. But it’s not a bad thing at all. If any of you are like, “I can’t stand even being with family members. I can’t stand going out with friends,” not that you don’t like the people, but you’re just in a very, very different sensitivity right now. Very, very different. And it almost is like fingernails on a chalkboard having to be around other people, having to just have mundane conversations.
And at the same time, you’re by yourself, you’re home alone, driving yourself nuts (some laughter). And so, what do you do? Where do you go? But that is exactly what’s happening here. A lot watching online, of course, but a lot that just says, “I just don’t want to be in that energy noise.”
A lot of Shaumbra, too, the ones who have been living in cities are moving out. They’re going and finding a quiet place somewhere. And you’ll adjust to that. It’s not like you’re going to become a hermit – maybe, not too much – but you’ll learn how to re-relate to people, but it’s not really that easy. And that’s one of the tough challenges of staying here on the planet, embodied right now. In a way, it’d be easier to take the Sart approach, and it’s like – fwwwtt – over on the other side. You don’t have that same issue on the other side with, “Do I want to be around people?” because you’re naturally attracted, you gravitate towards the ones of the same consciousness.
So, thank you. Thank you for the correct answer. Good. That’s all, Linda. She hit the answer, we can move on.
An Important Meeting with Adamus
So, I was sitting up late last night preparing for this Shoud, as I usually do. And preparing doesn’t mean taking copious notes or anything like that. It’s getting my energy ready, feeling into the Shaumbra energy. And today I was going to talk about the fascinating subject of time.
Time has an intelligence. I’m starting to talk more and more about intelligence in Keahak, for instance. But time has an intelligence, and I wanted to talk to Shaumbra about it today. Time is actually not even real. It doesn’t exist – until you start compressing and compressing and compressing light and energy. That creates something called time. There’s no time clock up in the sky somewhere. There are no gods or groups that regulate time. There are time sequences all around creation. The human creation, this physical universe, has its own very unique time signature. But basically, when you take energy and light and you compress it and compress it and compress it, that creates something called time. And time is very linear on this planet. Time is very measurable. You can calculate it. Your lives are all designed around time.
Right here in Boulder, there is the national U.S. government facility that tracks time to the umpteenth of a second. And it’s very, very accurate. It keeps everything aligned and keeps it kind of together. If you didn’t have watches or clocks, time itself would be looser, but it would still be there. But now everybody concurs. You have it on your handy device, your mobiles these days, but everything is time-synced.
So, I was going to do a fascinating discussion about time, saying that what’s happening right now, you think everything is speeding up, but it’s actually not. Actually time is starting to warp. It’s starting to expand, and it gives the impression that things are speeding up, but they’re not really. They’re not slowing down either. They’re just happening.
So, I was sitting there at my library last night, sitting in my big chair by my fireplace, contemplating how I’d talk to you about time and how excited you would get about the new information and apply it to your life, and think, “Oh, that Adamus! He’s just bringing us into this amazing new metaphysics, talking about time like we’ve never heard before.” And suddenly, a voice interrupted me. A rather sharp voice, a loud voice. I looked up and it was Dr. Agoni.
I said, “Well, Doctor, how are you this evening?” He said, “I’m fine, Adamus, but we need to talk.”
I said, “Well, I’m kind of busy right now, minding my own time, and working on the Shoud,” and he said, “That’s right. That’s why I wanted to talk to you right now.” He said, “Adamus, this isn’t the time to talk about that, about time. We need to talk about something else.” He said, “I’ve been observing Shaumbra quite carefully now, ever since the See Change event back in September. I’ve been watching them, I’ve been seeing what’s going on, and, Adamus, I have to tell you, they are burned out. They are absolutely worn out.”
I was shocked. I was taken aback. I said, “Dr. Agoni, are you drinking some of your own lab juice there?” He said, “No. No, Adamus, I don’t want to shatter your myth here, but no, Shaumbra is having a very difficult time. And it’s really affecting them.” He said to me, “Adamus, to the point where all this new metaphysics stuff that you’re doing, and all the co-bots, they really can’t handle much more of it.”
Well, I don’t have an ego at all, so… (laughter) So I wasn’t offended, but I’m like, “What the hell are you talking about? They love this stuff! We’re going into the new metaphysics. We’re incorporating this amazing tool called AI. I’ve turned the whole ship with Shaumbra now, directed towards all of this. We are sailing off to the Isle of New Sentience. I can almost see it up ahead. Nobody’s behind us. Nobody’s even following. Nobody’s even close behind us. We’re making this incredible journey into New Sentience. And you tell me Shaumbra is having a tough time? No, no, I don’t think so.”
Dr. Agoni stood there for a moment, looking at me like, “You’re a dumbass” (laughter). And I said, “No, really. I check on them all the time, and you know what I hear is things like, ‘All is well in all of creation.’ ‘It’s all good.’ ‘We’re going into the And.’ This is what I hear from Shaumbra. This is the feedback. I haven’t really heard many complaints, nor do I listen to them, but I haven’t heard many complaints.” And at that point I heard another voice come up from behind me.
It was Kuthumi, and he was like, “Adamus, sit down. Sit down for a moment. We need to talk to you.” And at that point Agoni and Kuthumi pulled up a chair and said, “Adamus, you really haven’t been tapping in. You’re so exuberant about your own approach here. You’re exuberant because you have this amazing group of pirates. They’re tough and they’re hardy and they’re strong and they can endure any storms that come along. But the fact is they’re having a tough time, so we’d like you to take all the outline you have for tomorrow’s Shoud and throw it away.”
Well, I thought this was a joke. I mean, really, who would ever ask me to throw my notes away? I really thought it was a joke, but when I looked into their eyes I saw they were very serious. They were very, very serious. They said, “You know, we’re with Shaumbra all the time.” Kuthumi – with you all the time. Agoni – always checking in on the pulse, on how you’re reacting mentally, physically, everything else. They said, “No, Adamus, just feel into it with us for a moment. Let’s all close our eyes and feel into Shaumbra, into that group energy.”
So, I did. And when I did, in their presence, what I did feel was a lot of pain. Pain that I had overlooked. I’m not saying I made a mistake, I just overlooked it (some chuckles). A pain that was very, very real. And I felt, in addition to the pain, there was, you could say, a very stiff energy, very stiff and brittle at the same time. There was an energy of Shaumbra wanting to go to these next steps with what we’re doing in AI and metaphysics in particular, taking that lead, wanting to do it, having committed to it and sworn to it, having gotten on the ship, the metaphorical ship, back in September and said, “We’re setting sail.” But at the same time, really having a very difficult time. Breaking down, in a lot of respects. Trying to stay positive, trying to stay open, trying to be fearless, fearless leaders in this whole thing that we’re doing, but yet I hadn’t seen the signs.
Maybe Shaumbra wasn’t showing it to me when I’d come around. Maybe their energy wasn’t reflecting it because they wanted to come off as tough and strong. And when I felt into this with the three of us sitting there in the Ascended Masters Club around the fire, when I felt into it, I realized we needed to do something different today. They were right. They actually really had their heart, their feelings tuned into Shaumbra. While I’ve been so excited about all the new things we’re doing, I’d kind of overlooked something that’s… Well, I overlooked.
Spiritual Bypassing
Before I get into that, though, I want to talk about something called spiritual bypassing. Are you familiar with the term? Spiritual bypassing. Kuthumi and Agoni call it “Adamus bypassing,” but spiritual bypassing is when you’re denying certain things in your life and you cover them up by saying things like, “It’s all good.” “Spirit will take care of this for me.” “I don’t have to do anything because I’m a Master and it all comes to me.”
That’s bypassing. Not facing reality of what’s going on. You use it to defer. You use it to shift, instead of looking and saying, “You know” – actually, in presence, when you’re in presence, there’s no spiritual bypassing – “I’m here. I may be having a lousy day. I’m not going to bypass that by saying, ‘It’s all good, all is well,’ when maybe it’s not.” Or maybe it’s the And that all is well, but not at the moment. Not at the moment. Something’s hurting.
Spiritual bypassing is kind of like what Kuthumi said, it’s like suppressing with incense. When there are issues going on in your life, but you suppress them – “It’s all going to work out. I’m a grand being. I come from the future to make everything good right now.” That’s spiritual bypassing, and you all do it to a degree. And I encourage it in a way by giving you these little lines like “All is well.” No, it really is, but maybe not today. So, I actually encourage it at times. And I encourage your strength and your hardiness. I encourage your genuine nature. I tell you all the time, “This is a very unique group here on the planet. There’s nobody doing the work that we’re doing,” and I know that.
Those aren’t just glib words. I know that. I know what you sacrificed to get here. But it also leads to this Adamus bypassing, “Let’s just gloss it over right now, rather than looking at it. Let’s just use some nice little cliché, ‘It’s all good,’ or ‘My future self is going to be here to take care of things,’” when, in fact, it’s not always the case. It is all good eventually, but ‘eventually’ doesn’t really count today. ‘Eventually’ is kind of a vague promise of the future.
So, as we set sail onto this amazing new course, now, after talking to Agoni and to Kuthumi, I realize it’s taking a toll. And we sat around talking about it for a while. It was Kuthumi who said, “Adamus, where do you think it’s hitting them?” I felt into it a little bit and I said, “Well, they think too much.” Agoni, “No, no, they don’t.”
Dr. Agoni is tuned into the Shaumbra body-mind-soul, not a medical way, but in an academic way. He really studies it. He really keeps track of it. And he said, “No, it’s not the mind. That’s not what’s happening right now.” I thought about it a little. “Ah, their spirit. Their spirit is down. They want to have hope. They want to have their dreams, but it’s not always working.”
And Agoni and Kuthumi both shook their head, “No.” Of course, Kuthumi is always shaking his head (chuckling). But he said, “No, that’s not where it’s hitting them.” And I said, “Agoni, you’re the Doc here. What’s up? Where is it hitting them right now?” And that’s where he shared with me something really quite profound.
He said “It’s hitting them in their nervous system, not in their mind. They think it’s their mind sometimes, because they’re used to the battles of the mind, but actually it’s hitting them in their nervous system.” It’s like, “Oh, interesting. How is that, Agoni?”
He said, “Well, the nervous system has its main components, the central nervous system, which is the workings of the brain and the spine, basically.” And he said, “Then there are some other components of it. The peripheral nervous system,” which is basically along the spinal cord, and it emanates out. That controls things like muscles and some of the organs in your skin. That’s the peripheral nervous system. And then there’s another part of the nervous system, the autonomic part of the nervous system, that controls things like your heart, your breath, your digestive system, and things associated with that. And he said “That’s where it’s hitting them right now, in this autonomic portion of the nervous system. That’s what’s really getting to them.”
And he said, “It’s not the brain that controls the nervous system. Actually, the nervous system accounts for 80% of the communication to the brain and it emanates or it starts with the nervous system. That’s where they’re getting hit really, really hard right now. And that’s the challenge that they have. They think there’s something wrong with their mind, then they think they have to correct their mind, and then they come in with their spiritual bypassing, which confuses them even more, and they wonder why they’re not feeling good, why they’re fatigued, why they’re tired, why their digestive system isn’t working very well, why they just seem out of sorts all the time. They’re not in time anymore, they’re somewhere else. It’s not like they’re just in another dimension. They’re just somewhere else, in kind of a la-la land or a no-man’s land.” He said, “That’s where it’s hitting right now.”
Well, I had to stop and really feel into it, and then start thinking of all of you and my dealings with you, and thinking of where you’re getting hit in the shorts right now. And it started to make sense. I started to realize that, indeed, it’s the nervous system.
Nervous System & Breakdown
The mind really isn’t that much of a big factor right now, although you still run things through your mind. You wonder, you know, “What’s wrong with me?” But the nervous system is getting hit hard. And that affects the body, obviously. It causes the mind to wonder, “What’s going on? Why am I not able to manage the body?” And it causes you to think that you’re doing something wrong in all of this work. And then you come up with a bypassing and say, “But it’s all good. I’ll be fine. I just have to take a deep breath and And this.” And it’s valid to a degree, but when you’re really getting hit in your nervous system…
The nervous system is huge. Huge. You know, we talk about the mind. It has, what, 80 billion neurons in it? That’s a lot. It’s a very complex system. It’s an unnecessary system. The reason for 80 billion, when it really should take less than one billion, a lot less, but the mind has built in its redundancy systems. Kind of like on your own computers. I’m sure you back up to a hard drive and to the cloud. I’m sure all of you do that. Not! (chuckling) And the mind, as it developed along the way, the mind started developing backup systems, and then backups to the backups, backups to the backups to the backups, to the point where it’s a totally backed-up, redundant system designed to be fail-safe, even though it isn’t. And the mind has carried that ever since. It’s a very, very complex system. That’s why things don’t move very fast. Because the mind has to – when it comes to making a choice, for instance, a decision in your life, it’s not just a singular mind making that – it’s all the backup systems to the mind that are doing that. It was designed as kind of a safety mechanism for the brain, as a direct result of the headbands in Atlantis. Eh, there we go. But that’s why things move slow, because the mind has like a huge bureaucracy up there, with its built-in systems.
But the nervous system, which the neurons are kind of part of that, the nervous system is also very, very complex. If you were to take your nerve fibers and lay them out end-to-end, it would extend for about 150,000 miles. Yeah, the primary ones, the ones that they know about, and there are others as well. It could extend out for 400,000 miles. You’ve got all these nerve fibers in your body. You’re aware of the ones like the skin, the touch. You’re very aware of that, but there are many, many layers to this nervous system.
The nervous system has one primary function: Safety. Safety. It’s a warning system. It alerts you whether it’s hot or cold, whether you’re hungry, whether you need more hydration. It doesn’t speak it in words, but it sends signals to the brain, “We need more hydration.” It’s part of your nervous system. It helps you sense when something is safe or not, when you’re dealing with people.
Your nervous system is on high alert all the time. I’m not talking about a metaphysical thing, but physically it’s on high alert. It’s sending signals to the brain. Again, you’d think that it was the brain managing everything, but it’s not. The nervous system accounts for 80% of the communications up to the brain. It reacts first, long before your brain ever even knows what’s going on. It’s working. It’s triggering. It’s doing things, and that’s what’s getting hit right now, hard – according to Agoni and Kuthumi, and when I looked into it, I could finally see it. And you’d think “Well, we’re on this amazing metaphysical journey and we have all these tools at our disposal, but yet we have this antiquated nervous system that’s getting kicked hard.” And it’s causing your body to be in pain. It’s causing whether you have shoulder issues, neck issues, back issues. These are all part of the nervous system getting kicked.
You’re not feeling well. There’s a general kind of a thing with Shaumbra. You’re not feeling well, but you don’t know what it is. “I don’t know what it is. It’s just, I don’t feel good.” It’s not that you have a big gut issue that day. It’s not that you’re deprived of sleep, although most of you are. But you just don’t feel good. That’s your nervous system getting hit really, really hard.
The nervous system is there to protect. It wants safety. It’s constantly vigilant. It’s even vigilant to not just the people in the room, one of the reasons why a lot of Shaumbra are choosing to stay away from people or groups. It’s not just responsible for that, but energies in the room as well. It could be disincarnates that are floating through. It could be energies that are being projected by people, groups, that have a certain agenda. It’s picking up on all that. If you live near a cemetery, it’s picking up on all of the dead ones. You know, when somebody is buried in the ground, that’s a cruel and unusual punishment for them, because you see, even though the body is dead, the energy is still there. And it lingers on Earth, up to a point, but the point could be a million years later. But it’s lingering. Cemeteries are filled with all these energies. If you live near a cemetery, you’re going to have constant noise and confusion.
The nervous system is the thing that’s detecting all the time. You might say, “Don’t I have some high-level psychic abilities?” Yes, and they’re tied into the nervous system. It all works together, for now. It could change later, but that’s what’s getting hit.
Basically, if the nervous system is responsible for protecting. It’s responsible for safety, making sure you’re not getting yourself into a bad situation. The nervous system detects the energy in a food long before the mind ever does. It says, “That’s not going to be good for me.” Long before you smell it to say, “Ooh, that’s been in the fridge there for about eight months. Throw that one away.” The nervous system detects it. And again, this isn’t really a metaphysical thing. It can be, but it’s also very practical. It says, “Don’t eat that.”
The nervous system is constantly vigilant around other people. Traffic. Your nervous system is on high alert all the time when you’re driving a car. That’s a good thing. But if you can imagine now, all the nerves, the nerve endings, everything that’s associated with this biological protection system and its communications with the brain, it can be overwhelming.
The nervous system is fine when everything is the same, when there’s no real change and nothing is new. It likes that. It likes the, what do you call it, the calm, or the familiarity. It really likes that. Then it can let down a little bit. You can relax, because it’s not on high alert. It’s not sending warning signals up. The nervous system calms down – for instance, let’s say you go on vacation to a nice, quiet spot, a cabin on the lake, without a lot of people – it can quiet down to a degree, but it’s still on the alert because this is a new place, and you’re out in the woods, and God knows what kind of animals are out there. There might be rabbits or squirrels or something (audience chuckles) that you have to worry about. You get a little calmer, but right now, according to what Agoni said, the nervous system is being taxed. It’s working overtime, right now.
You tend to think of it mentally, “What’s wrong? How am I going to cope with all this?” We talk about the And. The nervous system – aahhh! – it’s like, it does not like that. It’s unfamiliar. It likes its gravity. It likes its routines. It likes familiar objects and people around. But we’re pushing that right now, like crazy. We’re pushing it like absolute crazy. The nervous system is screaming, and it’s saying, “What’s going on?” And it’s having a difficult time handling it, and it’s causing, literally, a nervous breakdown.
I’m not talking about mental breakdown. You’ve had that already (chuckling) – I shouldn’t laugh – but I’m talking about a nervous breakdown, literally. Almost all Shaumbra are going through that right now. You’re trying to cope with it with different mechanisms, like through the mind. You go to the doctor – “What’s wrong with me?” – and the doctor is like, “Nothing, except you’re weird.” But you know something’s wrong, but your mind is trying to figure it out, and it’s not doing a very good job in doing that.
You’re having a nervous breakdown. That doesn’t mean you melt on the floor like a puddle, crying in tears, but I know some of you have lately. It’s not like you can’t function. You can still kind of get up in the morning, kind of go about your business, but it’s getting harder and harder, and then you get back into the mind, “What’s wrong with me?” And then you throw in some spiritual bypassing, “Nothing. All is well.” Yeah, and it’s a vicious cycle that’s happening right now. Very vicious cycle.
So, the nervous breakdown, first of all, acknowledge it. I mean, it’s here, and it’s not a bad thing at all. Your nervous system, and your biology in general, is going through a huge transformation. Everything from releasing ancestral ties of the past, that affects your biology, and the nervous system doesn’t really like it. It’s used to that old system.
Your nervous system is going through all these changes with what we call the light body, the free energy body coming in. Oh, it does not like that and it is on high alert. It gets very defensive. And when it gets defensive, as well as on high alert, the communications to the brain increase, going back and forth, and the brain is trying to settle it down in its own way. The brain then is wondering what’s wrong with the brain, but the brain is trying to settle down the nervous system, then the spiritual bypassing comes in, and then you’re worse off than ever.
The nervous system is relatively flexible. I mean, it can adapt to a degree. It likes its familiar settings. It likes to wake up at the same time every morning. It likes to eat basically the same types of food, the same people, the same situations. It’s not an adventuresome thing. It doesn’t like to go out and explore, but it will. So it has a little bit of flexibility. But what’s happening right now is your nervous system has been so overworked and overstressed, then it starts affecting other parts of your body. It shows up in other places, knee issues or headaches that you never had before, or just a general feeling of weariness and fatigue. And then you try to do things – you go to a bunch of therapists and that, or you start taking a bunch of supplements – thinking that’s going to help, and it doesn’t. It really doesn’t. It’s actually part of the incense of suppression, suppressing what’s really going on. You light some incense and hopefully it will go away. It doesn’t. So, it’s affecting your body.
The nervous system right now is overstressed, overworked, doesn’t really know what to do. And the mind isn’t much better. There’s kind of a mass confusion. The nervous system is getting very brittle right now. It’s been used so much. It has so much stress on every nerve and every fiber. It’s so stressed that it literally gets brittle. It loses some of that flexibility that it’s had. It starts to get very brittle, and that’s when you go into breakdown. Kind of a nervous system meltdown. And it shows up in different ways.
The first and most general way is you just get more fatigued than ever. And when you’re fatigued, of course, you’re like, “What’s wrong with me?” And then on top of that, “Hey, we’re a bunch of pirates. We’re setting sail. We’re going to New Sentience. We’re discovering self-love.” And you’re like, “What the hell is wrong with me?” And then some, not a lot, well, yeah, quite a few are like, “Adamus is full of shit. This is all one great big lead-on, and we’re being shown the golden carrot here, but I’m a mess. I can’t get out of bed. And the only thing I’m eating these days is carbs and sugar. And I’m drinking wine, not because I like wine, but because I like that it numbs everything.” And then the next morning you’re like, “Oh God, shouldn’t have drank three bottles last night.”
That’s not helping the nervous system, and then what do you do? You get up in the morning and you feel like crap, but you’ve got things to do. And you’re tough, mighty pirates. I mean, you’re really, really tough. So what do you do? You caffeinate. How does that affect your nervous system? Ghaaah! (shuddering) Now you’re a wired, crazy, melting-down person. And then later in the day you’re like, “I’ve got to have that glass of wine right now because I’ve got to settle myself down. I got myself so wired up with all this, I’ve got to have the wine.” It’s a vicious cycle that’s taking place. A vicious cycle, and that’s kind of where things are at. And I am so thankful to Agoni and to Kuthumi for bringing this to my attention.
You know, I truly was so – and still am – so proud of all of you for what you’re doing, for what you’ve had to go through in your lives. So proud of what we did in September – a huge turn – and it’s not about leading the pack, but there is something about being a leader in things. You’ll be able to talk about later at the Ascended Masters Club, “We set out in this new direction.” There’s something wonderful about all that, but I realized we had to talk kind of in practical terms today, what’s happening. What’s happening, and there’s no shame in it whatsoever. There’s nothing wrong with it. It’s an acknowledgement. And it ties into presence.
When you’re in presence, there’s no spiritual bypassing. When you’re in presence, there’s no denying things. You don’t have to. “I Am that I Am. My nervous system is shot. I mean, it is shot.” It’s like an old engine that’s been pushed too hard and one day it just starts falling apart. In that – I’m going to sound like I’m bypassing here, but eh, what the hell – in that there’s a beauty, because it is falling apart. You’re replacing the old nervous system, and its constant, constant need for safety. Its constant need for having everything kind of the same and clear and that. It’s getting replaced by the light body, and it’s a whole different discussion, but the nervous system is sounding the alarm, saying, “I’m going to be shut down. I’m being replaced.” And being replaced by what? It doesn’t know. But it knows it’s not a good thing. And it says, you know, “This is all wrong.” And it frets, and then it sends all that up to the brain, and the brain takes the blame for it and says, “What’s wrong with me?” Again, it’s this constant cycle.
Changes in the System
Your nervous system is getting – not an overhaul, and it’ll be there for a while – but right now it’s really getting replaced with an intuitive system that doesn’t rely necessarily on nerve endings. The central nervous system, the entire nervous system, was originally based on survival in this reality, in this very dense reality. When you became biological beings, it had to have that for survival. And it’s been that way for a long time, but now even that’s changing. Could you imagine how your nervous system feels about that? It was the thing that always took the lead, always protected, always made sure you were safe, always sent warnings, kept you out of danger, and now it’s slowly going out of existence.
The nervous system was the most communicative of anything in your biology, in your mind, with the anayatron. The anayatron is the network within your being that ties together everything – the body, the mind, the molecules, the blood, the organs, everything. It’s the body’s communication network. It’s constantly in communication with every cell, every organ, your skin, everything else, constantly going. So, the nervous system was its right-hand person. The nervous system was constantly right beside it, monitoring and feeling and saying, “Okay, this is a little bit out of balance, that’s out of balance.” So they worked together very closely.
Well, the anayatron itself is slowly fading away. It’s a very complex network. It would be like if you had these massive computers in this huge building, massive computers, but with vacuum tubes rather than microchips, and it had to be replaced. It’s time. You replace it with something the size of your cell phone, your mobile. That whole huge infrastructure. And that’s kind of what it’s like right now with the anayatron getting replaced.
The anayatron doesn’t really care. Its task was simply to communicate, to connect everything together. It doesn’t care if it’s going to go out of business or not, but the nervous system does. Its job was to protect, and even that’s starting to fade away.
When you cry now for no good reason, you just cry, it’s the nervous system, a response to that. When you’re feeling just all out of sorts and not really knowing why; when there’s no energy – I think that’s the biggest thing for Shaumbra right now, is no energy; you try and then you try to correct your diet and sleeping, still no energy – that’s the nervous system.
So, what do we do? What do we do?
Take a deep breath and no spiritual bypassing or Adamus bypassing on this one. Acknowledge it. Take a deep breath in presence. “I am shot. My nervous system is shot.”
What happens is one of several different things, and it’s interesting now to kind of watch it. So, there’s usually one of three things that happen at this point for Shaumbra. It’s fight or flight. It’s your first reaction. “I’m going to fight this, whatever I’m feeling. I don’t know what I’m fighting, but I’m going to fight it. I’m going to outdo it. I’m tough. I’m gritty. I’m going to get beyond this. I’m going to power through my own body. I’m not going to let it get to me like that. I’m not going to break down crying, even though I feel like it. I’m not going to let something physical like atoms and molecules get in my way.”
So, you try to power through it. And then when that doesn’t work, you run like hell (chuckling). It’s like you’re in this fight, you’re in this boxing match, and you suddenly realize, “I’m not going to win this baby,” and you run like hell to get out of there. A lot of Shaumbra do that. In the face of adversity, run. Just go fast.
Another one that’s very common with Shaumbra, probably about the same, is you freeze. You shut down. It gets overwhelming. You feel it in your body. You try to solve it in your mind, and it doesn’t work. And then you just freeze. You just shut down. You don’t know what to do. You don’t know whether to go left or right. What do you do? You freeze. You go hibernate. You close off, not just to the world around you, not just to your loved ones, or friends, or people you work with. You shut down to yourself.
It’s fine that you shut down to the others, but you’re shutting down to yourself. You can’t stand any more of those mind thoughts, any more emotions, any more pressure, anything that puts any bit of pressure on you – but really on your nervous system – and so you shut down. In a way you have to, because you can’t cope with it otherwise.
You shut down and you’re not really here, you’re not really anywhere else. You’re not working on resolutions for your issues. You don’t even want to think about spiritual bypassing. It makes you want to barf, makes you want to vomit. You don’t want to use any of these little clichés. Like that’s not the time to say, “It’s all good” because it ain’t. So you shut down.
And the other one, the path not taken very often, is learn to comfort yourself. You have to understand first what’s going on, but learn to comfort yourself. Learn not to spiritual bypass. It doesn’t work. It’s a short-term fix. You know, “It’s all good,” but that wears off after about a day because you wake up the next morning and it ain’t all good. You’re hoping that it was overnight, that you had this miraculous dream that put everything together, and now you’re good to go. But it only works for a short time.
Understanding that, again, there’s the comforting aspect. Do things for yourself right now, for instance, for your nervous system. Hot baths. Wrap yourself in warm, cuddly blankets. Go buy yourself a big teddy bear. I’m serious. Listen to soothing music. Make some music also, but listen to soothing music. Eat comfort foods and don’t worry about how many calories or carbs or anything like that.
It’s time to pamper yourself. Time for comfort. Stay away from other people, because they’re not comforting. They really are not. Even the ones you love the most can be the most uncomfortable right now. Because your nervous system, even with the ones you’re close to, is very active when you’re with them. Even though you love them, you’re close to them, your nervous system is constantly responding.
Take time to yourself, is what I’m saying. And don’t try to cover it up with too much coffee, too much wine, or anything like that. Too many cigarettes, Cauldre. That doesn’t work in the long run. I mean, go about what you would normally do, but don’t think that these medications – and, my God, it’s every day, every day, literally, Shaumbra comes to me, usually in the dream state, with some new medication or supplement, and, “Oh, Adamus, I found this, and this is the cure-all.” And I’m like, “Really?” And on top of that, if it’s not the right thing, it’s going to make your nervous system more brittle than ever.
What’s happening in all this is you are becoming more sensitive, as we expand, as we do all this. You are becoming more sensitive, but not in the nervous system. You’re becoming more sensitive in a very intuitive way, an energetic way that doesn’t require a nervous system or an anayatron. You are connecting literally into the light realms and the energy realms. You’re becoming much more sensitive, and that’s another part of the problem. As you are becoming more sensitive, you feel everything, the nervous system triggers. Suddenly your body is falling apart. Suddenly everything – a noise that never would have bothered you before – just sets you off. Looking at somebody sets you off. Noises are a big thing. Sound and noises are a big thing right now. But visually, some of you may notice, you don’t even want to look at a certain thing, because you are becoming so sensitive and it triggers your nervous system.
So, what do we do? Why now, first, why now? Because you are opening up. Because you’re going through a tremendous shift in your biology. Because you have a very ancient nervous system that doesn’t know how to handle all this and is screaming out to you about things like, “Going into the And? What are you, nuts?” Or just becoming more sensitive in general – “You crazy?” – so it’s a big dilemma. And literally, I say that you are having a nervous breakdown. Not a mental breakdown, but a nervous breakdown.
I ask you to feel into your own body for a moment here. There’s a tremendous amount of communications that are going through it, that are taking place. And what you’ve been experiencing, particularly the last month or so.
You think you are just getting more intolerant, more emotional. Well, the emotions are part of a response to the nervous system. And for those who aren’t getting more emotional, you’re wondering why you have no emotions, or no feelings, or no passion anymore. Because for some, it is more emotional. For others, it is more shutting down. You try to shut down, but that nervous system won’t. It is there doing its job.
What to Do
So, what do we do? We take a deep breath and first acknowledge it, without the bypassing. Acknowledge that you’re at this time of a tremendous change that’s happening on the planet. Everything is going faster. Everything is changing. Your nervous system doesn’t like that.
Your mind might like that there is a brand-new, amazing software out there that just came out, that replaces the brand-new, amazing software that came out six months ago. Your mind is hopping all over it, “Look at all these things we can do with it.” And now, agentic AI is here. Not just a dream anymore, it is here. And the mind is, “Oh, look at all the things.”
Your nervous system is going, “You’ve got to be kidding. I mean, seriously. You’ve got to be kidding.” And it’s frayed. It’s brittle. It doesn’t know whether to just shut down completely, or to try harder to get you to listen. It doesn’t know whether just to – if it shuts down, you go numb. I mean, more numb than you could imagine. If it’s screaming more at you, at your brain, saying, “We’ve got these problems here in our nervous system. We’ve got these problems, and the very reason why I exist, the nervous system exists, we’ve got huge problems,” and doesn’t know what to do. Again, that causes confusion in the mind. Not very pretty.
What to do?
The first thing is to take a deep breath. No spiritual bypassing. No bullshit cliches that you’re going to throw in there, because they really don’t work.
Secondly, is to be in presence. And that’s kind of spiritual bullshit (chuckling), but it’s very real. I don’t use it as a cliche. I’m saying presence is, “I am here. I’ve got all these tremendous changes going on within me. I really don’t know what to do about it. I don’t have a magic solution. I’m not going to spiritual bypass and say, ‘Oh, you know, blah, blah, blah.’ No, none of that.”
To comfort yourself as much as you can. To not overdo trying to make huge changes in your life right now, just for the sake of change. To pamper yourself right now. To acknowledge that the nervous system is just shot. It’s like a pair of brakes that’s just shot. There’s nothing left there. Then to take a deep breath and just acknowledge it.
That acknowledgement in itself does amazing things, because it’s realizing you’re not crazy, there’s actually nothing wrong with you; you’re just going through a hell of a process right now. And all the time trying to avoid that spiritual bypassing, you take a deep breath and say, “This is where I’m at.” And that nervous system is really having a hard time, and it’s causing body issues, it’s causing a lot of sleep problems.
That’s the biggest reason that you’re having the crazy sleep, and then you get more fatigued. When you get more fatigued, the nervous system is on a higher alert because you’re tired and it’s trying to protect you. It’s just, let’s take a deep breath and let’s do a merabh. Because in a merabh, we don’t have to work on changing anything. We don’t have to spiritual bypass anything. We don’t have to come up with excuses for anything. It’s just a time to take a deep breath in presence. I won’t even say, “Allow,” because that’s like bypassing, so I’m not even going to say that (some chuckles).
That’s the danger of the work that we do together, is that we rely on these new concepts. The metaphysical concepts, we rely on them. They’re kind of like guideposts along the way. But at a certain point, too, it’s time to just stop all of it.
Merabh for the Nervous System
So, let’s have some music and let’s do a merabh. That’s the easiest way. Merabh it. It’s not denial. It’s just saying, “I’m going to listen to music instead of all that other crap going on.”
I had Cauldre put together this music last night, specifically for you. It’s infused with, well, you call it coding, but it’s just nice stuff. It’s for your comfort.
It’s for your comfort. You deserve it.
And I will make a half-apology, one of the few times in the history of creation where I’ve somewhat apologized.
By the way, humor is one of the best things for your nervous breakdown. It really is. Laugh at yourself. Laugh at life, really. I mean, it’s probably, I would say, maybe number one or two on the list. Laugh. Make fun of it. Make fun of yourself for getting yourself into this position. Make fun of me. Not too much, but make fun of me. And don’t use your AI to ask for jokes about Adamus. They’re not very good. Because I’m in there, watching, making sure they’re not too good (some chuckles). You gotta laugh, and that’s probably one of the best antidotes for all this.
But let’s stop and take a deep breath. Oh, that poor nervous system. All those nerve fibers, nerve endings, nerve communications, all trying to protect the kingdom.
We’re not going to try to repair it, either. We are really not going to. Don’t need to.
But, as I was saying in my half-apology, I’ve been pushing you pretty hard. I’m going to bypass that and say, “Because you wanted me to push you. That’s why I’m doing it” (chuckling).
Don’t you love that? Blame it on somebody else. No, but you really did. You’ve been pushing yourselves really hard, on all fronts, as a Master, as a human, as Shaumbra. Now it’s time to just say, “Let’s stop all that.” Because it’s doing a lot of damage, actually.
It’s painful, physically and emotionally. And what I really don’t like about it is the doubt that it creates within you, “Am I doing the right thing?”
Let’s just take a deep breath and just be in presence. It means, “Yeah, there’s that old, brittle nervous system, can’t handle it anymore. It is what it is. There’s the part of me, yeah, that loves this journey, loves really taking a lead in all of what’s happening in the planetary and the changes right now. Loves it. The part that wants to go into new sentience, and the nervous system that doesn’t.”
I apologize. I didn’t hear it when we were talking back in September, going into new sentience. Ah, it sounds so damn noble, heroic. They’ll make a Hollywood movie about it. Using AI, you could do one in about a week. But the nervous system didn’t like it at all. “New what?” it said. “New what? You’ve got to be kidding!” So it cranked up even more communications, more protection and defense.
Let’s not try to fix or repair anything. Let’s not try to resolve anything. Let’s not throw a bunch of cliches at it. Let’s just take a deep breath in presence.
And, you know, in this quiet moment… in this quiet moment, the nervous system doesn’t hear things, but it senses. It senses that at least you’re acknowledging, and that provides a lot of relief. That you’re not trying to whitewash it, deny it, run from it, freeze up on it. It’s just where things are at right now.
That makes a tremendous difference. The acknowledgement.
And, you know, there’s something so beautiful about just sitting here in this merabh, not trying to change anything, not trying to fix it, not trying to bypass it.
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That’s where you take a deep breath.
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This is where you typically, or where I might typically come in and say, “Isn’t this all beautiful? Isn’t it part of a grand design?” Shut up!
You just take a deep breath. That’s it.
There’s another very, very important element – matter of fact, the most important element – in your nervous system being so brittle, just about ready to collapse.
And this other element, we’re not going to try to make it happen. We’re not going to try to push it out or bring it in.
Your nervous system – and your mind, but your nervous system – does not understand self-love. Does not. It cannot even begin to cope with it.
It has a little bit of an understanding of love for somebody else, and it’s brought you through a number of those in your life – a true loving relationship – and it was hell on the nervous system. It had one of the biggest impacts of all.
You probably remember falling in love, being in love, where love was exuberant and flowing and open. That played hell in your nervous system. Remember when you couldn’t eat or sleep? You were so in love. You couldn’t think.
You were giddy from a mental standpoint and an emotional standpoint. But your nervous system had to work overtime. And now here you are, here in the Month of Love, here talking about self-love, it cannot cope with it. It just can’t.
All of its programming, all of its reasons for being there in the first place, are being deeply challenged.
The talk, the concept, the thought of self-love is putting extreme pressure on the nervous system. It really wants to shut down. All the metaphysical things you’ve been doing as well, but self-love is its greatest challenge ever.
Or just another love relationship in your life, let’s say a new relationship, is overwhelming for the nervous system.
It shows up in many different ways, affecting the physical body, your health, your energy balance, everything. The mind jumps in there and tries to correct it or fix it or find resolution, and it messes things up even more.
That’s when we just sit here in our merabh, taking a deep breath.
I’m not even going to say, “I Am that I Am.” Nothing other than just being here in presence.
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Humor, of course, really helps.
Taking some new crap, supplements, doesn’t help, please. It confuses your nervous system. Now you’re throwing something new down your throat, it doesn’t help.
Taking a lot of deep breaths, that helps.
Going and trying some new therapy, because the last 125 therapies you tried didn’t work, trying some new therapy doesn’t help. It triggers your nervous system.
Listening to music, beautiful music that you’re attuned to, that helps.
Staying away from groups right now – not forever, but right now, or certain peoples – really helps. There’s a constant assault on the nervous system in crowds. I’m not saying never go out, but I’m saying right now you’re having a hard time with it. That’s why I started the whole day with saying, “How come the room is not filled?” There’s a lot of Shaumbra that just need that quiet space.
Not a quiet space in which to figure things out. You’re only exacerbating the problem. Not a quiet space to try to dissect what’s going on. A quiet space just to be with yourself.
No fixing.
No grasping at straws. No saying, “Oh, I’m in a quiet space, and now I see golden light all around me.” Those don’t work anymore.
And basically, it’s saying, just stop. Just stop. Like a huge Master’s Pause, just stop.
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Frantic activity right now, it’s nemesis. Frantic activity, “I’ve got to keep myself occupied. I’ve got to do something.” No. That’s you’re responding, you’re reacting to your nervous system. No. It’s time to stop.
Take a good deep breath.
Wrap yourself in something warm and fluffy. Take a lot of long, hot baths, and don’t feel guilty about it. The world won’t miss that 35 gallons of water you’re using. Take hot baths.
And breathe.
And do not try to resolve the issue. Don’t try to resolve it. You’re going to come up with some bullshit resolution, a thing you have to do, a new program, a new supplement, a new whatever. Don’t. Just stop.
Don’t try to communicate or talk with or heal your nervous system.
You see, this is a lot of what caused the nervous system to go wacky in the first place. Using human logic and human emotion to fix something that you really didn’t understand in the first place. Just stop.
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It’s hard to, isn’t it, just to stop?
But right now, it’s essential. Right now, it’s almost critical. Just stop.
I’m not saying stop and never do anything, but take a pause right now.
This music that Cauldre and I put together is going to be available as a music track only in the next few days on the Crimson Circle website. Download it or whatever you like listening to.
Stop bypassing.
Stop trying to put perfume on a pile of turds and laugh a lot. That’s what bypassing is, like spraying a turd with Chanel No. 5. It still stinks. It still stinks.
And laugh.
And when the time is right – not right now, not when you’re in quiet stop mode, when the time is right – start to feel into what we’ve talked about today. I mean, what you’re putting yourself through – self-love, sentience, total redoing of the body and the mind and everything else, geez! But not right now.
Right now, just stop.
Let everything catch up to you right now, and I don’t mean that in a bypass way. I’m not just saying that as a cliché.
You stop and let everything catch up to you. Time itself. New metaphysics. Energy and light and love. Stop and let all of that catch up to you.
You’ve been going so fast, pushing so hard, you’ve gotten ahead of yourself. You’ve gotten ahead of your soul, actually.
Just stop. Take a deep breath and let everything catch up. Your mind, every cell in your body, outdated belief systems. Yeah, actually, let them catch up so you can let them go.
You’ve gotten so far ahead, in a manner of speaking, that the rest of it couldn’t keep up. Your body, your biology, you got way ahead of it. It was screaming, ‘screaming’ meaning pain and maybe even some disease. It’s screaming.
Let everything catch up. Let’s just do that right now. Stop and let everything catch up.
As much as I forgot to feel into what was happening with your nervous system, you forgot to look at what was happening – everything within yourself, going so fast, trying so hard, being so committed. You forgot to let all those parts and pieces catch up. Let’s do that right now.
Take a deep breath. No effort. No whitewashing.
Deep breath and let it catch up.
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Dr. Agoni recommends doing this every day, at least for the next two weeks. I don’t like methods or practices, but I can see the need for it right now. Just stop. And it doesn’t matter how long. Put on some music, whatever. Stop and let everything catch up to you.
All of you catch up to you, not the world, but you catch up to you. Your mind, your body, even your soul, yeah. You think the soul is always out ahead? Hell no. Let it catch up.
Don’t do it as a meditation. Do it as a merabh. Again, you can download this music or whatever you want to listen to.
Don’t try to fix your nervous system. That only creates interference. And it only creates the nervous system now to go even crazier. But when you stop, it allows the nervous system to catch up.
It allows everything to catch up to you.
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Laugh. Comfort yourself. Take a lot of good, deep breaths. And just stop once a day. It brings everything back together.
You could call that coherence, but I don’t want to even use any metaphysical terms right now. Nothing. You don’t need that.
Take a good, deep breath. Let everything catch up.
So, I bring this gathering to a close now. Is the Ascended Masters Club real? Yes, it actually is. Do I exaggerate? All the time!
It’s a storyline, but yes, we do gather. We have fun, because we were all human. We have that in common. We can laugh at ourselves, but more fun to laugh at the others.
Is this unprecedented times? Absolutely. That’s when you have to stop and take a deep breath. That is when I have to change. It was going to be a brilliant talk today about the nature of time but, once in a while, you just have to adapt and adjust. Even so much so that now, as we bring this to a close, I’m not even going to say those classic words (laughter; someone says “Yay”). Yay, because it really doesn’t matter.
The important thing is to take a deep breath, and in the stopping, what you find is that you even let self-love catch up. You’re not trying to push it or make it happen, figure it out. You just stop and everything catches up.
With that, dear Shaumbra, it is the month of love, so I do want to tell you how much I love each and every one of you. I do realize what you’re going through. Sometimes it takes Dr. Agoni and Kuthumi to kick me to let me know, but I do appreciate what you’re going through.
So, with that, my love to each and every one of you. Happy Valentine’s Month.
I Am Adamus of Sovereign Domain.
Thank you.